hello ! after switching around a lot, i'm finally settled over at @kentoberry . all of my fics will be moved over there over the next few weeks and deleted on this blog.
hello, i would like to begin this by saying that i did not want to post this. however, i believe that it is at this point justified. i have spent a few months having issues with her, and it reached a breaking point when i was offered no opportunity to explain myself when presented with false accusations by juju in dms.
before getting in to anything i would like to share a note. screenshots of messages here are either from a public discord server, or have been retrieved with permission of the person that sent them. i do not believe it is okay to share private dms publicly, thus will not be doing so - there will only be summaries of private dms mentioned. in these screenshots, the names of users will be blocked out. some (primarily the ones from my public server) contain irrelevant messages that just happened to be in the middle of a conversation. they are not relevant, especially considering most of the people in them are no longer in the server. in addition to this, i think it is perhaps worth noting that "fauna" is my new alias, thus why it is present in most screenshots.
i do not have an exact date, but some time prior to february 7th i noticed that i was blocked on tumblr. initially i just let it slide, because i believe that the block button exists for a reason.
to myself, i narrowed it down to three things that it could be.
first of all is this occurrence from january 31st. for context, this is the same day that my discord server was made (link to the post that i made announcing the server). she was amongst the people who joined and the topic of tumblr’s tagging system occurred.
whilst i do regret pointing this out, i was reassured by juju that it was okay and that she did not think that i was trying to be rude. furthermore, i proceeded to apologize in dms and was once again reassured. i did not think about this again.
the second conversation i do not have screenshots of, and for that reason i shall explain. what occurred was another tumblr user made a comment regarding blackwashing in my server. please bear in mind that my server was new, and me and the rest of the staff team worked as quickly as we could to come up with a way to go about this. the person who made the comment was justly reprimanded and warned in a channel that is hidden from everybody except for me and my admins. the messages were deleted both in the channel that this occurred and in the hidden punishment channel (that part happens during every instance). (this has since been fixed with the addition of a bot to log such messages).
juju continued to attempt to educate this user in the public channel. staff did not really step in which was regretful, though there is no turning back the clock. this was settled privately. i have since explained this to juju in private messages, of which this issue was thus explained and dealt with.
finally, the reason that seemed to be the nail in the coffin and caused me to get blocked was me unfollowing her. i was not aware that i had done so until over a month later (march 13th to be specific) as this was caused by a glitch with tumblr itself. this same glitch also caused me to unfollow other mutuals.
i put his behind me and did my best to move on. yes, i am guilty of venting to mutuals about what happened. but i made it explicit every single time that i was in no way trying to change anybody’s opinions. i never intended it with any malice towards juju. and please feel free to ask anybody who i vented to about this, i am sure that they will back me up here. (because again, private dms.)
after being told that she was also talking to others about me, i saw no issue. however, when somebody comes to me and shares screenshots of a conversation where juju has shared messages from the aforementioned january 31st occurrence, i felt extremely uncomfortable. the screenshots were cropped to exclude the messages where some of my apologies and parts where she said that everything was okay and that things she knew i meant no harm were cropped out.
again, i do not recall ever having sent private dms to people. all that i sent were screenshots of what happened in my public server, which i deem entirely valid to do because it is a public thing. if this has ever happened, i sincerely apologize and that will never happen again.
after these screenshots were brought to my attention ( march 31st ), i made a vent post regarding things. yes, i was supposedly wrong about these accusations. i have since cut contact with the person who made me believe them. this is something that i apologized to juju for in dms, and thus something that i believed she accepted.
shortly after i made this post, i privately messaged juju on discord. again, i will not share screenshots of this conversation. a lot of miscommunications were discussed and seemed like they had been resolved, including all of the points above.
apologies were exchanged, and i truly believed this to be the end of things. whilst juju seemed happy to return to being mutuals, i expressed my discomfort with it, and suggested that i need the time to heal, which she said she respected. generally, things ended on fairly amicable terms.
on april 13th, i was made aware that juju was again talking shit about me. this was due to a third party who had joined her server, someone whom had been banned from my own discord server. for context, after much discussion, i decided to introduce a rule banning cis men from my server due to the actions of this person as well as members expressing discomfort with men in nsfw spaces as a whole. i made the decision after a long discussion with admins and mods, and added the rule on march 18th.
i let this slide once again, because it was such a minor thing to me.
however, on april 30th i was made aware of this, and i'll just let the images speak for themself here.
