yeah

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We’ll never be those kids again

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Life

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Who here

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fuck

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Idk

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This my ish rn

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Ah yes

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I don’t think I can ever bring myself to delete this blog.

The memories I found just going through my archive reminds me exactly why that is.

A wave of nostalgia and emotions hit me hard doing that.

And I’ve come to the realization now that going on here is what makes me miss all the people I used to be close to.

And I’m hoping, always, that they’re doing well.

Okay, I don’t know if anyone will see this.

Hm, I’ve said that almost every time I post here I think.

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here’s some random things I felt like typing out

looking through this blog, I got sad and started to reminisce

everything’s moving so fast, and I can’t help but feel a million steps behind.

there’s so much I want to get off my chest, but I can never find the words to eloquently describe those feelings.

there’s constant feelings of doubt, anxiety, confusion

but those don’t come alone.

i’ve had many highs, much more than lows.

i’m not necessarily sad, i just feel stagnant.

I see people that I used to talk to on the daily online, and it makes me sad that we don’t even greet each other with a “hi, how are you?”

and that’s not their fault.

it’s no one’s.

I care more for these people than they know.

I’d love to be the one to reach out to all these old friends, but I truly don’t know how to do so.

I don’t want to be a bother.

I’ve tried to reach out once before, but got ignored, so that sucked.

if you’re reading this, hello, how’ve you been, and I miss you

thanks and hope to talk to you soon!

jacob

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Every time I get on here I get introspective.

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Hi,

So much going on!!!

Hope everyone is doing well.

Please say hi if you ever have the time!

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2018 was a year of huge changes in my life

2019, bring it on.

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Within the next month, my baby girl will be born into the world.

I used to think that I’ve grown up so much whenever I thought about the things that used to go on, on here.

But now?

Now this is a trip.

Hope you’re all doing well, although close to none will probably ever see this.

Love y’all.

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