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indie monika from doki doki lit club. selective. private. NOT SPOILER FREE. read rules before interacting. interpreted by arc.

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he-llo everybody~! did you miss me? i missed all of you! it’s been so long since we’ve all talked. i think it’s time we all got together again and had some fun, hm?

unfortunately, the mun seems to want to remake this blog, and sayori’s too for good measure - so this will be goodbye, for the moment! in a few hours, we’ll have a nice, new home – on a new blog! fresh and new, like a blank notebook.

i’ll be sure to let you all know where we’ve gone, so please look forward to it~!

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Hiiii, everyone! Soooo Monika and I moved to some new blogs, thanks to our mun! If you wanna find us, please go follow us over here! (That’s Monika’s new blog! Mine’s over here!)

See you all soon~!

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he-llo everybody~! did you miss me? i missed all of you! it’s been so long since we’ve all talked. i think it’s time we all got together again and had some fun, hm?

unfortunately, the mun seems to want to remake this blog, and sayori’s too for good measure - so this will be goodbye, for the moment! in a few hours, we’ll have a nice, new home -- on a new blog! fresh and new, like a blank notebook.

i’ll be sure to let you all know where we’ve gone, so please look forward to it~!

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Hello there! Could you please like or reblog if you would be interested in interacting with a selective Haru Okumura from Persona 5? Thank you!

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Hello, hello! This is a brand new indie rp blog – could you please give this a like or reblog if you’re interested in interacting with Haru Okumura from Persona 5? I’m multiship, multifandom and oc friendly, and as long as you’ve read my rules, we’re peachy keen!

PERSONALS, DO NOT REBLOG. Personals that follow this blog will be hardblocked.

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Hi everyone, this is the final OOC update for this blog.

Sorry I’ve been gone for so long - tumblr’s been a big butt in terms of things, and on top of that, I’ve been having a lot of hectic life situations going on.

Part of the stress I’ve been dealing with is because I’ve had too many blog accounts, and I’ve decided to par it down to two. Don’t worry, I still intend on playing Monika and Sayori - just not on this blog. There’s too many people following this account that aren’t RPers and it kind of bugs me. :/ on top of that, there’s a few situations I’d like to distance myself from, and sticking on this blog is not going to help that.

I will be remaking this blog, and making it a dual muse blog with both Monika and Sayori. The same rules and such will still apply, though I will be a bit more selective than I have been. Additionally, if you have been following any of my other blogs, those are going away too.

If you wish for me to follow you from the new Monika/Sayori blog, and we are mutuals, please like this post or leave a comment. Also if you wish to add me on discord, leave a comment here and I’ll get to you via tumblr IM.

In case anyone is wondering what the other blog is going to be, it is a Persona 5 muse hub, with Haru Okumura as the main blog, and Akira Kurusu/Protagonist, Ann Takamaki and Shiho Suzui as the side blogs. Haru and Akira will be more active, while Ann and Shiho will be less active and have less concurrent threads going between them and others. You can let me know here if you wish me to follow you on those as well.

It’s been fun guys, but the fun doesn’t have to stop here - let’s reconvene once I get things set up on the new blogs!

– Monika’s Mun

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Hi everyone, this is the final OOC update for this blog.

Sorry I’ve been gone for so long - tumblr’s been a big butt in terms of things, and on top of that, I’ve been having a lot of hectic life situations going on.

Part of the stress I’ve been dealing with is because I’ve had too many blog accounts, and I’ve decided to par it down to two. Don’t worry, I still intend on playing Monika and Sayori - just not on this blog. There’s too many people following this account that aren’t RPers and it kind of bugs me. :/ on top of that, there’s a few situations I’d like to distance myself from, and sticking on this blog is not going to help that.

I will be remaking this blog, and making it a dual muse blog with both Monika and Sayori. The same rules and such will still apply, though I will be a bit more selective than I have been. Additionally, if you have been following any of my other blogs, those are going away too.

