With a simple handshake, thatâs where it begins: 001
Min Yoongi x Female Reader, Band member, Friends to lovers, Forbidden love, secret love
Summary: When joining Hybe you never imagined you would get this far, your dreams and hopes turned into reality making the dream more real, but something unexpected happensâŚsomething you didnât imagine would ever happenâŚone of the members falls for you, deeply at that matterâŚhow will it goâŚwhat will you do?âŚonly time will tellâŚ
(This is my first time ever writing something like this so please bear with me :), Iâm usually a silent reader and hardly ever post on here but I thought I would give it a go, please enjoy:))
Warnings: Bit of swearing nothing major, yet :)
You and the boys are getting ready for your fourth world tour, starting in Goyang City, Seoul, your typical routine starts with make up, hair, stage outfits, something you could never get tired of, it sounds daunting yes but to you itâs special, to you itâs your world your life, the fans, the endless adventures you have but most importantly your boys and the friendships you hold dearly with them the memories you have had along the way, speaking to people through your music, bringing joy to millions of people, your dream come true.
Your stylist and dear friend Ha-eun brushes your hair looking at you in the mirror now and again, a smile creeps on her face as she notices your completely zoned out doom scrolling through your phone while happily slumped in your chair in nothing but your dressing gown, Your dressing room is pretty comfortable, white wallpaper on all four walls, paintings of cherry blossoms framed on the walls, a huge dressing table with all your necessities. Make up, hair brushes, perfume etc, a huge mirror hanging above the dressing table, in the corner of your room is a clothing rail with all your outfits for the concert, a room divider and decent bathroom. Ha-eun looks at you again smiling wider âyour awfully quiet tonight, are you nervous, excited?" you jump a bit shaking your head snapping back to reality "huh?" you meet her eyes in the mirror, she chuckles whilst gathering your hair "your awfully quiet tonight, thought I lost you for a moment" she smiles wide, you giggle as you sit up straight in your chair putting your phone down on the dressing table "sorry I just got lost in thought, I wouldn't say I'm nervous I'm used to the big crowds now, more excited than anything" Ha-eun nods whilst listening forming your hair into a ponytail, grabbing a hair tie putting it on her wrist, "I remember your first world tour" she smiles fondly looking at you in the mirror again, you look back at her "you were so nervous and excited at the same time" she chuckles "scared that you might forget your verses do the wrong dance move but without fault you did it you performed with your heart, made the crowd go wild, I was so proud" you smile wide closing your eyes remembering the precious memory, you open your eyes looking at Ha-eun "I just never thought I would be here, I know this is our fourth world tour but it still doesn't feel real, it still feels like a dream" with one last brush Ha-eun places the hair brush down on the table pulling your hair through the hair tie twisting to form a ponytail "sometimes I have to pinch myself just to see if it is a dream but its real, all our hard work got us here, I don't think life could get any better than this" or could it?
Ha-eun smiles widely again placing her hand on your shoulder "and that's definitely something to be proud of Y/N, you hold onto that" you nod and she squeezes your shoulder gently, with one last twist and tightly securing your hair with the hair tie, using some hair gel to keep your baby hairs at bay Ha-eun finally finishes your hair, she takes a step back placing her hands together admiring her work "there all done, nice and tidy" she smiles, you turn your head side to side examining your hair in the mirror, you smile "looks perfect, thank you" your turn in your chair to face her "don't need to thank me its my job after all, but boy your hair is a bloody nightmare" she grins at you, you giggle smiling wide "its not that bad surely" you get up and walk over to your clothing rack looking at the outfits, Ha-eun grins more "its manageable" you giggle grabbing your first staged outfit of the night walking over to your room divider to change, whilst you are changing you hear a gentle knock on your door, "I got it" Ha-eun walks over to the door opening it a jar looking out the corridor to see who it is "hello?" someone from soundcheck stands there with a clip board, his hand on his ear piece "T minus twenty minutes till the we are on" she nods and smiles "thank you i will let her know" he nods turning on his heel quickly making his way to his next destination, Ha-eun closes the door walking back to the dressing table "y/n, twenty minutes till your on, are you dressed?" you rush out from the room divider sitting back in your chair slipping on your shoes "yep, just my shoes then I can go and meet the boys" your first stage outfit is a turtle neck pink body suit, light blue loose jeans with pink bows going down the legs, paired with white trainers, one last check over in the mirror, sliding a pink bow in your hair you smile "okay, I'm ready" you turn in your chair to face Ha-eun she smiles and walks over to the door again opening it for you, getting up from your chair you give her a quick hug before you exit your changing rooms walking down the corridor to meet the boys ready for the night ahead.
