Just ya average dumb bitch

Idk man, like, are you lost or smth? 24 y/o

[justyaaveragedumbbicth]

i dont expect anyone to understand this and most likely noone will see it. just stating the obvious.

sometimes having a body freaks me tf out. like i feel both smaller and bigger than it. like i should just be able to step out of it. and i dont mean taking my brain out bc thats still not me. i'm not this body, i'm not this brain. i am something else(god that sounds pretentious). and sometimes the thought and knowlege that i have organs makes me freak out. and i've already been through 8 years of therapy and its still the same and noone i've ever talked to about this ever understood what i mean and it makes me feel crazy. idk maybe its bc i'm 24 and have pretty much been mentally ill for half my life and maybe something is fucked up permanently in my head now. i mean, its bound to be right?

any opinions from those who found this?

[lookatmeenoww-deactivated201301]

Okay seriously. Reblog if you're OLDER than 11.

[danisontnonfire]

why is it that not more than 1/20 of Tumblr haven’t reblogged this

[s1ave4ana]

Bro why there so many kids

[b0n3yd1n0]

hahahahaa oh god imagine the army of children that actually so scary

[skinnykawaii]

So you have a super personnality, the best music tastes, you’re interessant and smart, have a big physic potential and you’re gonna ruin all of that because you’re fat ? no girl loose that weight

[justyaaveragedumbbicth]

my boyfriend left for australia today and i still have stuff to do over here. en i'm laying in bed and i'm cryi g so hard i have a headache

[coughloop]

10 or 11 little ducks have been spotted crossing the dash board

[fearthefuzzybear]

[justyaaveragedumbbicth]

damn. just had a dream that my parents were trying to hook me up with nickacado avocado bc they said we're both the same size. that one hurt ;-;

[justyaaveragedumbbicth]

i am so tired and so cold today. had to get up earlier than usual and i couldnt fall asleep in the evening. i had a nap but still feel like shit. my ears are driving me fucking crazy. i have a fungal infection apparently and been given ear drops... i'm supposed to keep my ears dry... but the eardrops make them wet... and itchy.... and its driving me fucking nutz

[justyaaveragedumbbicth]

what is it with these fucking bots that are only a stolen profile picture of a woman, no bio, no nothing. bro fuck off

[justyaaveragedumbbicth]

i fucking love matcha

[justyaaveragedumbbicth]

okay, today i had around 1800, wich is okay. my parents took me and my boyfriend out for dinner. they all ordered schnitzel wich turned out to be HUGE. i had a veggie burger wich was still large, but okay

cya

[justyaaveragedumbbicth]

so, today was okay foodwise. currently i'm at 1704. i know thats a lot still. my bmr is at roughly 1650, so i set my goal to 1700 for now.

cya

[arewereallyfine-deactivated2022]

✨150 kcal chocolate cake✨

2 egg whites (34 kcal)

15 g flour (51 kcal)

1 g cinnamon (1 kcal)

1 tsb Vanilla extract (6 kcal)

10 g Sugar replacement (14 kcal)

10 g sugar free chocolate powder (38 kcal)

1/2 tsb baking powder/baking soda (1 kcal)

Optional : 1 tbsp zero sugar caramel drizzle (3 kcal)

(10-15 min in the oven at 200 degrees Celsius)

Whip the egg whites then carefully mix inn the other ingredients

(Mine was a little dry but I had it in the oven for a bit too long, and its not the best I know but it works for me. Thought I'd share)

[justyaaveragedumbbicth]

heyyy, long time no read. i'm so fucking bad at keeping up with daily shit so yeah.

uhm yeah i had like 2600 cals today and i wanna fucking cry. ontop of that my weight hasnt changed a bit since last year. i'm still at 105kg. i tried oil painting again yesterday and today so that was fun.

my boyfriend is gonna leave in 10 days to go back home to australia. i will go there in april hopefully. pretty nervous about it honestly.

thats all for rn

cya

[justyaaveragedumbbicth]

actually one more thing. i am considering fucking purging but i know i am too much of a coward to actually do it so yeah haha

[justyaaveragedumbbicth]

heyyy, long time no read. i'm so fucking bad at keeping up with daily shit so yeah.

uhm yeah i had like 2600 cals today and i wanna fucking cry. ontop of that my weight hasnt changed a bit since last year. i'm still at 105kg. i tried oil painting again yesterday and today so that was fun.

my boyfriend is gonna leave in 10 days to go back home to australia. i will go there in april hopefully. pretty nervous about it honestly.

thats all for rn

cya

[bluesundaymorn]

LIKE/RB if you’re an adult with an active ED blog pls

I need more active accounts to follow

Minors please dni

[justyaaveragedumbbicth]

so, had a slice of bread as a grilled cheese thing and a slice w butter. for lunch i had 2 slices w vegan sausage, lettuce and cucumber. wasnt that great tbh. then i went to the store and got some chocolate buscuits, had 4, a lemonade and 2 apples.

at school i worked at the leith(?) and had to file down some stuff. m, arms hurt. cant wait to do this alla again tomorrow :)

dunno what i'll have for dinner. am not rly hungry

tada~

[justyaaveragedumbbicth]

my mom wanted to get takeout, so 2 days in a row where i've had take out. it was from the vietnamese place across the street and it was gooood. i ate quite a bit but not to the point of being uncomfortavle. i love my spicy veggies in coconut milk. i didnt have as much rice as i usually would bc my mom had it so i think thats a huge part in filling up

[justyaaveragedumbbicth]

so, had a slice of bread as a grilled cheese thing and a slice w butter. for lunch i had 2 slices w vegan sausage, lettuce and cucumber. wasnt that great tbh. then i went to the store and got some chocolate buscuits, had 4, a lemonade and 2 apples.

at school i worked at the leith(?) and had to file down some stuff. m, arms hurt. cant wait to do this alla again tomorrow :)

dunno what i'll have for dinner. am not rly hungry

tada~