Monterey Bay Aquarium
Keni

if i look back, i am lost

JVL
hello vonnie
Peter Solarz
𩵠avery cochrane š©µ

Andulka
Aqua Utopiaļ½ęµ·ć®åŗć§čØę¶ćē“”ć
NASA

ā
KIROKAZE
DEAR READER
untitled

blake kathryn
art blog(derogatory)
sheepfilms

ā
Stranger Things
Cosmic Funnies
seen from India

seen from Malaysia
seen from Kenya
seen from Venezuela
seen from Chile

seen from France
seen from Guatemala
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from United States

seen from United States

seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from United States

seen from United States
@kaitodotexe
Erased. (Open)
"I guess it might have been something like thatā¦ā he held his head. āBut this doesnāt make any sense. If I was in SAO, how did I end up in another game?ā he shrugged. āThis is all too confusing for meā¦ā
"And really? We had some sort of relationship together? Maybe thatās why I remember your name then⦠Still⦠One thing that seems to be bothering me is that you said I was created to kill someone⦠I certainly donāt know whom⦠But in any such case I hope they wonāt be someone Iām gonna have to worry about in the future⦠Another thing that seems to bother me right now is that I can see a lot more than I saw before we had this talk⦠I can see what appears to be coding of some sort and the outlines of players and itās really giving me a headacheā¦" he looked over to her.
āOne more question⦠Is there anywhere I can go to get myself some better equipment than what I currently have? Iām not exactly the best equipped here⦠My armorās weak and my skills are fairly low⦠Iām practically gonna die out here if you leave me alone at the momentā¦ā he stated, looking at his gun. "I only have one clip of ammo left in this thingā¦."
{ ā } Ā Ā "Actually you wonāt have to worry about the person you were created to kill, so donāt let that bother you. And about the whole āseeing a lot of coding thingsā, thatās because youāre an AI."Ā Snow explained to Kaito.Ā
"And we can go into the city to get you some fitting equipment. If you need credits, which is money, I can lend you some. Ā«SBC GlockenĀ», the capitol, is the nearest city and there are some great weapon shops. And if you really want there are photon swords, but they are a bit pricy. I donāt have one since they arenāt good against guns but if you really think itās better for you, you can get one." She paused to clear her throat.Ā "Letās get going. Its about fifteen km away from Ā«GlockenĀ» from where we are so I hope you don't mind walking.ā
"Ah okay, that's good to know... But that might mean..." he looked down, thinking that he might have actually killed someone. "Anyway... I suppose you are right as to why I'm seeing coding around here... Still though... I'm not sure why I feel real if I'm just an artificial person..."
"I could definitely use some equipment though." Kaito nodded to her and checked his funds. "Not even a single credit to my name..." he shrugged before he followed her. "How far is 15 kilometers? Also I don't mind the walk... Maybe if I talk with you a bit more I can jump start my memory again or something? I don't know..."
Erased. (Open)
"So Iām just some computer programā¦" he sighed. "Also I do remember something now⦠In the darkness⦠I was⦠at peaceā¦" he closed his eyes and looked to her again.
"Next questions, how do you know me and how do you know what I am? Were you involved in my creation somehow? Or did I meet you and tell you everything about myself?" he asked her. If she had anything to do with his creation Kaito was going to question her on it immediately and consider whether or not she was using him for some sort of experiment, either way the fact that she knew him seemed sort of troublesome to him, also kind of calming? He didnāt know why he had that feelingā¦
Ā Ā āDarkness? Peace? Maybe thatās something like death.. Actually thatās kinda depressing so letās not think like that. Maybe you were hibernating or something until there was a reason for you to wake up.ā She suggested.
Ā Ā āNow, answering your question; I had nothing to do with your creation. We met on some random floor in SAO. To be honest you were kind of a jackass but your reason for being alive was to kill someone. Anyway, things happened, you stopped being a jackass and we had a good relationship.ā She explained. Though she did leave out the part about them being āmarriedā back in SAO, that would take a lot of explaining that she didnāt really feel like giving.
"I guess it might have been something like that..." he held his head. "But this doesn't make any sense. If I was in SAO, how did I end up in another game?" he shrugged. "This is all too confusing for me..."
