Today wasnāt a good day.
My depression got the best of me,
I havenāt been able to get out of my head, everywhere I turn is just dull.
Itās a process I donāt really like even though Iām doing the best I can.
Wondering if this ever ends or if my pills didnāt kick in. Iām waiting for something to happen, or make something happen, I really donāt know what at this point.
I want to scream but thereās not enough air, I want to reach to someone but no one I can really rely on.
My therapist says itās changes Iām going through but feels like needles stabbing me.
Is true that Iām not my depression, but it mostly feels like this.









