It was just a dream

Let me tell you all about how this story came by Flowers in the wind turned bright in the sky All of a sudden, you feel a shift and fall Lady taking off for a reason That I asked ‘What’s wrong?’ Hold on to a pretty lady I got my baby Only wanna make me so happy And people say it’s crazy But I think this lady In and out the day she could say ‘I do’ And everytime I think about that night And feelings of the wrongs you came and doing Alright, let me move it on To a level where you’re different than the truth Not many men can make you feel you So my i-i-i-island girl Would you like them diamonds and pearls? We could be here all night Do the men shout and say ‘Hey girls’ (?)

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You say I act like you don’t matter

well who the fuck does your laundry for you?

who buys food and pack food for you sometimes to take to work

who bough you aspirin and patches for your sore?

I buy shit that matters, stuff that we could use.I don’t spend it on losers who act like they don’t have money.You try to defend your friend saying well he don’t have much well that’s his own damn fault

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I do more shit than you when you were unemployed

So yeah I’m currently not working.I do get up to go to the edd office to apply for jobs, print out my resume.I apply at home too through my netbook and I do get calls back.I got 3 call backs and 1 interview.Say something,I’m not doing shit? I’m not applying for jobs.I’m not you, I don’t sit my ass on the computer and pay league of legends(nerd ass shit).I’m  thinking of going back to school to become a pharmacy tech.I have goals and I know I could make it.You try to talk down on me like I’m dumb.Nigga please I could get a warehouse job that pays more than you,I have a working car unlike you, I have the papers that says I’m educated.I worked more jobs than you.I’ve helped my parents pay bills your ass never did so when you worked when you were 19 you aint gonna pay shit and now that you gotta be responsible you throw a bitch fit bc you so used to paying for your friends and yourself.Get all mad when you gotta pay for me.I’m pretty sure the guys should pay in the realationship.The girls should never pay.God damn why am I wasting my time on this loser he will never change, he thinks he’s perfect the way he is.what’s sad is his mom and dad saw this coming that me and him arent gonna work out bc he is hardheaded and he won’t change.You think that I’m just nagging and talking shit but I have a reason to why I am saying all of these.I’m trying to help you out bc I care about you but you are too dumb too see it.You think I am your enemy by telling you to do the right thing but you refuse to listen to me and still go with your sorry ass friend, well you’re as sorry as them.Just a loser likke them that wont change

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I’ve been quiet for too long and when I tell him how I feel he gets all butt hurt.Well think it through.The things I say am I wrong

 -you pay for your boys more than you pay for me or your family

-you’re lazy

-you spend too much time on your phone

-you need to save money

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He said we aint gonna work in the long run yeah bc he is a dumbass blowing all his money on niggas that dont spend shit on him.He barely buys me shit.I told him that I’m tired of being the guy in this relationship, it would be nice if he paid for my food.I’m not asking for a diamond ring.Even when you barely had money you jump up so fast to offer to buy them beer and shit.I talk shit bc you are fucking stupid.Learn how to be a man,learn how to be a bf.He said he aint gonna treat me like a doll no more and I said like you ever did, I didnt even get shit for valentines day.And I got into his face bout how he had 4 days off and he didnt do shit but play on the computer, he couldve gotten his ged but nooooo give up so quick and he told me Im a quitter for quitting Amazon when I had it made.First off they were gonna fire me anyways,second they didnt give a shit bout me, they wanted to get rid of me bc they were hiring new ppl.My computer had problems, and nighshift didnt charge my scanner so those are down time for me to make rate and the temp agency didnt give a shit so why should I stay to get setup for failure? dumb bitch  asked me what do I do since I’m not working I say more than you.I pay rent,I do dishes,I take the trash out.I called him lazy.Hahaha everything he throws at me I counter it.He tried to take credit that he helped me save money aha yeah right he only help me save a grand the rest was all me bc unlike him I know how to manage my money.And I got on to him bout being on his phone so damn much.Hes always on fb and replies to his friends so quick but I cant even text me back fucking bitch.But he has slowly changed.He cleaned the bath tub and took the trash out.He’s still on fb but not always posting statuses like how he use to

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Drifting away

So me and Kevin got into an argument over his stupid ass loser friend.I got in his face about him always paying for his loser ass friend.Kevin always complain bout how he regrets being generous but always pay for that low life.His bitch ass friend ain’t poor, he could pay for his fucking self.I wish the worst for his friend, that low life aint never gonna get a gf.Nigga can’t even spell right and he thinks he could get this one chick at the pho restaurant.....ahahahah yeah right not a chance with her,you’re too much of a loser for her plus she has a kid.You are too irresponsible to be a father figure.She comes with a package its not just gonna be about you hitting that, you gonna include her son too.But yeah I was complaining bout how his friend was so irresponsible bc he agreed to come look at my cousins car but never showed up or replied back.He was supposed to be at her house at  6.I freaking texted him at 1 and reminded hiim and he said he’ll be there.why the fuck would you agree to do something and don’t go by it.Be responsible , you’re fucking grown if you agreed to something go by it.Why should I have to remind you.At least be considerate and give me a heads up if you gonna be late.I think he wants me to call him so he can tell the guys “oh look kevin’s gf is texting and calling me” fuck your ugly desperate self I don’t want your ugly ass.I think this bc he showed Kevin a pic of his friends gf and he was telling kevin that his friends gf kept looking at him and wants him puhleese in your dreams desperate nigga aint no girl want your ass thats why you single.my bf is stupid too take his side like fuck yall no girl wants him and he is irresponsible, he was just chilling and drinking he werent doing shit.and you gonna turn around and get mad at me for putting your boy on blast,you better snap to your senses cause I am not wrong on this one