"And really? We had some sort of relationship together? Maybe that's why I remember your name then... Still... One thing that seems to be bothering me is that you said I was created to kill someone... I certainly don't know whom... But in any such case I hope they won't be someone I'm gonna have to worry about in the future... Another thing that seems to bother me right now is that I can see a lot more than I saw before we had this talk... I can see what appears to be coding of some sort and the outlines of players and it's really giving me a headache..." he looked over to her.
"One more question... Is there anywhere I can go to get myself some better equipment than what I currently have? I'm not exactly the best equipped here... My armor's weak and my skills are fairly low... I'm practically gonna die out here if you leave me alone at the moment..." he stated, looking at his gun. "I only have one clip of ammo left in this thing...."
kaitodotexe queenargo hecatesniper pxdanticism
ā > āI have never seen you around before. Are you new?ā
"I suppose I should be asking you something similar." Kaito approached her calmly. "Name's Kaito. I believe I've heard your name around these parts... Your that Sniper, right?" he asked. "It's a pleasure to meet you." he held out a hand for her to shake before noticing that she was in someone's line of fire. "I'd suggest you get down now." he pulled out a handgun he had on him and fired a couple of shots in the general direction, turning the assassin's line of fire towards him before he ducked for cover.
"I swear I can't go anywhere in this world where someone's not trying to kill me..." he shrugged. "Well I guess in this case they were trying to kill you first, but now it's me..."
Erased. (Open)
He took a deep breath and looked up to her. "Sorry⦠I justā¦" he put his gun away and shrugged. "I donāt really know how to take this in⦠Just give it to me slow okay⦠Youāre talking to someone that has amnesia hereā¦" Kaito put his hands in his pockets.
"So letās take it from the top, shall we? Iām going to be asking you questions, and youāre gonna answer them, got it?" he sat down on a blasted apart piece of cover. āFirst thingās first. What am I? Am I a computer program? Some weird demented figment of your imagination? Or were you just messing with me by telling me that Iām not real?ā
She sighed in relief now that he finally calmed down. "Iāll try my best not to sound too confusing. If I need to explain more just let me know." She said, taking a seat next to him.
"First off, you are a program, an AI. You were created by Akihito Kayaba, the creator of SAO, to do something which I donāt quite remember. I think it might have been to kill a certain player but I canāt say for sure. Iām really confused as to why you showed up here. The whole SAO server was deleted, though there is a āseedā, or copy of SAOās origional server so more VRMMOs could be made like this one, so your data could have been in that. But why you just showed up is a mystery.ā
"So I'm just some computer program..." he sighed. "Also I do remember something now... In the darkness... I was... at peace..." he closed his eyes and looked to her again.
"Next questions, how do you know me and how do you know what I am? Were you involved in my creation somehow? Or did I meet you and tell you everything about myself?" he asked her. If she had anything to do with his creation Kaito was going to question her on it immediately and consider whether or not she was using him for some sort of experiment, either way the fact that she knew him seemed sort of troublesome to him, also kind of calming? He didn't know why he had that feeling...
/outofdata
(So... I'm being kicked off the computer for the night because family visiting and staying in my room. G'night.)
Erased. (Open)
"Wh-What do you mean?! Iām not a person? Iām not real? Youāre talking a bit crazy now!" he took a couple of steps back, now gripping his head, feeling some sort of pain in it⦠"Why a headache nowā¦" he groaned a bit.
"H-How do you know me!" he pulled out his newly acquired handgun on her. āI need answers dammit!ā he yelled at her, seemingly annoyed at this point. "Why canāt I log out?! Do you have something to do with this?! And if Iām not human, what in the blazing hell am I then?!"Ā he was at the verge of shooting her anyway, he felt somewhat betrayed by the fact that she knew him.
"I know youāre upset but yelling isnāt any way to solve anything!" She snapped. āI get that youāre angry, but you really need to calm down!ā She should explain to him exactly what he is, but it wouldnāt help with his current rage. She grabbed the barrel of the gun he was holding and pointed it away from her. She needed to think of a way to calm him down.
"Acting like that wonāt make me want to explain anything to you. You can shoot me if you want, but donāt think Iāll come back looking for you once I re-spawn." She told him in a harsh voice. āBesides i donāt know how youāre react to the truth, so I donāt want you to become even more pissed than you already are.ā
