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try not to k1ll yourself challenge (impossible)

one day i’m gonna buy one of those plastic sheets to put on my bed and cvt every inch of my body

kinda wanna fuck around and cvt myself

milldy annoyed + oh to be a white girl/white passing so everyone finds to attractive without fetishising you

doing a weekend of enjoyment starting from friday so i’m fasting from today until my friend and i get lunch on friday

i’m also gonna try to walk to work every day (and walk home when my friends aren’t forcing me to drive back)

hopefully i don’t faint and i can get all my work done and also be skinnier by the end

i haven’t weighed myself but i know i’ve gained so much weight so i don’t wanna check

nglll if i was dead none of my friends would have any problems with me

just wanna bleed everywhere

damn, if i was home rn

trying not to k1ll myself before december just so i can see pierce the veil live is so damn hard

why am i so unhappy

cvtting js honestly as bad as drugs

it’s so addicting

the urge to just sl1t my entire body is so tempting if it wasn’t for the weather and my inclination to wear short sleeves and shorts at home

cant wait to die 😍😍😍😍😍😍

anyway i’ve been eating like shit so it’s time to start starving myself

lol this has been such a bad day i’m gonna eat my feelings say and regret it tomorrow

God forgive me because i’m in church and i’m getting flashbacks from yesterday/this morning and these are not holy thoughts at alllllllll

something must really be wrong with me that guys wanna be my fwb but don’t wanna be in a relationship with me

okay today was really fun but now i’m deeping this suit and i hate myself

pro recovery❤️