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he/it/all c-DID system + audhd pfp by MY BELOVED @sweetlylaceds !!! <3 /p

[kalofraud]

iintro post wooooooo

i promised this two months ago i’m sorry

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https://rentry.co/portrix i love this url

i typically go by Kasper, Kade, or Beatrix, or any other names that i approve of

i prefer he/him, it/its and neopronouns but any pronouns are ok . masculine or nonhuman terms only or i will kill you

i am a GNC transman my sexuality is complicated

im 15 years old !!!!!!!!!! aka a minor nsfw DNI

i have c-DID, i am a system, and i fall on the cluster-B disorder spectrum i mostly choose to present myself as a singlet, although some of my alters may present themselves seperately from me/my system

i am autistic and have ADHD

i have other disorders i am choosing to not list here, be wary

i tend to struggle with identity confusion and amnesia, as well as apathy pleasee be patient

i intentionally do not participate in system discourse i find it incredibly stupid and pointless, i ignore anti-endo and pro-endo tags when consuming plurality related content stay mad

i am pro contradictory labels / good-faith

i am anti censorship, including fiction i would not call myself a pro/darkshipper simply because of the negative connotations of such, but if you want to feel free to block me over that

i have no DNI list (-nsfw, and i’ll throw exclusionists and anti-recovery out there too ! i’m looking at you SH/EDblr) but i prefer doubles of my stronger kins avoid contacting me unless i do so first, otherwise i block people very freely ! ^_^

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FUN STUFF NOW YAYYYYAYY

i’m VERY multifandom odds are i am in your fandom !!!! yes yes YOUR fandom !!!!!! i tend to post in roblox myths/hackers, forsaken, die of death, regretevator, meleeniacs, doors, (when its not owned by evil anymore) pressure, bad things, mc ARGs, mcyt (hello wifies and wemmbu communities >_<), musical fandoms especially melliot, horror, k-pop/j-pop/g-pop, aaaand more !

my special interests are adamandi, music theory, and medical/surgical practices

i am going to be a musician :~) i already am well HELLOOO BAND KIDS … but professionally i am going into music education and composing

i’m a fictionkin … i have a LONG kinlist but what is most important to know is Beatrix Campbell, Silas Barry, Ivan (bad things GET A LASTNAME) Kasper (regretevator …… wheres ur lastname freak) and Clémente Dearworth !! ^_^ again doubles dniuid/uc, iwc pleaseeeeee i am also an angelkin and entitykin

i am spiritual but use no specific labels, i am a devotee of Hermes, Apollo, and Aphrodite

I AM THE NUMBER ONE ADAMANDI, RABBITOLOGY, AND YAELOKRE FAN ! I AM ONE OF THE NUMBER ONE ILLIT AND KATSEYE FANS ! /srs i don’t play around

im #married ….. sorry ladies idk if my boyfriend wants me to mention him but hellooooo skateee ^_^ and pixel my lovely psys

also honorably mentioned are @sweetlylaceds MY BELOVEDDD UGHHHH !! /p also my oomfs Night and Melanie, hi :~)

i dont currently have specific tags but whenever i start posting specific content i will and ill edit this post and put them here

i think ?? thats it ???? for now thats it im super fun and kind and cool inthink i hope

k bai

[kalofraud]

i think that the lifesteal smp should do a scientology raid in s8

[gk29003]

more stupid life at the DMS doodles

[kalofraud]

if you’re seeing this remind me to look into this

[goose-in-your-area-again]

MORE DREAMERSLOP ! lets get our chins scratched by momma.

[sweetlylaceds]

Drew infected regretevtor I love him sm or Lampert or uhhmmm.m draw Ivan being beat up/j

hi there you go Infected AND Lampert

and Ivan ig..

GIGGLESSSS I HAD SO MUCH FUN DRAWING INFECTED WHAT THE HELL and I'm also melting great god

I never forgot this request btw LMAO I just kept it in the back of my mind and I was reallyyyyy looking forward to drawing Infected

my main inspiration was my own oc, Nap, as they are scene... maybe I'll draw them together one day shrugs

[sweetlylaceds]

can you tell I intentionally gave him puffy cheeks no ok

[kalofraud]

why didn’t you show this to me i have to kill you now

[sweetlylaceds]

ok no actually I should've because you're the one who explained to me the yaoi lore SHAME ON ME

[kalofraud]

EXACTLY SHAME ON YOU NILL

I’M THE REASON YOU KNOW THIS FUNKY LIL GUYS A TRAGEDY !!!!!????UHHRHHHHH

[sweetlylaceds]

Drew infected regretevtor I love him sm or Lampert or uhhmmm.m draw Ivan being beat up/j

hi there you go Infected AND Lampert

and Ivan ig..