As you enter the backstage lounge you see all seven boys sitting on a sofa all talking amongst themselves, you walk over to a mini fridge grabbing a bottle of water until Namjoon spots you "Ahh here she is finally ready, you were gone for hours, we thought you went missing" all the boys turn their heads to you, Joon smiles as he gets up walking over to you opening his arms for a hug, you quickly stand up turning to face him, you open your arms letting Namjoon wrap his arms around your shoulders giving you a gentle squeeze, you giggle whilst hugging back "I was only gone for two hours, I surely couldn't of been that long" you both pull back looking at each other "way to long but I will let it slide just this once" he grins at you, laughing you gently punch him on the arm "noted, i will be extra long next time" you smirk making him laugh, you look over at the rest of the boys who get up individually taking turns giving you a hug, you gladly accepting "At least it wasn't Jimin this time" Tae playfully stares at Jimin "Hey!" jimin playfully pushes Tae, all of you burst into laughter watching the two boys play fight with each other running around the lounge laughing, until that's when you notice Yoongi wasn't here.
You step away from the rest of boys, scoping the room looking for any sign of Yoongi, until your eyes land on him, sat in his chair one leg perched on the other his eyes starring deep into your soul, he's been watching you the whole time, his eyes have never left you since you entered the room, captivated how your whole outfit hugs your body perfectly, he licks his bottom lip his eyes moving slowly down your body taking every bit of you in until his eyes meet yours again, you watch him slowly you canât move, your feet feel like they are in cement, shocked and confused as youâve never seen him act this way before, now all of a sudden you feel nervous an impact you never thought would effect you by the eyes of Yoongi, you have a deep close knit friendship with all the boys, you've all grown up together, celebrating big birthdays, graduations, single debuts, and over time you watched them grow into handsome mature men and yourself into a beautiful mature woman, over time trust formed and a bond that would be unbreakable but you and Yoongi are extremely close, you both grew up poor you both knew to well what is what like to have next to nothing, when your next meal would be, something both resonated, you have seen Yoongi's dark days as he had seen yours but when you needed each other the most without fail you would both always be by each other's side, someone to vent to, someone for comfort, someone to make it feel all okay. How it started well....
Location: Hybe Headquaters, Seoul
Opening the taxi car door you take a deep breath and step out of the vehicle shutting the door gently, you walk to the drivers door paying him, when the driver pulls away your left standing in the streets of Seoul standing outside the very building that would change your whole life, now nerves definitely start to kick in, you check over your outfit one last time, your wearing tight blue ripped jeans with a white crop, with your favourite white Nike trainers, "fuck" you mumble you swallow hard then take another deep breath closing your eyes "you can do this" you say to yourself, opening your eyes you look forward head held high as you make your way to the entrance of the building, you only auditioned last week and now here you are meeting your band members for the first time.
you pull open the big glass doors stepping inside to the reception a big long room with marble floors and walls with a huge chandelier hanging from the tall ceiling, you make your way over to the counter, you see a lady on a computer typing away "name please" she makes you jump with the sudden question, not even a hello or welcome "y/n l/n" she types away not once looking up from her computer "sit on the chairs over there, someone will be with you shortlyâ she points to the corner of the room where a row of chairs are lined up right next to the elevators "thank you" she didn't respond just kept typing away, you walk away from the desk to the chairs "jeez, who spat in her bean curdâ you mumble as you sit down on one of the chairs, 10 minutes go by then you hear the elevator ding quickly looking up from your phone as a man steps out walking over to you, quickly standing and locking your phone you bow, âY/N?â You nod âyes thatâs meâ you smile at him as he returns the gesture, finally someone who actually has manners, âwould you like to follow me?â You look up at him and nod, you both walk to the elevator door he pushes the button waiting for the elevator to descend to your floor, as the doors open he extends his hand out âladies firstâ you smile kindly âthank youâ you walk into the elevator standing in the corner, the man soon follows pressing the button choosing the 12th floor, as the doors close and the elevator moves up you become fidgety, chewing on your lip as your seconds away from meeting your band mates, as the doors slide open you step out saying in your head âno turning back nowâ the man guides you down the long white corridor finally coming to a stop, âhere we goâ you both stop standing in front of a rehearsal room door âthis is where you will meet your band mates, introduction first then the rules and details laterâ you nod and smile "thank you" he returns the gesture "your welcome" he turns around and continues down the hall, now itâs all up to you, you grab the door handle twisting slowly and push open the door.
