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21, she/they, recovering from ED and clean of sh (and nicotine for whoever cares)

[justmethestarsandmoon]

I’m back, this time not for the reasons that I used to come back here.

I’m doing great in my recovery, i’m 2 years and 5 months clean of sh

I quit vaping and smoking 6 months ago

I’m in a great headspace. The real reason I came here is because it feels like to most genuine place on the internet. Just people talking, posting genuine content and not all that AI slop.

I’m here to find my positive people that hate to see the world burning as it is but still live their whimsical lives 💫✨

[who-is-finn]

Hey it’s Finn, was @/finn-is-still-fucked and a million variations of that name but deleted my acc because my ex was harassing me AGAIN but I’m back again because fuck him. Rb to help me find my moots

[justmethestarsandmoon]

I say this time and time again, but I’m NEVER getting into a relationship with a man EVER AGAIN I don’t care how much i might like him, all they do is hurt me.

Women are better anyway

[justmethestarsandmoon]

Bf called me at 00.36 and 00.37 last night, didn’t pick up cuz i woke up just after and fell asleep immediately again. Thought it was quite cute and romantic.

Cw: mention of sh and attempt

Anyway, psychiatrists and wards are being called as we speak

Turns out he hurt himself and had the intention to end it 🥰

I’m scared y’all I don’t think he really wants to go into treatment and his situation is ‘not bad enough’ for his to be taken forcibly

[mawofthemagnetar]

What do you mean “chat” is now referring to ChatGPT and not twitch chat? What? What? What the fuck? No?

When I address chat I am speaking to a presumed Greek chorus of real human people shitposting on their lunch break, not a machine that devours lakes to covert electricity into slop.

[justmethestarsandmoon]

Why is €d blr suddenly back on my tumblr :(. I escaped that, DO NOT pull me back in. Stay away

[lilacdollie4]

[justmethestarsandmoon]

Literally me 💔

[dollyheartzzii]

[justmethestarsandmoon]

I was so tired 30 minutes ago, what happened? I was going to sleep on time for once

[divineasteria]

Uh... so... I have an idea... participation isnt forced but ima tag moots I think might be interested in it..

This... is truama salad! Ahem, I'm Aster and I brought the bowl :3 (y'all bring the candy gng)

Okay lets seeeee.... I dont want to start this off too serious so, back when I was in second grade was the firet time I vividly recalled my brother attempting cause physical harm to our parents, this was also the first time I persoanlly anyways, remember the cops being called on him. Not my first truamatic event but it was the first I actually remembered.

@slain-angel-broken-wings @el1as1sd3ad @yumemirui @damsel-understresss @coffee--spill Open tags

[coffee--spill]

ALR

When I was 6 my mum locked me in the balcony (40°C) for like an hour after she threatened to make me eat my vomit when I got sick after eating porridge. This was the first of many times she'd do both things :3

AND I GOT SOUR STRIPS :D

Imma js tag ppl I interact w a lot but /nf, ofc take care of yourselves first

@acicadahumsitstune @the-grim-reaper-offical @loversbruises @imightbeafaerie-official-offical @ashyd-shy @y0ur-valent1ne + open tags!!

[justmethestarsandmoon]

TW!!!!! TALK ABOUT SH

When i was in highschool, i was at some point the most stable person in my friendgrou. I had massive fear of failure and some other issues but i was rawdoggin all of fhem, bad coping didn’t exsist in my book.

At some point in class, while me n my friend were obviously not paying attention, my friend rolled up their sleeve and showed me their sh sc@rs. Then proceeded to ADVISE ME to do it to help calm me down (MIND YOU I DIDNT EVER EVEN THINK OF NEEDING A COPING MECHANISM BEFORE THAT). They gave me TIPS on what to use and where and told me to try it out. I did, they asked me abt it next day.

I am very prone to add!ction, so yes i did get immediately add!cted and got stuck with it for over 6 years. To this day i feel like maybe i would’ve never started if they’d never ‘reconmended’ it to me).

I brought haribo dragibos

[justmethestarsandmoon]

Anyone else just wake up at 2am from a random inspirational creative moment? I’m losing sleep over m creativity. But then i’ll be in the studio all day and NOTHING will come to mind

[justmethestarsandmoon]

Chat, i survived, it took me so ling to recover and the week after i was scared to jinx it, but i’m alive, breathing properly again and doing my dance classes😌

[oppossum-offical]

WE HAVE WON SHAPES INC NO LONGER HAS AN ACCOUNT

[justmethestarsandmoon]

I’m still crazy ill, worse, even. Got a whole fever and throat ache on top.

Now, i’m not currently living at home, i’m not even living in my own country. I’m living in Italy for my studies. I feel like a helpless little kid.

So i texted the DIRECTOR of the program where i study 🫠✨💫.

She got me the contact of a doctor. So i call this doctor.

WHY is he coming to my house tomorrow

I have NEVER had a doctor come to my house. Do i clean my room? Am I okay in my pyjamas? What do i dooo???

I’m about to feel like a victorian child this sht crazy. 🥰😝🧚💫

[justmethestarsandmoon]

You know, I love tumblr, because when the wifi in Italy once again doesn’t work because there were two drops of rain, tumblr still has my back even with my shitty mobile data.

[justmethestarsandmoon]

I’ve been so sick these last few days, I feel like death. Who is praying on my downfall 😭😭.

My hearing is as if I’m under water, my head feels like there’s a massive stone in it, my voice is gone. What’s happeninggg

[justmethestarsandmoon]

I have 45 pages left of my book, going to finish it today. I’m still not sure if i hate or love it

[justmethestarsandmoon]

Finished my book, I don’t hate it, but I am left in a lot of confusion. Oh well