September 7, 2022
"I don't need opinions, testimonies, nor feedbacks to describe a place, I have my own eyes"
I never expected to make it this far
It felt like a marathon to the star
Although the school year just started
It felt like a long arduous times ended
Socializing with new people seemed an unthinkable task for me. But here I am standing and giggling with them. My self conscious thoughts always pulls me back on talking to others. No matter how I want to interact with them. Little by little I'm starting to realize it's not that scary to make contact with others. Even though awkward eye contacts and encounters still lingers with me. I am the kind of person who is a "social introvert" I get curious with the story and insights of others but get drained when exposed on the out for too long.
I learned something new today
I learned something remarkable for it to stay
It's such a nice thing to know someone shares the same birthday with me. It feels like as if there's a correlation between our personalities. As the majority of my birthdays felt like I was the only one blowing the candles at that specific time period. A train of thoughts crossed my mind, it shocks me how time passes by swiftly. To realize that I am just a few step away from adulthood is both fascinating and intriguing since I have no idea what will come nor what destiny I am bound for.
After the rain there shall be rainbow
After the pain there shall be a glow
Struggles will never define me
Struggles will never confine me
I thought this day would turn to be an another monotonous cycle for me. Today was the Strand Officer Elections. Thankfully I was not elected since I knew myself that I'm not ready for such responsibilities. My friend, Draven, got elected and I was jumping up to the sky to know that she got elected. I felt happy for her since I knew that leading the way is something she aspires and look forward to. From my observation, she possesses great leadership skills which would make her a good fit for it. Then after our dismissal. I, Jovi, and Draven decided to eat out for the reason that Draven's birthday is actually tomorrow. This is actually our first after school bonding and I think it deserves the spotlight here.
The road home isn't very long...
...and I know I'll be getting off soon
But at this moment I'm feeling such lovely warmth
-Fallen Angels by Wong Kar-Wai (1995)
Traversing the road at Lawa Rd. at nightfall. There is a trailer truck that blocked the way which causes me to walk some distance to transfer transport.