As soon as you enter the room all eyes are on you, you close the door then start walking to the group of boys, they looked as just as shy as you were, standing there in silence you chew the inside of your cheek thinking you should maybe say something until one of them comes over reaching out his hand to take yours, âHey, Iâm Kim Namjoon, your our 8th member right?â You accept his hand shaking it âthatâs right, Iâm y/nâ you smile, âitâs nice to finally meet you y/nâ he smiles back letting go of your hand and looks to the rest of the boys âguys please introduce yourself to y/n our 8th memberâ first to come over is Jin âIâm Kim Seokjin but you can call me Jin for shortâ you both shake hands as you nod, all the others follow suit making your acquaintance making you feel welcome, your not so nervous anymore, lastly Yoongi makes his way over, you carefully watch him, his black raven hair tucked in a hat keeping is hair from his eyes, black jeans a white top with a black jacket with black boots, hands in his pockets looking to the floor then he finally looks up at you, "holy fuck" goes through his head right now he has never seen anyone this beautiful before, your cheeks are rosy pink, your lips curving into the most cute smile, how your hair falls perfectly on your face, your outfit, your definitely his type, he could keel over any second but he composes himself âIâm Min Yoongiâ he reaches out for your hand, you gladly accept it and as soon as your hands meet he gets the feeling of butterflies in his stomach, all feeling he can't grasp until thatâs when it hits him, thatâs when he knew you were the one, his missing piece, his kindred spirit, the one he could wake up to every morning, the one that he would spend the rest of his life with, he never believed in love a first sight he thought it was all a silly superstition but when he met you oh how the tables turned, with just a simple handshake and you smiling at him changed everything and thatâs where it begins.
At this point you and Yoongi may as well be having a staring contest as neither of you has blinked once, until he gets up from his chair and starts walking over to you, your still frozen but your watching him as he comes closer opening his arms and without you even realising yours open too, his strong arms wrap around your small waist holding you close, you warp your arms around his shoulders, you love hugs from all the boys but hugging Yoongi is different, you feel safe, protected, he smiles "hey you" you pull back looking at him, he pulls back too looking at you again, "hey, what was that all about" he grins "what do you mean?" you cross your arms huffing, giving him a stern look "Yoongi." he smirks finding this whole situation amusing "you know exactly what I mean, what was that all about when you were sitting in your chair" you look at him more sternly, he certainly knows how to push your buttons "Oh you mean that thing, I couldn't help it, I mean you look so cute so it's kind of impossible not to look" his gummy smile flashes at you, you sigh in defeat as he knows you couldn't resist that smile, you bite your lip trying not smile, "mhm I believe you" finally breaking and smiling widely "scouts honour, I promise" he quickly puts his hand on his chest standing straight, you giggle at him making him smile "see you can't stay made at me for long, I know you too well" you look at him softly "I guess your right but don't think you can get away with it all the time" he grins "Oh I know I will get away with it again" you giggle whilst shaking your head "we will see about that"
"Right, let's go people, it's show time" a soundcheck person claps his hands getting everyone's attention, you quickly turn your head looking at the man then back at Yoongi "time to go" you turn walking off quickly to a table where your microphones are, Yoongi watches you again wishing how he could tell you how he truly feels, wishing he could hold you forever and not let go, "all in good time baby" he whispers as he too quickly walks over to the table, you grab your rose gold microphone, touching your ear monitors checking if they are still in place, happy and satisfied you walk out of the backstage lounge making your walking down the long corridor to the stage with the boys not far behind, you start getting excited now, Ready for the night ahead, Ready to shine.