He took a deep breath and looked up to her. "Sorry... I just..." he put his gun away and shrugged. "I don't really know how to take this in... Just give it to me slow okay... You're talking to someone that has amnesia here..." Kaito put his hands in his pockets.
"So let's take it from the top, shall we? I'm going to be asking you questions, and you're gonna answer them, got it?" he sat down on a blasted apart piece of cover. "First thing's first. What am I? Am I a computer program? Some weird demented figment of your imagination? Or were you just messing with me by telling me that I'm not real?"
Erased. (Open)
"Yeah⦠Sleep does sound good right about nowā¦" He opened up his menu and tried to log out but couldnāt find the option for it anywhe re. "Um where in my menu should my log out button be? Because I canāt find it anywhere on hereā¦" he told her as he continued scrolling around to look for it but couldnāt find it. āI mean I think this is the log out icon, but the option is not thereā¦ā he looked to her in his confusion.
"Yeah maybe thatās what happened to me⦠Still though⦠That doesnāt explain how I remember your username⦠I mean maybe I could have remembered your username from SAO. Also according to the game, my username is Kaitoā¦"
"You canāt log out?" She peered over his shoulder too look. "We should send a message to a GM about that." She crossed her arms. "There hasnāt been a problem like that since the SAO incident.Ā Worse comes to worse a GM could force log you out." She double checked that she could log out, and the option is there. "Your username is Kaito? I know I have heard that before." She stayed quiet for a moment to think, taking some glances to look at him more carefully.
"Oh my god⦠It is you." She said, still not believing herself. How long has it been since SAO ended? Since they last saw each other? How could she let herself forget. She took a deep breath to calm down, this really isnāt the time for an emotional reunion. "Well⦠you really canāt log out⦠since you kinda arenāt a real human.."
"Wh-What do you mean?! I'm not a person? I'm not real? You're talking a bit crazy now!" he took a couple of steps back, now gripping his head, feeling some sort of pain in it... "Why a headache now..." he groaned a bit.
"H-How do you know me!" he pulled out his newly acquired handgun on her. "I need answers dammit!" he yelled at her, seemingly annoyed at this point. "Why can't I log out?! Do you have something to do with this?! And if I'm not human, what in the blazing hell am I then?!"Ā he was at the verge of shooting her anyway, he felt somewhat betrayed by the fact that she knew him.
Erased. (Open)
"S-Sword Art Online?" he looked to her. "⦠I canāt say it does, but for some reason that name sounds vaguely familiar to meā¦" he crossed his arms. āAnd thatās your name?ā he asked her. "Maybe⦠No thatās crazy, why would I just so happen to appear here of all places⦠Seems a bit too coincidental if you ask meā¦"
"As for places⦠I can only remember blackness⦠Hmm⦠Maybe I logged into this game and forgot who I was or something due to some weird error? I donāt really know. Thatās really the best theory I have right nowā¦" he shook his head.
"This is all just to complicated." Snow groaned. āI donāt know how likely it is that you could have amnesia, but we canāt completely rule that option out. Though I havenāt heard of anything like this ever happening, it is possible.āĀ She crossed her arms.Ā "WhyĀ donāt you try seeing if logging out does anything."Ā She suggested.
"If SAO does sound familiar to you, you might have been in there as well. A lot of others suffer from mental issues and even amnesia from the whole ordeal. Even I barely remember what happened. You probably just need some legitimate sleep or something."
"Yeah... Sleep does sound good right about now..." He opened up his menu and tried to log out but couldn't find the option for it anywhere. "Um where in my menu should my log out button be? Because I can't find it anywhere on here..." he told her as he continued scrolling around to look for it but couldn't find it. "I mean I think this is the log out icon, but the option is not there..." he looked to her in his confusion.
"Yeah maybe that's what happened to me... Still though... That doesn't explain how I remember your username... I mean maybe I could have remembered your username from SAO. Also according to the game, my username is Kaito..."
Erased. (Open)
"Thank you." he nodded to her. āAlso, Donāt you go ordering me around.ā he glared at her, seemingly a bit annoyed before he leaped over the cover and dashed forward, shooting at his target, only hitting them once on the shoulder before he ran out of ammo.