GIGGLESSSS I HAD SO MUCH FUN DRAWING INFECTED WHAT THE HELL and I'm also melting great god

I never forgot this request btw LMAO I just kept it in the back of my mind and I was reallyyyyy looking forward to drawing Infected

my main inspiration was my own oc, Nap, as they are scene... maybe I'll draw them together one day shrugs

[sweetlylaceds]

can you tell I intentionally gave him puffy cheeks no ok

[kalofraud]

why didn’t you show this to me i have to kill you now

[sweetlylaceds]

what time is it.. OCS TIME!!!

ok so. funny things about Dianthus, this post will be about them

all my Roblox ocs are related somehow to each other- by being friends like Marshall and Moore are friends, Nap is friends with Marshall blah blah BUT! Dianthus doesn't follow this rule

they did meet Moore, because he's a doctor but it's the only thing. other than that dianthus doesn't know Marshall or Nap

Dianthus' thing is that the character who has the most important part in their lore is Telamon lmao... Telamon who is VERY different from the Telamon you see in every AU on the internet but I'll keep that for another post..heh

otherwise they already met 7n7, iTrapped and more! and they already visited the banlands...oooohhh scary...

[cheezitspixelcollection]

heya! was wondering if u could possibly find bohemian/hippie favicon pixels! /nf

mmmm here's some stuff i think gives off that vibe:

[wumiperi]

this is so squiddo im savjng this for my squiddo profile someday

[melonmarcy]

Squiddo & ashwag matching profile pictures and banner! Hope you like them!

[sweetlylaceds]

Sailor sketch for a mini project I'm making <3 he's so baby I love him

design heavily inspired by @/squishvampire on here!!!

I just changed his proportions via ibis paint because it looked kinda weird on my phone and I was too lazy to take another screenshot tuhh

[kalofraud]

i just claimed /portrix i win

[sweetlylaceds]

silly fun facts about my Roblox ocs BECAUSE WHY NOT!!!! and also what are their jobs!!!

Dianthus : they really suck at swordfighting, not because Telamon (yes Telamon is related to their lore) didn't teach them HE DID. HE DID TRY TO TEACH THEM but at some point he crashed out at how ASS they were at it and just gave up - their main job is arms dealer (is that really the name?) but aside of it they work as a florist.

Nap : their favorite singer is Ayesha Erotica 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 expected brah - doesn't really have a job, they're a high class Robloxian (basically rich rich) which makes them unable to worry for money, tho, they often do shows as a comedian in bars!

Moore : he speaks in memes sometimes when he's stressed and when no one is looking LMAOOOO - doctor in the main hospital of Robloxia, he is very well-regarded and despite being in a low class socially talking (robloxians classes are VERY different from ours) he is the best doctor of all Robloxia.

Marshall : he has a typing quirk which is emoticons/kaomojis he will DIE if he doesn't put emoticons/kaomojis to his messages - you'll see you'll see........... /j

[kalofraud]

dianthus is my son …… :(

[positivitygenic]

there is no disorder out there that makes you automatically a bad person, absolutely none. you will always have autonomy over your decisions even when said disorder impacts your thinking and logic. you are never doomed to be a cruel person who causes harm, you do have autonomy and agency over your destiny. no mental disorder will ever change that.

[yeuc-c]

hello twin

[kalofraud]

i hyperventilated thanks yeucc

[citruspoolsisstupid]

I had to redraw some of my fav scenes because holyyyyyyy crappppppp 💔

[ppcrn-krnl]

Actually let me put this here too bc it's annoying to leave an app to watch it on another 😓

Enjoy! Or not! Also posted on my YT.

I'M YOUR MAN - mitski - Destroying a World that Doesn't Exist (animatic)

Stills below:

My favorite frame of the entire thing has to be Avery's "I'm your man", ahhhgggggghhhg........my slime boy. Our slime boy 🟢

If you've read this far, please rb/comment happy things to draw next, I promise I'm not angst-only 😭✌

[kalofraud]

im gonna be sick

[ninten-draw]