I won’t add another scar tonight.

Self harm ~ Trigger warning ~ Last cut : 27 January '17 ~ Self harming since: April/May 2010

[mournfulroses]

Janet Fitch, from her novel titled "White Oleander," originally published in 1999

[mournfulroses]

Else Fitzgerald, from "Everything Feels Like the End of The World," publ. in 2022

[mournfulroses]

Yannis Ritsos, trans. by Kimon Friar, from a poem featured in "Erotica: Love Poems,"

[cats-healing-diary]

I feel nothing, I just distract myself the whole time, to not feel this emptiness. It feels like I’m draining

[xo-psych0tic]

this. this one.

[harmful-tropes]

I have a distinct memory of laying in my bed as a kid and wishing with all my heart that I would get hurt. That I would get into a bad car crash or I'd disappear. So my parents would cry and realize they didn't cherish me enough.

I find it sad that younger me thought she had to get hurt to feel loved.

[foxlungz]

If I ever kill myself just know I tried my fucking best and please forgive me

[lostmf]

[dearinnerthoughts]

[todostoast]

you ever just want to cut even if you don't really have a reason just because you miss the feeling of the cuts or am i losing it

[saduboiss-deactivated20260204]

there’s something wrong with me.

there’s something wrong with me.

there’s something wrong with me.

there’s something wrong with me.

there’s something wrong with me.

[nyctofilic]

lowkey wanna disappear for a little

[foxlungz]

I will always be so fucking angry for what they turned me into

[dearinnerthoughts]

[vixensofdeath]

I am so tired and burnt out, I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore

[endlessmidnights]

I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life

[cats-healing-diary]

The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful