I just have some thoughts.
First of all, I hate my job. I’ve grown to dread the simple thought of having to go back there. But it’s more than that because I don’t hate my job. It’s not exactly what I envisioned for my culinary career. But it’s not a bad job. I get decent pay, princess hours, and it’s not very hard. But the disrespect and lack of appreciation that occurs is just unbearable. I used to brush it off. As I should continue to do, I suppose. But it’s getting to the point that I just can’t care about it anymore. I just need to get out of there. The only reasons that are keeping me around right now are Allis and Lauren. 🖤
Secondly, I feel like I’ve lost my friend. Most of my friends. (I’m kind of a loner, actually.) Which I am totally content with, by the way! I’m quite the introvert; so do not pity me. But I feel like I have lost one of my oldest known friends. We’ve kept in contact for the past 11 years on and off. There was some drama there, of course (when isn’t there), but for the most part we have always been there for each other in one way or another. Lately, though, I don’t feel like I matter to him anymore. Like I’ve been perminantly placed on the back burner of life. And it’s quite sad to realize that it’s happening. I still have nothing but well wishes for him with his life.
Thirdly, I would like to add on a positive note: I cannot believe that I could love someone so much in my whole life. My niece has my complete heart and soul. She is the most precious and I would do (and I mean this) anything on earth to protect and take care of her. She is such a doll and I am so happy to be apart of her life. She is now nearly a year old, has a mouth full of teeth, she loves dancing/ music. She has such a sassy personality and she’s finally starting to walk. She is so smart already and will continue to learn. My sister is such a super mom for raising Emma as well as she has so far. She should have an award for best mom ever.
Fourth and final thought: My mom and I got a tortoise and her name is Mavis. She’s a beautiful little tort and I think she will be with us for a very long time.
My goal is to move into my house around Thanksgiving. Renovations have taken an actual year, but it will be all worth it. It’s going to be beautiful, thanks to my parents for helping me. ❤️
This is all I have to say right now.
You all take care of yourselves out there.
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