The way s1 innie Mark was so mystified and eager to find out about his own life because he wanted a life so bad, “I just hope I have things I care about,” the look on his face when Devon told him everything, even the smile on his face when he started the first camcorder video, just to realize it was all someone else’s life. Not his. It was never his life. His actual lived conscious life still doesn’t really belong to him because a manager can turn it off - so fuck it, why should his potentially last moment EVER be with/for anyone but Helly? He has something he cares about. Like really.



















