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"Thou shalt worship the Lord thy God, and Him only shalt thou serve." Luke 4:8

[hayali-arkadas]

[novr-deactivated20190712]

[purplepingupenguins]

Stand up.

[thefingerfuckingfemalefury]

I was very happy that

1) This episode was about the TARDIS team stopping someone else changing history, so it didn’t take away from Rosa choosing to do this all on her own and 

2) that, especially in the current climate, we got an episode about how breaking an immoral law is the right thing to do

[diversehighfantasy]

And that sometimes, if allies want to help, the best thing they can do is sit down.

[natural--blues]

I really loved the fact that as much as Team Tardis wanted to help, they didnt help her, or save her. I love that Graham was like “But it will make me uncomfortable, I will want to help!” ad the Doctor was like “You need to BE uncomfortable, and you need to let her do what she needs to do.”

[griddysdoughnuts]

Luther: We can't go in there. It says "18+" and there's only two of us.

Diego: You’re so stupid Luther.

Diego: We’ll just invite more people.

[rolkientolkien]

Getting ready for Reformation Day

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Still reading through The Great Controversy by Ellen G. White. I’m also on the chapter about Martin Luther so this meme is both timely and accurately appropriate seeing that October 31st is Reformation Day. 

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Being Ugly: My Reaction (Christian Response)

[a-virtuous-woman-blog]

~ Real beauty comes from the Spirit.

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Mana: The power in knowing who you are | Tame Iti | TEDxAuckland

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Permanent Deletion

I’ve made the choice to permanently delete both my Instagram and Facebook accounts. Not only were they a distraction, but way too time consuming and monotonous as far as information and updates were concerned. Yes, I value the milestones and life events of my nearest and dearest, but when those milestones and life events become more of a show of “look at me and all my greatness” then that’s when things become more “meh”. 

Today is September 19, 2020. My mind has been so bombarded by so many thoughts and ideas that without a proper release, I’ve managed to make myself a tad bit unstable in the mental department. 

So! Today I’m opting to stay home. Right now we’re experiencing a pandemic. Apparently, it’s a crisis but I am living life just as I’ve always lived it. I still go to work every Monday through Friday. I still come home every evening, fix myself a plate of food, and laboriously move my heavy ass legs up the stairs where I place my food on the table, change my clothes, wash my hands, and then proceed to emotionally stuff myself into oblivion until my stomach hurts. 

This is not the life I was living five years ago. I had energy, I was happy, my mind was clearer, and I had an idea of what was important. Now I creep out of bed like a zombie, wonder how stressful my day is going to be, build a little anxiety before heading to work, and then jump in the car to resume a routine that sucks the life force out of me each and every day. 

But the one thing that remains constant in the back of my mind, is how grateful I am to see my Dad be up every single day. I wish I could do so much more with my time to help him, but here I am wasting away at a job that could probably care less what happens to me in the end. 

Not sure what else I’m gonna accomplish this morning, but I know I need to have a prayerful conversation with Jesus about the things I just wrote. Thanks for letting me vent a little of what’s going on in this mind of mine. I appreciate it.