heaven knows

justin bieber. twenty-five. finding my way through the darkness.

[jvstinbicbcr]

I miss this roleplay. It was not my intention to “ditch” or whatever. College just got in the way. I hope this gets revamped soon.

[jvstinbicbcr]

P.S. I am bizzleofrph.tumblr.com or flowersforclaudia.tumblr.com (personal) if anybody wants to talk. :)

[jvstinbicbcr]

I miss this roleplay. It was not my intention to "ditch" or whatever. College just got in the way. I hope this gets revamped soon.

[jvstinbicbcr]

I've just been really sick(if you can call it that?)/having panic attacks for no reason in the middle of the night/sleeping ten hours and still feeling like a zombie/whatever I eat or drink makes my stomach hurt. Also, to add to that, it's college exam week. Yay. ;_; I'm sorry I haven't been here and I'm going to try to be here more. 

[jvstinbicbcr]

I feel like I've dropped off the face of the planet. I haven't replied to texts or calls in what feels like days... But I think it's only been two.

[jvstinbicbcr]

okay, so... This gal has a newfound social life. *insert smug grin here* It is also the time of year where people are allowed to switch dorm rooms in my college. I have agreed to help multiple people move, sooooo I've been stuck doing that yesterday and today. I'll try to get online tonight. Pinky promises. OH, AND TO THE PERSON WHO PLAYS SELENA (WHAT IS YOUR NAME? I DON'T EVEN KNOW. TELL ME), YOUR REPLY IS COMING. JUST BEEN TOO BUSY TO WRITE IT UP.

[whyzaynm]

And things haven’t changed since then.

[jvstinbicbcr]

If anything, it's gotten progressively worse.

[luckyjchnson-deactivated2017080]

As much as I hate drunk guys grabbing on me, I haven’t really gone out in a while.. and I mean, I’m pretty much ready to go now, so I’m not going to let it go to waste…

[jvstinbicbcr]

Drink responsibly. Say no to drugs. Wrap it before you tap it... Okay, now have fun! 

[supimlouis]

They just wanted to be your friend. 

[jvstinbicbcr]

I'm very aware, Captain Obvious.

[thecaptainkingofthejungle-blog]

This is actually sad, don’t you think? You’re too lonely and sometimes this isn’t a good thing.

[jvstinbicbcr]

It's what you make of it. From your perspective, it's bad. From mine, not so much.

[luckyjchnson-deactivated2017080]

Because I have nothing better to do.. I can’t keep sitting around home..

[jvstinbicbcr]

There's plenty of things you can do without going to clubs or staying at home. Put that creative mind to work.

[whyzaynm]

Teenage girls, man. I know how you feel.

[jvstinbicbcr]

They are clearly insane. 

[thecaptainkingofthejungle-blog]

But you don’t have to literally run away, Justin. I don’t think they would do anything bad to you.

[jvstinbicbcr]

I know they won't. People in general make me squeamish face-to-face, at least lately. I like being me, myself, and I.

[luckyjchnson-deactivated2017080]

It’s times like these that I enjoy getting all dolled up to head out for the night.. Too bad it has to be wiped away by handsy guys trying to hook up with me whilst inebriated..

[jvstinbicbcr]

What's the point in going out if that's how everyone acts around you?

[whyzaynm]

Were they intimidating?

[jvstinbicbcr]

They were a group of teenage girls. I used to be accustomed to that sort of thing.

[marilynsmoore]

I bet they were shocked, and probably were curious if they scared you. Any social anxiety in there, man?

[jvstinbicbcr]

I'm assuming a ton of social anxiety. 

[thecaptainkingofthejungle-blog]

… why?

[jvstinbicbcr]

I lack the ability to articulate. No longer a people person. 

[jvstinbicbcr]

A group of people attempted to befriend me and I ran away like a socially awkward preteen.