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Me,myself, and I

Cuz I realized I got Me myself and I That's all I got in the end That's what I found out And it ain't no need to cry I took a vow that from now on I'm gonna be my own best friend

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just my luck

after i got hired back with the agency, i see amazon is hiring.fml I could've been permanent 

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I want my own place

I want my own apartment.I'm tired of living at my bfs mom house.I don't get no privacy bc his dumb sister moved back in and she's sharing a room with us.I want my own place so I'll have my own privacy and I could feel free to cook and do whatever at my own time.Shit I want to live alone.Kevin wants to help his family then so be it that nigga cant even afford to fix his car.I've helped them more than he ever has.I aint got no one to run to.I cant stand my family.I'll be so happy if I move to Tracy.Mom and dad been wanting to live with me but HA that aint never gonna happen.

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got my job back

So yesterday I got a text back from the temp agency asking me to go back.As much as I hate it there, the money is good so I went to their office today to reapply,I had my diploma ready but my info was already on file so they just asked me if I wanted night or dayshift.I chose days.My luckyass got the last available shift.I work opposite of my old shift same days but on days.Yes weekly pay again.My family thinks so low of me yet they don't know I'll be stacking so much money.It's about time I did me.All I have is me, myself, and I.My family always held me back but not no more, I had enough

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job

So I applied at this cash checking place and they called me today.I have a math test and possible interview with them on Wednesday.That's good I need money bc this unemployment thing comes slow and I don't even get much from them.I guess this is a repeat.Last time I moved out and cut my fam off I had a call from the casino to be a banker.I hope I get this job I really need income

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bitch sister

Even if Nit is my sister she never had my back.Always talk down on me.I go out of my way to take/pick her up from work.never once did she say thank you.Fuck her.Linda you are stupid if you go back and talk to her and be nice to her.....shes just a fucking user that cant do shit for herself fatcess

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Fed up

I'm so done helping Nit and mom out.No matter what I do they still talk shit.They never had my back and when I'm not around they talk shit bout me trying to make me look like I'm the bad guy.Shit I moved out with my bf my dough is my dough they never helped me with shit.I shouldve just cut them off when I moved out but I was so stupid to go back.Things never changed Nit is a stuck up user,miss bossy gotta have things her way and mom is just a shit talker that is in everyone's business.I moved out bc Nit was being an unfair bitch, making me and kevin pay for most of the bills yet acting all high and mighty.Shit we just dipped out on her bc she talk all hard saying it's her house even though we stayed and pay bills there too now she's stuck with all the bills bc my low life parents don't work.shit even if i have money i aint gonna help them no more its not like i grew up getting money from them I've always been working since I graduated high school and earning my own money. 

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I love my boo boo

He usually says yes to most things like if I say "I want to eat burrito" he'll say "ok we go get burrito".He goes out of his way to do things for me like warm up the car for me in the morning when I used to work morning shift,brings me lunch when I'm on my break.He's so attached to me,always needs to hold my hands or gotta wrap his arms around me.He's always on my side,he's always make me feel strong, he helps me with everything, applying for jobs.he encourages me and believes in me, never doubting me,always believing in me, He just loves me so much,I'm so glad to have someone like him in my life.

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k drama

I'm watching a new drama called 'fated to love you' its really good.I love it.It's about some chick who is a nobody, she gets used by a guy she likes, ends up with a one night stand with a rich guy that hated her at first then has her back :) so much is going on.I'm just at the 3rd ep.So she finds out that she is prego and doesn't know what to do.Her mom and sis just found out that shes prego.

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get away

I need a vacation out of this town.i hate it.I've been trying to get out.knowing my ass I'll like my vacation too much that i won't want to come back.theres alot of opportunities out there.any place is better than here.i could be getting money elsewhere then suffering looking for a job around here that I can't get

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I want to edit a vid of boys over flower's jan di and jun pyos breakup with the song "maps" by maroon 5

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its funny how his boys so call got his back yet try to get at me behind his back.just cuhs both  of their exs cheated on them they think all females are cheaters and they are trying to prove to my man that i will cheat.pshhh with those two ugly fat fucks....hell nah..try all you want to sabotage my relationship.my bf is stupid if he believes them.he could stay his ass at this no town with them.fuck em haters, aint got time for that.you're jealous of my relationship you should focus on your own life and not mine.