Every silver lining has a cloud

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I spent my 29th birthday doing side job, stopping myself from going to another musical trip in Seoul, do groceries shopping, cooking meal for the week then talked to ChatGPT and it makes me cried my eyes out.

Happy Birthday to me.

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It's been a while since my last update 2 years ago. A lot happened and I feel like a totally different person from back then.

My mental health suffered a lot at my second job. Now that I got through it, I learned that most of those are not my fault and even if it is, the management should have better ways to deal with those problem.

I quit my second job on early 2022 and joined another company where a few of my friends are woking at, and somehow my mental problem just magically disappeared. After a year, I could say that I love it here. The community is good, the seniors are really nice and the work itself is fun. It's a very comforting place to be, but I couldn't see growth here, so I left again.

I just got an offer from a bigger company. Corporate job sounds scary for someone who've only been working in small design studio but the compensation is quite attractive, so I'll do my best.

On the side, my hobby had changed too. I stopped drawing altogether because I had no time nor energy at my second job, just little chibis here and there when I really wanted to draw. On the other hand, stanning k-pop idol is something I've never did before and it really got me out of my comfort zone. I met a lot of nice people and traveled abroad several times to watch musicals and concerts and it inspires me to want to travel more. I even started learning Korean and get to meet a lot of new friends at the class. Learning Korean has been my new hobby for a while and even though I couldn't use it anywhere irl (I just rejected an offer from a Korean company but oh well...), it's still a fun language to learn.

I don't know who'd read this update but I know that the future me would appreciate it.😂

My most recent trip from last January. I even went to post office to send a fanmail.😂 As someone who lives in tropical country my whole life experiencing WINTER winter for the first time, the cold there is no joke.🥲

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People always makes assumption about me on their own and I'm too tired to explain everything these days.

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Some old Trixya stuff I might never finish (From around Oct-Nov 2021, I think.) , because what even is free time? IDK that word anymore.🥲

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Around early Feb, as soon as I decided to stan THIS PERSON from THIS K-POP BAND, I found out that he's gonna be enlisting in the military this March.

Oh, well. 🥲

but still, the fact that I have my little safe space to grab on to (mentally, or at least inside my earbuds) in a totally new environment is quite comforting.

Here's some photos of a photobook I bought. I pre-ordered plushie dolls too so there'll be more random pictures for sure. Sorry in advance for that.😂

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Olleh mamma mia! 😉🌟

https://youtu.be/PR4w-XPnpB8

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My high school best friend is moving abroad to a country where he can marry his boyfriend legally. I'm so happy for him but I know I'll miss him so much.🥺

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Just finished watching Beyond Evil and still craving for more of the protagonists chemistry.

The Tumblr fandom never disappointed me.😂

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My grandpa passed away last Friday and everything is still feel so unreal. Even when I'm at the funeral, I still feel like I will always be able to see him sitting in front of his house with a cup of coffee and newspaper if I drop by. I'm not that close with him, even when I saw him in the hospital I still didn't know what to say to him. He was happy to see me though, I'll never forget how his smile reached his eyes when he knew it was me under the mask. (He couldn't remember me under the mask at first. Sorry, grandpa. 😂) He lived a good life with 5 children and I'm so happy I get to be his grandchild. My childhood wouldn't be this good without him.

This reminds me of how uncertain life can be. My parents were divorced and they're not in good terms. If one of them were gone, I'm not sure that another one of them would fully support me through it. I have no siblings to so there will be no one helping me out of share the same level of feelings when the time comes. They're one of the closest people I have in my life too. I'm so scared of being left alone and I wouldn't know what to do if I lose them. :(

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Spooky Aizawa

I am once again presenting Spooky Aizawa and Y/n (AKA me)

drawn by @justpiang​ commissioned by me

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Thank you so much for commissioning me again! I never drew this much details in one picture before but I like how it turns out and I'm glad you like it.😊🙌🏻✨

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Whoever made this playlist will always has a special place in my heart.

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My first attempt at drawing Trixie. Other than female anatomy, I'm struggling so badly with her facial feature and make up.

I'm not even doing her lashes the justice they deserve. 😂

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More of scrapped wip.😂

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Scrapped WIP. The left one is a manga panel redraw thingy. (I can't get over Kacchan clapping snarkily to rile up Deku.😂) and the right one is kinda PH dkbk meet UA student dkbk trope.

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Катя

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Some fanfic tropes don’t seem to make sense at all until you read it and the writer made it makes so much sense.

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Work in progress

I'm suppose to be working overtime but I got distracted a bit and decided to start painting.😂

Usually I don't paint straight from reference but its actually quite a nice change. The progress is less confusing when there's a clear guide to see what to alter next.

The thing is the painting doesn't turns out looking like the person at all.🥲

I'll post the reference along with the painting once I finish it. :9