[kaitemillgate]

i’m so fucking sad :( 

[kaitemillgate]

pray that what you lack does not distract

[kaitemillgate]

i hate my body and i hate my hair i hate everything about myself why can’t i be good looking and smell good  why can’t i be a regular fucking person  i just want to go to sleep 

[gaytotodile]

okay y’all real talk

what social media platform are we all collectively moving to

[buglordsupreme]

hell

[gaytotodile]

great!!!! see you there my dude

[kaitemillgate]

i’m struggling so much. i’m sick of the scars, i’m sick of the hair, i’m sick of the fat. i don’t want to be in this human anymore.  my boyfriend thinks i’m upset today because i’ve been smoking “too much” weed lately. how am i meant to explain that i am like this because i fucking hate my body? that i almost always feel like this, but today it’s so much worse?   

i don’t even want to be naked in front of him because i repulse myself. i feel like i need SOMEONE to acknowledge this before i can move on from it but i also feel like I have nobody to talk to about it. 

“i’m sick” doesn’t cut it... clearly. all i need is reassurance and i don’t know how to ask for it. why is it easier to post things that will drift away into cyberspace? nobody’s going to give a shit here.  maybe that’s why it’s easier... maybe i’ll just drink the rest of the captain morgan’s and accept my fate. i feel like i’m going to cry all the time. 

[longroadtogo]

[cloud-9-club]

~follow for daily thinspo~

~not me~

[kaitemillgate]

i don’t know if i’ll ever look this good

[failing-is-all-im-good-at-deact]

What if feels like to be a bulimic in the Ed community:

> You feel like you don’t belong in the community cause you’re not skinny.

> You feel like your Ed is fake cause you’re not underweight.

> You envy the Anas for their self control and their bodies.

> You feel like everyone is looking down at you in disgust.

> You feel like everyone thinks you’re faking it.

> You hate yourself for being just as sick as them, but without the results.

> You hate yourself for how disgusting you are.

> You hate yourself for how you aren’t just like them…

[kaitemillgate]

why is it so hard to be skinny and happy at the same time?

every time i start to enjoy my life, i get fat and hate myself all over again.

[kaitemillgate]

i wish i had more people in my life that actually understood me i feel like a fucking alien 

[kaitemillgate]

How many excuses can you make in your head for somebody treating you like shit before you have to accept that they just don't give a fuck about who you are?

[iglovequotes]

http://iglovequotes.net/

[kaitemillgate]

When your BF sends you to hospital and then stonewalls and laughs at you the whole time...

[kaitemillgate]

... one million ants

[kaitemillgate]

alien

[kaitemillgate]

me RN

[kaitemillgate]

starman

[kaitemillgate]

brain vomit