If you wish for me to follow you from the new Monika/Sayori blog, and we are mutuals, please like this post or leave a comment. Also if you wish to add me on discord, leave a comment here and I’ll get to you via tumblr IM.

In case anyone is wondering what the other blog is going to be, it is a Persona 5 muse hub, with Haru Okumura as the main blog, and Akira Kurusu/Protagonist, Ann Takamaki and Shiho Suzui as the side blogs. Haru and Akira will be more active, while Ann and Shiho will be less active and have less concurrent threads going between them and others. You can let me know here if you wish me to follow you on those as well.

It’s been fun guys, but the fun doesn’t have to stop here - let’s reconvene once I get things set up on the new blogs!

– Monika’s Mun

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Hi everyone, this is the final OOC update for this blog.

Sorry I’ve been gone for so long - tumblr’s been a big butt in terms of things, and on top of that, I’ve been having a lot of hectic life situations going on.

Part of the stress I’ve been dealing with is because I’ve had too many blog accounts, and I’ve decided to par it down to two. Don’t worry, I still intend on playing Monika and Sayori - just not on this blog. There’s too many people following this account that aren’t RPers and it kind of bugs me. :/ on top of that, there’s a few situations I’d like to distance myself from, and sticking on this blog is not going to help that.

I will be remaking this blog, and making it a dual muse blog with both Monika and Sayori. The same rules and such will still apply, though I will be a bit more selective than I have been. Additionally, if you have been following any of my other blogs, those are going away too.

If you wish for me to follow you from the new Monika/Sayori blog, and we are mutuals, please like this post or leave a comment. Also if you wish to add me on discord, leave a comment here and I’ll get to you via tumblr IM.

In case anyone is wondering what the other blog is going to be, it is a Persona 5 muse hub, with Haru Okumura as the main blog, and Akira Kurusu/Protagonist, Ann Takamaki and Shiho Suzui as the side blogs. Haru and Akira will be more active, while Ann and Shiho will be less active and have less concurrent threads going between them and others. You can let me know here if you wish me to follow you on those as well.

It’s been fun guys, but the fun doesn’t have to stop here - let’s reconvene once I get things set up on the new blogs!

-- Monika’s Mun

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”Your happiness comes before mine.”

Emotional starters to kick you in the feelings | ACCEPTING

“I--”

She stopped. Why did those words sound so much different to her? Different than everything else she’d heard Sayori say? It was true that Sayori was the bubbly one of the group --- always cheering the others up and being their source of happiness and sunshine --- and Monika couldn’t be more thankful of the times she’d lifted everyone’s spirits on even the rainiest of days.

But for reasons she couldn’t explain, she had to fight to smile at these words. As if she wanted to reach out to the other girl. For someone with so much happiness exuding out of them, Monika was not blind to the fact that she could see there was something behind all of it.

And yet---

After a few seconds of silence, the smile she was known to wear came back. In her mind, she had already decided that somehow, some way, she would do what she could for the person who had become her sunshine. She couldn’t very well argue this point with Sayori, could she?

“But you being here is the greatest source of happiness I could ask for.”

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✰   —  —  —  LIGHT HEARTED SUGGESTIONS STARTERS

