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~fictionkin/yumeship sideblog~ psychological Lizzy fictionkin that misses his girlfriend my attention span is too short to gaf abt tha haterz banner art by yours truly ^_^

[justlikelenaandyulia]

Hey nerds~

I’m Lizzy and this is my fictionkin/yumeship sideblog ^_^ my main is @mausuwinasa if you’re wondering

This is where I’ll dump all my thoughts relating to me and my (fictional) girlfriend Doll <3

Info about me/this blog, my kinsona and blinkie collection under the cut :3

I like to draw and write about us a lot, I usually post such things on my main so I’ll reblog anything relevant here

My username is a reference to the members of my fav band t.A.T.u, their music makes me think of Doll :)

Info about me in one long sentence:

I use she/him, I’m a scene girl in real life, I love math, kpop and murder drones more than anything, I’m also a cat therian, I like making electronic music but I’m not very good at it, ya I think that’s it

All my kin focused posts go in #~ 𝘱𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘴 ✨🎀 and my yume focused posts go in #~ 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘺 🌙❤️ . Most of my posts end up in both :P

My kinsona:

[justlikelenaandyulia]

i gotta get more lizzy clothes that are actually comfy so i can still look cute when i get into my comfy stuff for late night choir,, i have some pink loungewear and these really nice brandy hoodies from my sister but there’s not much other than that 🤷‍♀️

[justlikelenaandyulia]

i have acquired her

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imagine Doll staring at the keybug in a little glass tank. that’s all i just wanted you to imagine that

[justlikelenaandyulia]

terrible terrible news. i drew too much fnaf fanart and now ive forgotten how to draw drones. its so over

[justlikelenaandyulia]

just Lizzied out (bought a bunch of bullshit at pink)

[justlikelenaandyulia]

awesome news, i have this vanilla body lotion that smells kind of funny bc it sat untouched in my room for years, and i just realized it kind of smells like doll!! it’s a little earthy, very similar to the sort of red bean paste smell i associate with her, not as sweaty tho lol.

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im wearing vintage Pink sweatpants and Uggs, i feel very Lizzy today ^_^ especially since i spent the whole day listening to girls generation and f(x), they always make me feel very girly + cool :)

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so ive been hyperfixated on fnaf the past like month or so, and whenever i see glamrock chica i get that “that’s me” feeling but it’s me as in SPECIFICALLY Lizzy. like she’s me as i remember myself in my canon, not me right now. wackiness 🤷‍♀️

[justlikelenaandyulia]

i don’t think im fictionkin of her exactly but there’s some nebulous connection there, i changed my twitter username to glamrocklizzy to match ^_^

[justlikelenaandyulia]

so ive been hyperfixated on fnaf the past like month or so, and whenever i see glamrock chica i get that “that’s me” feeling but it’s me as in SPECIFICALLY Lizzy. like she’s me as i remember myself in my canon, not me right now. wackiness 🤷‍♀️

[justlikelenaandyulia]

arghhhh i want to cuddle Doll so bad rn TnT

[justlikelenaandyulia]

Hey Lizzy! It's uzi

I've been looking for more md kins to talk to but it's weirdly hard to find still active accounts T-T

Anyway how're you doing recently?

hiii!! ive been alright, im kind of on vacay rn :3

[justlikelenaandyulia]

wanting a bodypillow of your f/o is so embarrassing but like i really do want one…

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ive thought quite a bit about how my noema arise as a kin who has no past life and is overly self aware, ive made this silly diagram to describe what i call “noema subsumption” because i think everything deserves a fancy name. the way i see it, my conscious thoughts on my source just kind of get absorbed into my subconscious or whatever and eventually resurface as “memories”. neat ^_^

[four-drones-and-a-human]

We're nowhere near self aware enough to come up with something like this but you might be onto something, for us there are things that the ""host"" thought were just obvious or "didn't seem right" before we all actually showed up here, and surprise surprise it's because our memories differ from the show in those ways. Maybe it was like a passive influence we had before we arrived. Projecting my memories onto this random human in the past with my solver abilities oooo /j

Then there's other memories that just show up rudely through flashbacks (😡 the worst) or something and would have made no difference to the "show" aside from just being "extra content" or whatever. We joke that the show is just a weird, strange adaptation of our memories and stuff, changed in a few ways to be more interesting or entertaining.

Also Lizzy?? Hi?? Hope you're doing alright, this is kinda weird, why do we keep finding other drones around this website so often /lh

- Uzi

[justlikelenaandyulia]

that thing about the passive influence sounds really interesting, I think that would make sense :) also hiiiiii I’ve seen you guys around on here and on ao3, it’s nice to finally chat with you ^_^

[justlikelenaandyulia]

ive thought quite a bit about how my noema arise as a kin who has no past life and is overly self aware, ive made this silly diagram to describe what i call “noema subsumption” because i think everything deserves a fancy name. the way i see it, my conscious thoughts on my source just kind of get absorbed into my subconscious or whatever and eventually resurface as “memories”. neat ^_^

[justlikelenaandyulia]

in this panel, i can’t tell if she’s covering her face from the obviously-about-to-explode weapon or just asleep in class. she would do that a lot, she always got her work done in advance so she could nap the whole day or cut class with me…

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from the pages of the graphic novel that got released, it looks like they’re making me platinum blonde. i recall my hair being a little darker, but i look cute either way so whatevs ^_^