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GREETINGS !!  This is an PRIVATE IDEPENDENT ROLEPLAY ACCOUNT for Ensemble Stars!!'s  MIKA KAGEHIRA. Please read my RULES page before interacting !! Understand that this blog will have TRIGGER WARNINGS relating to ABUSIVE THEMES, EATING DISORDERS, SUICIDE MENTIONS, CHILD NEGLECT, AND RELIGOUS IMAGERY.  Please be over the age of 18 to write or interact with this account. CREATED 7/28/2021

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that eichi url looks tempting day by day

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Send a 👫and I’ll write four headcanons I have about our muse’s relationship

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mayoi and mika are besties goodnight

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consider:

tatsumi pulling a taemin concept

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managed to get through most of my things and settled them in for queue, come bother me on discord!  nyaksha rights#0880

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90s SWEAR boots

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vamprei​:

♰  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐋     :          @kagedzuki​

careless as he could be,     it was rare for rei to be caught in moments of fatigue. unlike his dear brother, he did not often faint in the public campus, being very strict at maintaining his sleep in the quiet, dark band room.   however, he had clumsily neglected himself :   exhausted by lack of nourishment, and supplements foregone as time became confusing, promises of starting those medications the next day that never coming to fruition… and with the   summer heat   settling upon yumenosaki, he had become quite childish. now, in the humid dusk, with a storm settling above, the elder was slouched over the cafeteria table outside, arms folded against his chest and hands tucked into his pockets to keep himself tucked-away   like a shrouded corpse.   and torso flopped over the table-top, as cheek, pressed to the surface, grew puffy and red from laying there so long… quiet snores interrupted by a loud snorting of dry nostrils, before a muted whimper of irritation. his sleep was shallow, but unyielding.

     oh my god, is that guy dead?! oh, wait, no, that’s just ritsu-- no, the other one, rei. mika gets so dazed, especially when they are both comparable in appearance sitting down like that, dead to the world. mika stands there, misplaced at first, before feeling his over-heated and battery-drained phone resting in his jacket pocket, unable to do much without his cellphone to call shu and relay him of today’s anxieties -- much less the conversation relating to mika and his adoptive parents' visitation weighing over his head. the doll shifts on his feet, biting at his lip; if he should really check if the guy has kicked the bucket or not, should he tell ritsu? maybe get the shovel? does it compare to which brother he has to make a grave --

  oh, he’s alive. the snoring can be heard from the four feet distance, and he takes the plunge into social hell; he’s gotta be good to wake him up, right? the darkness that dances in the sky, the scent of the oncoming humidity, the ozone in the air -- it’s gonna storm, and mika can’t have rei gettin’ drenched. that, and rei has a connection to shu, automatically putting him on high priority.

  ❝ mmmn, uh, sakuma-senpai? ❞ silence, he’s not gonna wake up from this distance, which makes the doll shuffle in closer and doesn’t DARE touch the undead leader. ❝ sakuma-senpaiiiii, oi, ‘s gonna rain. yer gonna get wet, maybe melt, nnnhm no ‘s a witch... uh, helloooo~! ❞

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@vaevictise​

     ❝ sena-senpai...?  ❞ huh, this sure was embarrassing; here he was waiting outside like an idiot ( nothing new ) because he forgot his lunch, wringing his hands in his sweater and nearly tearing out the loose threads before he caught himself. mika could go without the food; he’s used to it by now; besides that outfit oshi-san made him still needs to fit around his waist, so it isn’t that important. what he wasn’t expecting was the knight nearly colliding into the doll, pulling mika out of himself, stuttering displeasure. that and the other teen damn near knocked him over! not surprising, however, given how he’s probably pushing a new record of a stick bug.

     ❝ that kinda hurt, mmph. ‘s not a big deal, though, ‘m handlin’ worse... are ya okay? yer kinda...tumblin’ everywhere. oh! uh, have ya seen naru-chan? ‘s okay if ya didn’t! um,  ❞ god, he wants the earth to swallow him whole right now -- this guy is so intimidating!!

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     @apostaste​

         summertime was always a struggle; between guest appearances and seasonal promotions, mika always found himself exceptionally tired after a hard day. it wasn’t even the ‘ suitable ‘ type of tired after a long day, it was mostly sweat collecting under a corset vest and heat exhaustion creeping in under stage lights. it is less than attractive and even more unprofessional to even think about passing out during work; nah, not in a hundred years will he ever return to that life!

    but something catches his eyes after the performance is over, the crowd dispersing back outside double doors, idol units retreating to the shadows far away from the burning lights of the stage. mika has no idea where shu has gone, and the faintest tinge of mint piques the crow’s interest. more so worry, now that he realizes that it’s tatsumi leaning against the wall looking like he’s struggling. oi, not on his watch! mika shuffles through the crowd, mutterin’ out apologizes ‘n the likes before breathlessly making his way through.     ❝  kazehaya-senpai, ❞ mismatched topaz and turquoise are wide and full of worry, his hands fumbling with the unopened water that was just given to him by staff -- fingers twisting open the bottle with hurry -- he knows that look anywhere, felt it himself a couple of dozen times and that emptiness that soaked his veins, before shoving the plastic in the hands of the alkaloid member.       ❝ ya know, yer lookin’ after everyone all the time. ‘s gotta be tiring, i know. no worries! ya don’t gotta say a word, ‘m can always get somethin’ of our own. valkyrie gets things handed to us all the time, ‘m surprised yer not gettin’ the same. ❞

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giving me control over who goes in what mv should be against the law

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     @reincaria​

    despite what most believe, a lot is goin’ on in this noggin’ of his. several pieces of clumped stuffing and a thin needle tumble out of the idol’s hands, his thoughts a mile per second! mika is sitting on an outside bench, trying his best to settle his nerves as the needle goes in and out of red fabric; the struggling plush fox belonging to no one but his tumbling dark thoughts. 

     ❝  s’rough ya know? ❞  he mumbles to the one-button eye of his friend, a cyclops fox for now. ❝  this is my, errrr, fourth job this week! s’not good when oshi-san is out ‘n about but ‘m glad he’s takin’ a break, sure miss ‘em though. ‘nywaaaays, yer almost done, gotta get yer guts back in yer tummy. ❞ white stuffing is tinged crimson in some parts, blink blink, ah. his thumb is bleeding pretty heavily, wonder when that happened?

    ❝ aaand there! all stitched up. ‘m thinkin’ we should get somethin’ to eat, got a couple of yen on, let's get a sandwhi-- uh. ❞ some stranger is lookin’ at him weirdly, not surprising given the external dialogue, and he is fully expecting this person to either be a fan ( given the outfit ) or a tourist ( also the outfit ) or just a weird guy lookin’ at his eyes ( nope it’s his thumb -- huh? ).

    ❝ yer sure lookin’ at me kinda funny, are ya alright? can i help ya? ❞

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starter call :p

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                          ❝ 𝐚 𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐠𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬                                                           𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 ❞

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was bathed in light, and ah, this melody can save even my rotted self

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