‘  the world is a little happier with you in it.  ’ ‘  i have the right to be happy and i will not let you or anyone else take that from me.  ’ ‘  i’m done apologizing for who i am.  ’ ‘  i am stronger now and i will not say sorry.  ’ ‘  let this moment be your starting point. let this moment be the one when it all began.  ’ ‘  if you have nothing, you have nothing to lose.  ’ ‘  it’s never too late to rebuild yourself.  ’ ‘  healing takes time, but it will come.  ’ ‘  your warmth and kindness is more beautiful than you know.  ’ ‘  your feelings are valid.  ’ ‘  your opinons are valid.  ’ ‘  your happiest moment is still yet to come.  ’ ‘  turn off the light and close your eyes. it can wait until tomorrow.  ’ ‘  self love is a daily commitment.  ’ ‘  don’t let those thoughts that are telling you can’t keep you from trying at all.  ’ ‘  not today. i won’t let it defeat me.  ’ ‘  stop punishing yourself. please. you don’t deserve it.  ’ ‘  breathe.  ’ ‘  you don’t deserve that! demand better!  ’ ‘  i hope you find what your soul really needs.  ’ ‘  i hope you find the happiness you yearn for.  ’ ‘  there is a point where you have to let go of the anger.  ’ ‘  even if your voice was shaky and you stuttered on your words, you still spoke up and i am so proud you did.  ’ ‘  there’s something incredible about you and i can’t quite tell what it is. maybe that’s the magic in it.  ’ ‘  i know you want more and your heart is driven like that, but don’t take on too much.  ’ ‘  people aren’t always going to do and say what you want them to and that’s okay.  ’ ‘  you are a living, breathing masterpiece.  ’ ‘  some might not understand your beauty, but you are art nonetheless.  ’ ‘  quiet down those thoughts. it’s not worth it tonight.  ’ ‘  try to have gentle thoughts.  ’ ‘  your intrusive thoughts are just thoughts and nothing more than that.  ’ ‘  i love you… i always have.  ’ ‘  i tell myself i don’t care, but i care too much.  ’ ‘  maybe you and i exist together on a different wavelength than the rest of the world. perhaps, we are on a separate frequency.  ’ ‘  concept: we’re both in our softest pajamas, your arms around me and our legs are intertwined. you kiss the back of my neck and tell me you won’t ever let me go.  ’ ‘  look close enough and you’ll find how much i adore you in every subconscious thing i do.  ’ ‘  there are countless parts of you i’ve yet to meet, yet to memorize. nevertheless, i’ll keep wanting to get to know you even when i know everything.  ’ ‘  you make me feel loved in my unlovable moments and beautiful even in my ugliest ones.  ’ ‘  oh darling, how deeply you’ve become a part of me. i can’t help but feel something is missing when you’re gone.  ’ ‘  i can’t help but feel something is missing when you’re gone.  ’ ‘  thank you for never making me inadequate or dumb or inferior.  ’ ‘  your constant love and respect has given me incredible strength and confidence.  ’ ‘  thank you for seeing all the good in me.  ’ ‘  every night i image you beside me.  ’ ‘  it breaks my heart that you can’t fall asleep with me in the same room or the same city, but i always remember that even an imagined silhouette of you is better than nothing at all.  ’ ‘  the spaces between your fingers are where mine fit perfectly.  ’ ‘  by some miracle, the universe created you. of all the infinite combinations of atoms, somehow that infinity filtered down to form you.  ’ ‘  what people think of you is not equivalent to who you are.  ’ ‘  the moment i let myself believe i was going to be okay was the moment i finally was.  ’ ‘  protecting your own happiness ins’t selfish.  ’ ‘  you deserve every ounce of happiness.  ’ ‘  a week, a month, a year without you is nothing compared to the lifetime we’ll spend together.  ’ ‘  tomorrow is a new day. and a new day after that. it’s never too late to start over.  ’ ‘  i finally realize that i no longer need your approval and i never really did.  ’ ‘  maybe i will be okay in the end.  ’ ‘  maybe i will find all that i’m searching for.  ’ ‘  maybe i will figure out all that i am.  ’ ‘  whatever. whatever. whatever. let is pass right by you.  ’ ‘  you are not a failure. please believe that.  ’ ‘  you are only presented with obstacles you are strong enough to conquer.  ’ ‘  it’s been long enough. it’s time to forgive yourself.  ’ ‘  your bad days don’t make your good days any less good.  ’ ‘  even in your darkest times, the sun still rises.  ’ ‘  your existence wasn’t a mistaken accident, it was a creation from almost nothing to something incredible – a miracle even.  ’ ‘  your feelings are your own. no one should be allowed to define them for you.  ’ ‘  ever since our storylines intertwined, i haven’t stopped smiling. you are the best plot twist.   ’ ‘  your thoughts are something that deserve to be heard.  ’ ‘  sometimes it’s not meant to be, but that doesn’t mean there’s no value in it happening.  ’ ‘  your greatest love story is the one you have with yourself.  ’ ‘  i have the right to be happy and i will not let you or anyone else take that from me.  ’ ‘  your existence alone has altered the world. you are more important than you know.  ’ ‘  thank you for letting me forget all the bad, even just for a second.  ’ ‘  you were built for whatever is thrown your way. you are ready.  ’ ‘  no matter what your mind is telling you, please know that you are enough.  ’ ‘  what i can’t fathom is how we can be so close yet so far away.  ’ ‘  you are not a bad person for having bad thoughts. forgive yourself.  ’ ‘  you are growing from this.  ’ ‘  you will heal in time.  ’ ‘  your strength and kindness is more beautiful than you know.  ’ ‘  i’m just trying to be happy and stop thinking about what other people think.  ’ ‘  i want to be someone who sees magic in ordinary things.  ’ ‘  be extra. enjoy things and show it. stop apologizing for it.  ’ ‘  why do you keep trying to impress people who don’t matter?  ’ ‘  let go of the hate. let go of the anger. let go of the resentment. just let it go because it’s holding you back.  ’ ‘  you’re really cute and you make me really happy.  ’ ‘  show me your genuine care.  ’ ‘  why are you beating yourself up over things you can’t control? breathe.  ’ ‘  people annoy me too easily. i need to cut that shit out. i’m not cool enough to be trying to pull that.  ’ ‘  underestimate me and give me the ability to prove you wrong.  ’ ‘  you don’t have to have everything figured out.  ’ ‘  you’re not a bad person for being angry.  ’ ‘  forever is an adventure with you.  ’ ‘  you are not a failure. please believe that.  ’ ‘  you’re my favorite reason to stay awake.  ’