Kaito tossed the empty weapon at the attacker, making him drop his own weapon before he leaped over his cover, kicking him in the face⦠The man reached for a side arm, which was a handgun and Kaito immediately wrestled it out of his opponents hand and shot him in the head with it.. He sighed a bit in relief as he took the gun and put it away before turning to the girl, walking over to her. "Alright, we can talk now⦠Weāll start with the name I can remember⦠The only name that comes to my mind for some reason is āSnowā⦠I donāt know whom it is, but I canāt even remember my own name, so for all I know it might just be something completely differentā¦" he looked down.
"That was impressive." Snow muttered as he was walking back. āThe only thing you remember is the name āSnowā.. Thatās weird. Snow is the name Iāve use in VRMMOs. Why would that be the only think you remember?ā She asked. It was weird. Surely she should have some idea who he is. "Are you sure you donāt remember anything? Even if you donāt remember your name, do you remember any places that you were? Wait that might be too vauge of a question." She paused to think of s a better question.
"Does the game āSword Art Onlineā mean anything to you?"
"S-Sword Art Online?" he looked to her. "... I can't say it does, but for some reason that name sounds vaguely familiar to me..." he crossed his arms. "And that's your name?" he asked her. "Maybe... No that's crazy, why would I just so happen to appear here of all places... Seems a bit too coincidental if you ask me..."
"As for places... I can only remember blackness... Hmm... Maybe I logged into this game and forgot who I was or something due to some weird error? I don't really know. That's really the best theory I have right now..." he shook his head.
Erased. (Open)
"I need to be more careful?! I wasnāt the one about to get shot in the face!" Kaito scolded her back. "So youāre saying Iām in some sort of game, yes?" he looked around him for something he could use as a weapon but had none. āSay⦠You donāt happen to have a spare weapon, do you? Iāll gladly help you take out your attackerā¦ā
"Also⦠As for the name I remember. Well that would be-" he suddenly felt a sharp pain in his shoulder as a bullet ripped through the cover he had taken himself and this girl under. "Shit!" he screamed out angrily. "You know what? Weāll talk about this, once we take this asshole out. Give me a gun nowā¦" he told her as he peered over the cover and saw the enemy, he was wielding a fairly standard looking assault rifle. He then ducked down when he was fired upon again. āWell what are you waiting for? Him to kill us? Give me a weapon, Iāll deal with this asshole.ā he insisted as he looked at his wounded arm, there was no blood, but it still hurt like hell and his arm was still sore from itā¦
"You were the one that was distracting me! I would have been paying attention if there wasnāt some random person that doesnāt know where he is!ā She snapped. āI think I have a spare gun.ā She opened her inventory and took out an assault rifle and handed it to him. "Here, now stop your complaining." She peered around the cover they were hiding behind. "It looks like there are two people there. You take out the one with the assault rifle and Iāll take out the other one."Ā
She took her sniper rifle and aimed at her target.Ā "When I shoot this guy you take out the other one. After that weāll talk about your.. situation"Ā She took a deep breath and focused. Once her aim steadied, she took the shot, hitting the target in the head.Ā "Alright, take the other one out."
"Thank you." he nodded to her. "Also, Don't you go ordering me around." he glared at her, seemingly a bit annoyed before he leaped over the cover and dashed forward, shooting at his target, only hitting them once on the shoulder before he ran out of ammo.
Kaito tossed the empty weapon at the attacker, making him drop his own weapon before he leaped over his cover, kicking him in the face... The man reached for a side arm, which was a handgun and Kaito immediately wrestled it out of his opponents hand and shot him in the head with it.. He sighed a bit in relief as he took the gun and put it away before turning to the girl, walking over to her. "Alright, we can talk now... We'll start with the name I can remember... The only name that comes to my mind for some reason is 'Snow'... I don't know whom it is, but I can't even remember my own name, so for all I know it might just be something completely different..." he looked down.
Erased. (Open)
He raised his arms up nervously. "He-Hey! I donāt even know what youāre talking about! Itās not my fault Iām here! I woke up right in the middle of this!" he took a couple of steps back.
"And I have no clue really⦠Maybe I should be asking you that⦠You seem a bit familiar as well but I canāt quite put my mind on itā¦" he crossed his arms before he took notice of her being in someoneās line of fire. "Get down!" Kaito told her before he pulled her down to the ground right next to him. "I have no idea where the hell I am⦠The only thing I can remember right now apart from waking up is blackness and a nameā¦" he looked down.
