Welcome To My Obsessions

Hello, My names Benjamin-Alastair Rose, Call me Benji. I'm a Transman and demiromantic/sexual. INFP-T. I'm a geek with a wide range of loves, from video games to music and everything in-between. I love to draw and write. I follow the beat of my own drum and encourage everyone else to do the same. So, welcome. Enjoy the wild ride that is my mind and hyperfixations.

[freakcircusofhorrors]

Comic Pierrot's outfit

A bit of context: this comic takes place quite a long time ago. They were younger and still figuring out how to make things work in the circus. The first version of their outfits wasn’t comfortable, since their bodies are different, which led to the redesign and custom-made clothes for all of them after this incident.

Besides the outfit changes, you’ll also get a small spoiler about Pierrot’s rule! Also! Thank you @destinysquaredfor helping me correct some poses and adjust a few things in the comic!

[quadrupleangst]

MC asking the circus members to buy pads for them

[zhanglanggg]

Touch—touch

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MC asking the circus members to buy pads for them

[habwartz]

They are so banned

Inspired From AMA:

Pierrot: Well, I had to learn how to drive, but I broke the steering wheel.... and then crashed the truck... (and harlequin)

Harlequin: I was cooking, following a recipe but I think I missed something and almost blew the kitchen up. It was fun to see Jester's face that day...

[yamikisa]

I TRIED TO FINISH IT EARLIER MB 😭 ANYWAYS HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!

[baidao]

[viridescentelf]

i adore this game so much

[aee-black]

[rudrouh]

Help him–

[feralpierrot]

He always up to no good

[kalderon]

[djused]

🌌 In space 🌌

Love this show, wish there was more series...

[tourettesdog]

I've been incredibly low spoons and busy, but have a Little Baby Man

[unicorngraphics]

“He was going to make me his apprentice. I would have been a magister.”

“You sold out your own brother to become a magister?!”

[cyberpunknoire]

can we talk about the fear in his eyes or 

it’s like—Fenris is very prideful by nature. to the point where he deceives himself into believing that he is strong enough to go to Minrathous and kill Danarius himself if the fucker never comes after him personally. but he doesn’t. why? because he’s terrified of him. he deludes himself into thinking he’s an equal (his Fade demon shows that deep down he’s less than confident), he pretends that to Danarius it’s all about the markings (but he knows it isn’t), he gives himself up entirely if Hawke and co. aren’t there to defend him 

he was not expecting Danarius to actually show up 

[brownsupremacist-deactivated201]

how dare you

[numinous-queer]

The thing is, Fenris is so hungry for love and family even while consumed by fear of being recaptured, and his story is that of a broken man who does not know how to trust but wants to so badly that he chooses the possibility of love over every instinct he has to run. He wanted to connect with his sister so badly, he risks everything for that chance. Her betrayal tears out his heart, and you watch him break.

And let’s not forget that if you are a monster and actually decide to give him back to Danarius, he crumples into boneless horror and resignation and follows his master without a goddamn word back into slavery away from the people he trusted to keep him safe. If Hawke - his lover, in my case - betrays him just like his sister, you actually watch his belief in the possibility of any life outside abuse and slavery and complete regression into the slave-mindset he so hates crumble in a matter of seconds. He realizes that every dream of freedom he fought and bled for was a fool’s hope. And later, you get this chilling letter from Danarius thanking you for the return of his property, with a mention that Fenris is much more pliable now that his memory has been erased once more and everything has been taken from him again. 

(I know y’all are Team Anders, and that’s totally cool, but I’m going to be over here in my corner, weeping over that anguished smile of love and hurt that he gives Hawke if he assures him that they are still together after this is all over. I’m here for fics of Hawke teaching Fenris to read, first haltingly and filled with shame, then slow progress into understanding and even joy in what he’s able to regain through life as a free man. I’m here for Hawke comforting him late at night when he has horrific flashbacks, assuring him that Danarius is dead, and that he will never be alone that way ever again. I’m here for the tentative gestures of trust and the setbacks, and agonizingly slow healing after decades of believing himself to be nothing but an unthinking weapon.) 

[sarahseeandersen]

Here are all the new otter comics all together! This is a thank you post—I’m so grateful to everyone who engaged with these comics or bought a print. These three new comics were made as part of a collaboration with The Marine Mammal Center for their sea otter themed month of September, and thanks to everyone who bought a print, we raised 10,000 for them!

The Marine Mammal Center is the largest marine mammal hospital in the world and advances ocean health through marine mammal rescue and rehabilitation, research, and education. Above you can see some of their patients, Langly and Sprout! If you want to continue to support their work (and fill your feed with cute otter pics) give them a follow!

[kalderon]

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