Just want to live in the mountains with my dogs

23, lesbian, this is for all my wlw yearning but I'm still gonna sad girl post can't stop me

[a-small-writer-in-a-big-world]

Parents will say something so devastating to you but will forget they ever said it. Meanwhile I can’t form emotional connections with anyone because of what she said to me

[muskaanayesha]

I am the eldest daughter, which is to say that I am a sponge that absorbs all the trauma of the household. Life is spilt milk and I am a kitchen cloth burnt at the edges. I am falling apart at the corners, threads coming away, rips and ripples like I am torn and trembling in an ocean of nothingness. I am the eldest daughter, which is to say that I emphasize with everyone. The love of my life marries someone else, and I find myself hoping that he loves her the same. My brother wishes death upon me and I toss and turn in my sleep over the tears I saw in his eyes. Life is an accidental fire and I am water. I attempt to stop a tragedy I did not start, to go blindly into a catastrophe that I cannot halt. I am the eldest daughter, which is to say that I am silent in my needs. My father asks me what I'd like to eat and I say that I am not hungry. I will chew on my guilt and swallow my pride before I even think of asking for anything. I buy myself a sweet and nothing tastes as bitter as it. Life is a metaphor for debt and I am drowning in the desire to be as insignificant as possible. I demand nothing and nothing demands me.

[azulispector]

there's something about having a mother when you're a girl.

black swan //Buffet Etiquette, Hieu Minh Nguyen // Nayyirah Waheed//turtles all the way down// the cradell, berthe morisot// ??// the witch// Kyung-sook Shin, Please Look After Mom// lady bird// Take Care: Mothers, Daughters, and Inheriting Self-Hatred, Ella Wilson

[uroko]

Sergey Ershov

[acidberrie]

[justoneofthose-days]

I'm so angry all I want to do is scream and throw things but I'm just going to sit here and cry

[gamergirlsex-deactivated2025012]

I'm just like all normal girls in their 20s i need lots of plushies and insane gay sex

[californiasteph-deactivated2022]

idk who needs to hear this but your body is loveable 

[csms-jpg]

Slightly obsessed with starry stuff! / etsy

[happyheidi]

[thyming-deactivated20220220]

🌿 💫

[sunsbleeding]

[happyheidi]

[soft-lovely]

lovers in the garden

[nothingforkings]

[mushfae]

♡

[theyshapedlikefriends]

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