"Just woke up here?" Snow sighed. This couldnāt really be a player unless there was some seriously messed up glitch. This had to beĀ some random NCP or something. āGreat. This is just fantastic.ā She started thinking about what to do next when she was pulled down by the person.
"Be more careful next time!" She scolded. "Well, as for where you are, this is a VRMMO called Gun Gale Online. I canāt really help with the fact that you donāt remember anything. You said something about a name? Well what is the name you remember?"
"I need to be more careful?! I wasn't the one about to get shot in the face!" Kaito scolded her back. "So you're saying I'm in some sort of game, yes?" he looked around him for something he could use as a weapon but had none. "Say... You don't happen to have a spare weapon, do you? I'll gladly help you take out your attacker..."
"Also... As for the name I remember. Well that would be-" he suddenly felt a sharp pain in his shoulder as a bullet ripped through the cover he had taken himself and this girl under. "Shit!" he screamed out angrily. "You know what? We'll talk about this, once we take this asshole out. Give me a gun now..." he told her as he peered over the cover and saw the enemy, he was wielding a fairly standard looking assault rifle. He then ducked down when he was fired upon again. "Well what are you waiting for? Him to kill us? Give me a weapon, I'll deal with this asshole." he insisted as he looked at his wounded arm, there was no blood, but it still hurt like hell and his arm was still sore from it...
Erased. (Open)
He had been with her when it happened⦠The game cleared and she was logged out⦠Kaito smiled in content with himself as the whole world collapsed around him, taking him along with it. "So this is it, isnāt it?" he closed his eyes as he felt himself fall⦠Then it was blackness⦠Nothing was around he felt as if he was nonexistent despite his mind still existing in the dark reaches of cyberspace, now in a deep and hopefully eternal rest⦠It wouldnāt last as long as that however⦠Fate had other plans for himā¦
Kaito awoken in the middle of a war zone⦠Gunshots were being fired from either side of him and his mind was blank, except for one name⦠"Snowā¦" he held his head before he stood up and looked around at his settings⦠"Where⦠Am I? W-Who Am I?"he asked himself.
"Damn!" Snow cursed, running through the battlefield of bullets. Barely dodging a shot fired at her she dove behind a large rock as cover to catch her breath. She peered around the corner from where she came. Almost the entire group she had been with had been wiped out. Since she had been focusing on sniping, this wasnāt a good situation. "Screw this." She started to run away but almost instantly ran into someone.
"What the hell do you think youāre doing standing around a place like this!?" She snapped at the person, pointing her pistol side-arm at the black-clad person. She stared more closely at the person and lowered her gun.
"Why do you seem so familiar? Do I know you from somewhere?"
He raised his arms up nervously. "He-Hey! I don't even know what you're talking about! It's not my fault I'm here! I woke up right in the middle of this!" he took a couple of steps back.
"And I have no clue really... Maybe I should be asking you that... You seem a bit familiar as well but I can't quite put my mind on it..." he crossed his arms before he took notice of her being in someone's line of fire. "Get down!" Kaito told her before he pulled her down to the ground right next to him. "I have no idea where the hell I am... The only thing I can remember right now apart from waking up is blackness and a name..." he looked down.
//outofdata
(Well I know I just got back and all but it's 1:30 in the morning for me... I think a little rest is warranted, especially since I've been feeling a bit sick all day... I'll get to some RPs on here tomorrow hopefully...)
//outofdata
(I'm sort of partially back on here... Dunno how long that's gonna last, but I will say that this is sort of a secondary blog to another yet again, so I will apologize for being slow on responses...)
Erased. (Open)
He had been with her when it happened... The game cleared and she was logged out... Kaito smiled in content with himself as the whole world collapsed around him, taking him along with it. "So this is it, isn't it?" he closed his eyes as he felt himself fall... Then it was blackness... Nothing was around he felt as if he was nonexistent despite his mind still existing in the dark reaches of cyberspace, now in a deep and hopefully eternal rest... It wouldn't last as long as that however... Fate had other plans for him...
Kaito awoken in the middle of a war zone... Gunshots were being fired from either side of him and his mind was blank, except for one name... "Snow..." he held his head before he stood up and looked around at his settings... "Where... Am I? W-Who Am I?"Ā he asked himself.