It made her happy that she managed to revive a dying flower.
It made her unhappy that Tuney snatched it away and crushed it.
It made her happy that sheās made a new friend, his name is Severus.
It made her unhappy that Tuney said he was āa freak, just like her.ā
It made her happy that she was going off to Hogwarts, with Sev.
It made her unhappy that Petunia didnāt come to drop her off to Kingās Cross.
It made her happy that sheās rooming with Marlene, Mary, Alice and Dorcas, her best friends, besides Sev, of course.
It made her unhappy that Sev had started hanging out with Mulciber, Nott and Malfoy, he had been talking to her much less now.
It made her happy that she was top of almost all of her classes.
It made her unhappy that Potter and his friends bullied Severus, and that heād called her a mudblood.
It made her happy that had formed a friendship with Remus, she couldnāt understand how someone that nice was always with Potter and Black.
It made her unhappy that Potter would not stop asking her out.
It made her happy that she had managed to finally forgive PoāJames and Black, forming a tentative friendship with the both of them.
It made her unhappy that Severus wouldnāt even look at her anymore.
It made her happy that James had finally plucked up the courage to kiss her,
It made her unhappy that there was a war looming.
It made her happy that she could cuddle with James by the Gryffindor fireplace, making fun of Sirius and Marlene for being caught in the broom cupboard, while Remus, Peter, Dorcas and Alice laughed openly.
It made her unhappy that there always was an empty spot for Mary, whoās Muggle parents didnāt let her come back for their last year because it was too dangerous.
It made her happy that she married James, at the Order headquarters. Marlene was her maid of honour, Sirius was Jamesā best man, Dumbledore officiated the wedding and Remus walked her down the aisle.
It made her unhappy that her family couldnāt make it due to safety reason, and Petunia had sent back the letter telling her about the wedding, back unopened.
It made her happy that she was pregnant and James wanted to make Sirius and Marlene the godparents.
It made her unhappy that four days after their announcement, Mar was found dead in her apartment. Sirius had hugged her, tight, and theyād cried the whole night.
It made her happy that she had James and her four kids, Harry, Sirius, Remus and Peter. Alice and Frank had a baby boy too.
It made her unhappy that a prophecy had marked her baby for death, and they had to go into hiding.
It made her happy that, even as she saw the green light, she knew her baby boy would survive.
It made her unhappy that she would never see him grow up.