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[kamieow]

🪽 THX FOR VISITING! it’s KAMI. 9teen. lads smau and fic writer. she/her. caleb's kitty 🐾 and rafayel's brat.

౨ৎ LINKS : AO3. THE LATEST. WHAT'S HOT? YOU.

note that im a toootal angst fanatic. im also an (N)SFW blog, & not spoiler-free. handle with caution xD. lastly, i do not take requests — but feel free to send ideas in my inbox.

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LEAVING SO SOON? @kamieow 2026 — SAYS CYA LATER.

[kamieow]

babyy I still think about you daily I have the link to your works in my notes app

VIOLA omg this ask made me fall to the floor . i miss you so much user violasepals ☹️☹️ i hope ur doing well my love nd remember to take care of urself!! always <3<3

[kamieow]

hii do you think you're gonna write more caleb stuff??? lover you shouldve come over is one of my favesss

helloo and tysm!! <3 caleb is always in the back of my mind and i hope to finish my next angsty longfic (mr brightside, which ive already teased) for him one of these days… i’ve honestly found it difficult to stay interested in love and deepspace recently due to all of the drama with infold + the new li and such, and i’ve noticed the same with a lot of my mutuals… but rest assured that none of my drafts have been abandoned!

[kamieow]

What just happened

[kamieow]

hai new theme #cool

[kamieow]

currently missing non!mc and caleb from lover you should’ve come over :,)

[kamieow]

im the alpha im the leader im the one to trust 😈😈

[kamieow]

friendly reminder never to take my smaus seriously ! my characterizations and messages are always over exaggerated and are often only ever meant for comedic effect >.<

[kamieow]

I make a post explaining why i was gone for so long and tumblr puts a content warning on it. Ok

[kamieow]

kami i always admire ur theme bc it’s so beautiful. it’s so pink and not just the colour i mean like. the vibe. if the colour pink was a person she would have your blog theme.

EEK this is such a late reply but this is the greatest compliment ever peachie 😚😚 i strive to be the embodiment of the color pink 😚😚😚

[kamieow]

You’ll never get away from the sound of the woman that loves you 💔

ill follow you down until the sound of my voice will haunt you💔💔

[kamieow]

hi everynyan sorry for disappearing on ya :( i probably wont be active for another couple of weeks as finals szn comes to terrorize me💔. so i’ll be on hiatus for a little while longer! rest assured that no fic has been abandoned and they will continue to sit pretty in my drafts until i have the opportunity to work on them :3 (mr brightside is up first as i’ve teased it multiple times already) but for now i shall disappear again 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

[kamieow]

mr brightside. ౨ৎ caleb x non!mc reader teaser. (0.9k) content warning : light angst. full sypnosis.

— ACT 1: COMING OUT OF MY CAGE / AND I’VE BEEN DOING JUST FINE

…that’s a bold-faced lie, really. you’ve been anything but fine ever since that day. but it’s just been easier to bury it than admit the truth.

For as long as you can remember, you’ve loved Caleb. The thing is, the very obvious fact is, he doesn’t love you back.

He said it right to your face a few years ago, and you can still picture your wretched confession as if it were yesterday. There are several things that you vividly remember, and none of them were pretty. First of all, you recall the look on his face – you didn’t know if it was pity, disgust, or some twisted and disheartening mix of both (and to this day, you still don’t know). And then there was the fake smile plastered across your face as your heart bore the brunt of your unfortunate rejection. The painfully chipper “It’s okay, Caleb!” and your feigned nonchalance that starkly contrasted the tears that dampened your pillow that night after replaying his words over and over.

That was definitely the worst part. Those words that will haunt you for the rest of your life and will certainly echo once you marry someone else – someone who’s definitely not Caleb, but would have to do their best to fill the tragically Caleb-shaped hollow pit within your heart. His words, which will hang above you the same way that the wedding arbor will on your fateful day, filled with nothing but rue and a wish that things had ended differently:

“You don’t know what you want. Don’t talk about this ever again.”