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* hurt prompts

‘ are you bleeding? ’

‘ take it easy. you hit your head. ’

‘ where does it hurt? ’ 

‘ sit still and let me take a look! ’

‘ how did you get that black eye? ’ 

‘ you should see the other guy. ’ 

‘ did i say you could get out of bed? ’

‘ that’s going to leave a bruise. ’

‘ i’ll get some ice. ’ 

‘ that’s what you get for picking fights. ’

‘ are you trying to give me a heart attack? ’

‘ what’s wrong with you? ’

‘ you can barely stand. ’

‘ did you throw the first punch? ’

‘ that’s a nasty bump. ’

‘ get in the car. you’re going to the hospital. ’

‘ at least bandage it. ’ 

‘ no, you’ll get an infection. ’ 

‘ wet floor signs are there for a reason, you know. ’

‘ you’re lucky. that icicle could’ve killed you. ’

‘ where’s your gratitude? i rescued you! ’

‘ i’m calling the nurse. ’

‘ was that stupid dare worth it? ’

‘ what happened to you? ’

‘ sit down. i’ll make some hot chocolate and fix you right up. ’

‘ are those bandages? ’

‘ you need stitches. ’

‘ look out for that tree branch. ’

‘ i’ve got you. just stay awake. can you do that for me? ’

‘ lean on me. ’

‘ you got two choices: let me carry you, or die out here. take your pick. ’

‘ shit, you’re burning up. ’  

‘ you’re not dying. it’s only a sprained ankle. ’

‘ lie down. ’

‘ i’m sorry. i know it hurts. here, hold my hand. ’

‘ you’re in no condition to be walking around. ’

‘ wake up! wake up! ’

‘ i don’t feel sorry for you. ’

‘ look at your face! ’

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❤ ▬▬ emotional starters to kick you in the feelings.

