Kali Ann Live

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2 weeks

I haven't really had a moment to sit down and think but I have been feeling a lot better. Working out about every day, some busy days I'm too tired but everything has been looking good. I am excited to feel better.

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Day 2.

So, I'm laying in bed this morning. I'm trying to process of what I wanted to write today. Today, I'm putting my foot out in the social world and going to a Backstreet Boys concert. I wasn't excited at first but now I am a little. My brain tells myself that I just want to stay home and in bed but I'm going to go. Socially I have sabotaged myself. I cut off everyone in my inner circle from my whole group of friends to my lover. For the last months I just have been alone. I still wish to be alone but I can't just live in the house and away from people. So I hope that today is a good day.

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I let myself go.

I am not sure where it began or if I ever had it together. But I let myself go. Now 26, I realize that I didn't care how I ended up. Rather it was pain or happiness that I was seeking. It could of been my break up, that sent me down this path, but I think I never had myself together when I met him. No wonder why we ended up the way we did. My blame is not on him.. there is no blame. I am on the start path of finding myself again. I thought it would be nice to start blogging my recovery. Let other people know that it is okay to talk about it. Where am I going, I don't even know.. Where will I end up, who knows? So day one.. thanks to Obamacare, I was able to go to the doctor. I am now focusing on my mental health and physical health. Its the only thing that matters.

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This chocolate was sooo good. This is my after sex selfie. Y'all know I love chocolate! ;) #aftersex #chocolate #foodporn #nom #comedy

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You are beautiful. No one can bring you down. Love yourself, you are amazing human being. If you don't believe it, how can someone else? I believe in you. #ilovemetoday #iambetterthanthat #itwillbeokay #selflove #selfacceptance #loveme #lovemyself #loveyourself #beautiful #biggirldontcare #proud #positivity

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Everyone is challenging me to post a picture without make up.. In reality they should challenge me to post one with. :) celebrating myself. #makeup #bbw #biggirldontcare #thick #arealbraon #sundayselfie #sundayfunday

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Not sure why the whole studio has so many calendars.... #radiolife #studiolife #khop951 #cumulus

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Lol.. I could make $500 just off my boobs.. I think more but I am not desperate to make money.. If I need money I'd just ask to work more and or I'd ask to work at Panera again.. Hell, I'd love to work at Starbucks.. I'm not rich but lmfao at 10k for my nudes... She has nothing professional.. No website, no business profile.. Just some topless photos.. Which anyone can google.. I am not above nude modeling but only because I think big girls can do anything.. You don't have to have a small body to pose nude.. And people offended by a naked body lol it's a body, love it.. If I wanted to model, I would but Instagram modeling is my thing. And if you follow meh, you know I'm down to show my body for good.. To inspire woman to love their bodies no matter how big or small they are and I have a risqué photo I took but it's too risqué and no need to damage job options now or in the future.. So it's not that I'm scared of my body but let's lol at $10,000 for my nude photos.. Lolololololololol

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I feel like money. #bbw #money #insaweird #stripper #dollarsbills #rawr

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This is how I do overnights. #nutella #radiolife #studiolife (at KHOP @ 95.1)

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Doing an interview with @petey at 1. :) #radiolife #podcast #studiolife

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Could you fall in love with this lol #fallinlovewithme #damnjustintimberlake #notabadthing

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Today is international happiness day.

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Let me take a #selfie. #khop951 #chainsmokers

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She's telling me I'm a bad human because she's outside in the sun.. She isn't hurt.. Only been in there for like 5 minutes and if it's not all about her this is what she does.

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Since I am single.. I should try this.. I always been a sucker for a city boy but should try a farmer! There's nothing like a country boy! #single #farmersonly #iddateafarmer

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Shout out to Denair High School!!! Gooooo Coyotes! #michaelis #pi #math #hetried