"A kitsune is but a fox until they live long enough to grow their second tail. What human is not a god waiting for their divinity?"
“god made me transsexual the same reason he made wheat but not bread and fruit but not wine, so that humanity may delight in the act of creation”
"and you sound as horrible as me and I don't mind if you're unkind. you're reminding me of me"
"i will forever be the hurting child, the angry teenager and the lonely adult"
"Creation was given to me as a right, and I kneaded the dough of self with ecstatic fingers. Holiness bears itself in those fleeting moments, where dysphoria is as whispery as it sounds, and just as easily thrown to the wind. I am Cain and Abel, I feel no guilt, I happily became anew."
"making myself tragic, turning myself into a saint"
"i once knew a god that only loved me when i wanted it to kill me"
"The world was an oyster, and I badly wanted to be a pearl"
"My friends think I like to fight, but it's just not true. Sometimes I lose my temper and blow off a little steam, but I've never enjoyed it. I'm not a violent dog. I don't know why I bite."
"I wanted to feel loved without feeling like I was begging for it"
"I want to take myself apart into something else, and if I cannot do that, I want to destroy every part of it that could ever be used against me. I want to peel off all my skin, if only so I could be anything other than a naked body, something horrifying instead of vulnerable."