The revelation was truly disheartening. The day you confessed to him, you were sixteen at the time. It had been a good day. A really good day, actually. The rays from the sun fell on Caleb’s face so perfectly that it was practically enough to convince you that the light had been a paid actor. You had gotten ice cream with him, and his flavor was so enviously delicious that you had more of his cone than your own. It had just been you two that day. You and Caleb. Caleb and you. At the time, it felt so right. This was the way things should have always been, all this time.

You decided that the only way to make a good day even better was to finally confess to him, once and for all, at a park bench. Just you and Caleb, and two ice cream cones. The perfect start to a high school sweetheart romance, one that’ll have all the critics raving at the sight.

That day, you fell into your feelings the same way it felt like falling into deep water–headfirst, breathless, and far before you even knew how to swim. But you dived into the pit anyway, hoping that Caleb would reciprocate in the form of saving you and bringing you back to shore.

(Spoiler alert: you drowned. So much for that. Unfortunately, the promised romcom quickly turned into a tragedy, and it was not pretty. His ice cream flavor that was so delicious that day became a repulsive one that you’d now avoid at all costs.)

MC had been your first friend and partner in crime for absolutely anything, but even she had a grimace on her face as she listened to you rant and cry and sob about her older brother. That night, over the phone, you called him so many names, to the point that you made her solemnly swear that your conversation with her would never see the light of day, let alone the ears of the source himself. The source, who, unfortunately, was still your childhood best friend and was still somebody you deeply cherished because of how much he cared about his younger sister. About his friends. About you, even though his blatant rejection made you second-guess everything that you knew about Caleb.

“I – I just don’t understand! Where did it all go wrong, MC?”

It was a rhetorical question, because frankly, she didn’t know either. MC had gone quiet on the other end of the phone a long time ago. At some point during your seemingly endless tirade about her brother’s stupidity, your sniffles, and the increasingly creative insults you’d hurled at Caleb’s name, she had simply listened. Occasionally, she’d make a small noise – a hum, a soft “yeah, I get it” (even though she really doesn’t; because what did you even see in her brother, anyway? It doesn’t seem like anything good, especially considering all of the names you’ve called him for the past hour). But for the most part, she let you spiral until eventually, your voice gave out.

The first thing to fizzle out of your body was the anger you felt. Then, the embarrassment crept in like a slow fever, and all you felt was a heavy mix of shame and sadness. You take another tissue from your third box tonight and wipe your tears, discarding it onto the seemingly neverending pile on your bed. And then, you sigh. A sigh of surrender, exhaustion, or what, you don’t know. You just do it.

“You can’t tell him,” you muttered, pressing the heel of your hand into your eyes. “Promise me you won’t tell him anything I said tonight. Please.”

“I wont,” she said, almost immediately. And that was that. Despite it all, you stay faithfully true to your word, and never mention that fateful day to him ever again. He never brought it up after, so neither did you. Surely, there was no elephant, no shaken-up soda can bursting at the seams waiting to be addressed after all of it, right?

The fact was already clearly written: Caleb did not like you, and that was that. There was no need to readdress this matter.

Surely, right?

Right, of course.

[kamieow]

howwwww did you make your pinnned pls pls pls

hai anon >< i made the website text with ibispaint! i just put the gif image on top of the text to get that color. same with the other text on my pinned :3 as for the gif i took a static image from pinterest and just used a bunch of capcut effects (like film wave and other glitch effects) and then turned the video into a gif. any mp4 to gif converter website should work. the website i used for the error message is down below! u can customize it however u want :P

Generate your own funny Error Messages just like the good old days!

[kamieow]

okay wait I havent been nagging you and I dont like that so im gonna meow and hope all goes well

pets you

okay but why HAVENT u been nagging me :( my dear viola nag me as much as you want ill be like that one court jester gif for all of u guys

[kamieow]

has anyone seen project hail mary in theaters . I CANT GET THIS MOVIE OUT OF MY HEAD. so ive been thinking about ryland grace as zayne. Do we see the vision

[kamieow]

*turns mic on* Hello everypony