a nameless fangirl

Half-Singaporean, Half-Malaysian; 19 | Writer of Short-stories / Fanfiction / Poems / Fangirl rants and more

[manmubo]

he luoluo: in charge of the winks

but shihao would like to challenge it

[jyodee]

YES THAT’S MY LUOLUO

looks like a cinnamon roll and is a cinnamon roll

[jyodee]

fun fact: Luoluo’s nickname is 金刚芭比 (loosely translated as King Kong Barbie, actually refers to girls who look petite but are actually buff) bc he’s very heavy-handed and here’s a vid his team filmed abt a year ago when he came back from his exam

at the start they’re screaming HE LUOLUO IS BACK

[jyodee]

another reason to watch produce camp

they have dance practice videos so you can actually see the formation and choreography instead of 5 seconds of dance and another 2 minutes of reaction shots from the audience and judges

[jyodee]

the duality of He Luoluo 何洛洛 (real name: Xu Yining 徐一宁）

two years-ish of training and look how far he’s come :,) I’ve never felt more like a proud mom

[jyodee]

Sunnee, Amber and Miya making me question myself every time I lay eyes on them…

[jyodee]

I love you. I will repeat these words over and over again feel as it falls back my throat and into my stomach forming a hard knot when I see you with her these words will haunt me when nights are extra lonely they will drown me in ‘what if’s and ‘if only’s they will form a noose around my neck fingers around my throat choking, suffocating, demanding “why didn’t you tell him when you had the chance?” [#writing #singaporewriter #singaporewriters #poetry #prose #poetrycommunity #writer #love]

[jyodee]

SUNNEE MADE IT HELL YEA

SCREW KE MI AND TENCENT AND ALL THE HATERS TRYING TO BRING HER DOWN

Thank you for getting on that br76 flight and coming into our lives :,)

[jyodee]

Produce 101 China is drawing to an end and I swear if Xingjie’s situation happens to Sunnee I AM GOING TO BREAK SOMETHING (besides my heart)

[jyodee]

Can someone update me on Xingjie bc I hear a lot of rumours but weibo is a mess. I saw a comment stating that Xingjie has already debute and he had a concert?? (which I can’t seem to find full, good qlty footage on ;-;) And did Zhou rui finally get a contract bc I saw someone post his song on youtube????

[jyodee]

ok i went mad and made a buyue video with some eng subs - https://youtu.be/GG_zM4DIHTw (i tried subbing the video with an app but being an idiot and a beginner it failed and i used the youtube cc option i don’t even know if that works??) (also I didn’t sub everything just the shippy moments) oh god I am way too obsessed with this

[jyodee]

I’m back. The whole world may think you’re beautiful, but if you’re ugly to yourself, you‘ll still be the ugliest person in the world.

[mydearestkunkun]

ONER's ideal type:

Ling Chao: someone who's beautiful from the inside/inner beauty

YueYue: someone with lot's of energy

Mu Ziyang: "Someone who is free. It depends on the feelings..."

Bu Fan: someone generous, beautiful and sexy

[jyodee]

Also Ling Chao: “I want someone with inner beauty because no matter how beautiful she is on the outside, she’ll still be less beautiful than me.”

[jyodee]

Recently I watched a bit of 恋与偶像 (My Idol) for Zhou Yanchen and gosh he’s still so cute even when in character. And he acts really well!!

And apparently there’s this sub(?)-plot where he falls in love with this very popular female idol and I just wanna say IF YOU’RE A YANCHEN STAN, WATCHING HIM ACT LIKE A BOY IN LOVE WILL MELT. YOUR. HEART.

I only watched the cuts but he was so adorableeeeeeeeeee. There was this scene where he was in denial and when he was trying to court her and oooo I would love to see Yanchen be the male lead in some cheesy romance drama.

There was this scene where the lady seems to reciprocate his feelings bc she wore the scarf (it was supposed to be an apron he sewed I think idk what happened in between) he gave her and he saw it and look at his face when he saw hee!! He looks so happy and delighted!!!

Then afterwards there was this totally cheesy scene where the girl tugs at his hand as they pass by and oooo he looks so shook and starstruck.

All photos are screenshots taken from the bilibili user 酸果酱酱 and I own nth. Tbh I wanted to watch the whole thing but iQiYi only has the first two eps for free and Youtube has the episodes in parts and Yanchen’s role is pretty small anyway. So if anyone wants to watch this only for him I’ll suggest watching the cuts instead.

Bonus:

[jyodee]

I think I must have been shortsighted before bc I never realised Ruibin was this beautiful ;-; (credits/ photos taken from Ruibin’s weibo)

[sunneeyangs]

[jyodee]

In that moment I wanna be Duan Ao Juan ;-;

[jyodee]

Finding Sunnee in PD101 China ep 3 is like trying to find Wally in Where’s Wally as a kid :,) 

I heard her company got into an argument with Tencent (the company that plays PD101 China) so they cut all the scenes of their trainees TT

I also heard that Sunnee got a lot of hate for her battle with Xuan Yi (and her supposed forced skinship???) but I think they’re both great so why hate????????? (this is rhetorical so if any haters want to answer me it’s kay I don’t need an answer) (you’re all free to your opinions I just think the both of them are really talented - even if it’s in different ways - so there’s no need to complain and compare who is better)

[jyodee]

I’m starting to see the Luhan in Ling Chao too HELP