“What am I to you?” “If you could be with me, would you?” “Do you still think about (___)?” ”Do you want to be something more?” “I need to tell you how I feel.” “I miss how we used to be.” “Is it okay to say that I’m jealous?” “I’m so sorry I’m jealous… It’s such an ugly feeling.” ”I can’t help the way I feel.” ”They all want you, but they don’t even know you.” ”Is it okay to want you for myself?” “You’re mine. I don’t want to share.” “I want to be the only one for you.” “It’s you. You’re it. You’re the one I want.” “If you want me, you can have me.” “You can have others, but I will be your priority.” “Let’s talk about what you want.” “Let’s talk about what I want.” “I’ll wait for you. I’ll wait until you’re ready.” “You’re my friend. You didn’t know that?” ”I don’t think I know how to love…” ”Can I trust you?” “I forgive you.” “I only play around because I don’t have you.” “Name it. I’d give it up for you.” “You play so hard to get. Will I ever catch you?” “How can I get you to like me?” “Is there some secret to winning your love?” “Are you available?” “Are you afraid of commitment?” “If I agreed to be exclusive with you, would you do the same?” “Do you feel anything?” ”Why are you pushing me away?” ”The instant you start to feel something, you turn tail and run.” ”He/she/they love you, you know…” ”Don’t. I’m not good for you. Don’t even think about falling for me.” ”I will hurt you. That’s just a fact.” “You’re so wild that I want to be the one to tame you.” ”If you love them, then I want to as well.” “Your heart is safe with me.” ”You’re the type who wants to have your cake and eat it, too.” ”You’ve got me wrapped around your finger.” ”I’ve missed you so much.” ”Your happiness comes before mine.” ”I don’t mind sharing, as long as I’m with you.” “I am so sorry for hurting you.” “Can we start over?”

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I’ll eventually get a graphic up for this, but this is a shipping call! If you may wish to ship with the eternal shitpos– I mean Monika in the future, give this post a like! This does not mean that a ship will start right away – I love the build-up to ships, so this is more of an interest check!

I basically ship Monika with everyone else in ddlc, and I’m open to shipping her with others outside of the canon too!

I’m multiship so I don’t mind shipping with multiples of the same muse, either!

As with anything else ic-related on this blog, mutuals only!

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it’ll be a couple days before I move this blog to the muse hub, so for now, mutuals can like this post if they want a moni in their askbox c:

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                      happy thoughts, happy thoughts, happy thoughts all in a row

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jvstmc:

jvstmc:

SO, I kinda wanted to get a thing rolling since I know this is kinda a thing that happens in some fandoms.

I want to get a DD.LC Discord Server going. Assuming one isn’t going already.

The only requirement to join would be that you play a DDLC character!*

This would help people make friends across the fandom and find other people and even talk plots and AUs and discuss the game itself!

If you’d be interested in joining a server like this, please hit that like button!

* Some exceptions may be made for some people outside of the fandom who RP with all of us.

The server has been made. I can’t give the invite here though, so come poke me on Discord if you want the invite!

or add me if we’re mutuals! (Arcadian#5943)

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friendroute liked your post:Hello, everyone! It’s certainly been a long time,...

so I wanted to note how great it is that this name exists for sayori bc on another site I have Monika’s username as bonusroute and I’d been considering a name like that or a similar name for the new blog--

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Hello, everyone! It’s certainly been a long time, hasn’t it?

Well, that’s because this site hasn’t really been usable by the mun, due to random freezes and things that have made it completely impossible to tolerate. As luck would have it, these issues seem to have finally disappeared at long last, and the mun would like you to know that I will be back shortly!

However, I feel I need to note here that this blog is going to be moved very shortly. Possibly to a new blog altogether, but also possibly to my muse hub where it will be much easier to maintain. So if any of you are rpers who have not been followed back, never fear! My mun will get back to you or might have to get back to you on the new blog!

The mun would like to remind all of you that they are open to IMs here or on discord, just send a message to receive them if you’re mutuals or play other characters from my canon!

Okay, everyone! Let’s make the best of these last few days on this particular blog!

- Love, Monika (and Monika’s mun!)