but I'm not going to lie to you guys, this year was the hardest year in my whole entire life, I found out I was anaemic, dehydrated, lacking vitamins making me tired all the time. I couldn't eat or sleep cause of anxiety, I drank coffee for two weeks everyday with two shots (I usually remove one) and was literally experiencing shakes. I changed my dissertation topic in december from one topic to another where there still was a lack of information (nature of african history), my supervisor was unhelpful and I really thought this was going to be a train wreck. I had more essay deadlines and exams than most people on my course (bad decision making on my part) basically the moral is everything was going wrong. I had three exams back to back then one the next week. This was all two weeks after my dissertation was handed which meant I didn't revise until that point, I cried about it, prayed about it and pushed on.
In the end I managed to come out on top I averaged amazing averages this year and for that I'm grateful to Allah. BUT my average is 0.5% off of a first for my whole degree and I'm waiting for the bureaucratic system that doesn't care about simply another number to take mercy on me. They don't know about my struggle, I never handed in a single mitigating circumstances form because I knew it would break make but now I'm being told that it would have made them more sympathetic. Keep me in your duas I suppose. whatever happens I understand its qadr and I can't fight it, I just hope they give it to me..
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