( link to ask )
here you can see somebody (names blocked for privacy) that is telling me about their experiences with juju, including how they were encouraged to send a spiteful anon to me. i wholeheartedly trust this person based on my interactions with them.
finally, i will deny any claims regarding me spreading juju's real name and proceeding to make fun of it. i never did this, as i do not know her name. i am aware that her discord profile was linked to other accounts, as this was a passing comment made by a friend of mine. in no way do i agree with doxxing in any way, shape, or form, much less bullying somebody for their name. i wish to also note here that i have asked juju about this (that is what i was referring to in this ask), as well as making a follow up message that i will happily welcome into my discord server to see for herself.
i genuinely have no clue why this has continued for so long. it's contributed to my stress and put a lot of strain on me. i wish only to exist in my little corner of the internet and not be dragged into this. this will be my final post about this situation as i wish to move on from it. i was genuine when i told juju earlier today that i wished to just ignore one another and put this past us, but i feel a need to share my experiences and sides of the story.
thank you for listening, i genuinely appreciate it. i don't wish to say anything further on this, unless juju herself is willing to reach out and reconcile. thank you again.
(more about my own experiences with this person under the cut)
this was also the person who i (originally) made my naga kaeya post (and have been following on a03 for years, which they knew) for until they blocked me and said some very strange and hypocritical things in my discord dm's after i expressed discomfort with their server rules (they have no 18+ identification system, meaning that anyone, even a minor, can join) of course i felt uncomfortable with it and decided not to join the server to which they stated that "it was no big deal" (by their tone) and that "if they became aware (meaning as long as no red flags showed, which is extremely bad management) that someone was a minor then they would deal with it"
i am including my own dm screenshots from discord with them because i cannot understand their logic or hypocrisy (and for proof as well)
they also accused me of not being open to compromising, and said that they did not want non-con creators in their server (even though they stated the server was for all dark content + dark content creators) as this was said in a friend's dm's and i do not have permission to share them, i will not be adding these screenshots. please understand that i wish to respect my friend and her openness/honesty about the situation with me
i would like for my followers to be aware that this person engages in these acts, but please do not send any threats or hate, just be aware and if their actions make you uncomfortable, block and move on.
i do not support this person anymore in any way, shape, or form.
thank you for listening, and i thank you fauna for bringing this to everyone's attention.
seakicker still following me and interacting with my posts and accepting fan art made by me all while I was posting hard non con. Something they are avidly against right? 😃 juju only blocked me a bit after this interaction. Until then, we were mutuals for a good while and I was even in juju's discord server until I left on my own choice after soft blocking.
for someone who loves to preach "respect my boundaries, if you're blocked you're blocked," it's very ironic and hypocritical that she came to my DMs wanting to know why I soft blocked her. I was viscerally uncomfortable and didn't want to say the wrong things so I tried to be as nice about it as I could.
Why was I not allowed to soft block and move on? I simply wished to stop interacting, that was it. Why is she the only one allowed this privilege? Why did i get put on the spot and have to explain myself?
After this block I recieved some rude anons asking me if i sexualized diona like (name drop of another mutual of mine)
I can't say for certain if this was a coincidence or if I also had hate sent after me, but the timing of it along with this person's confession that they were made to send hate- it's very suspicious.
might i add that juju is against incest and stepcest publicly but allows incest fetishists in her server and lets them off with a slap on the wrist 😬 surely if you truly wanted them to ‘leave me alone’ you’d kick them out…
hi all. I thought about it for awhile and decided that I will be posting my own experiences with juju. please bare with me.
my first ever true 'altercation' with juju was back in december. during this time period I was going through a lot, both in my real life and with how I experienced my gender and sexuality, and after I got some asks with a purely sub reader (specifically with harsh degradation) that triggered me, especially since they had nothing to do with dark content, which at the time was a large comfort and coping mechanism for me, and were purely just a thing of degradation and nothing more, I made a post for dom reader thirsts. ultimately, I made a mistake in my tags where I said that as it was currently I could not take or handle sub readers with no further elaboration. this phrasing could definitely be taken the wrong way, and I completely understand that.
however, instead of juju asking me about my phrasing in that post, she instead took to making a sub-post about me (which can be found here), and it was genuinely the most awful feeling thing I've ever had a mutual have done to me. I tried talking about this privately through direct messages, but it ultimately went no where.
she only apologized for how the post made me feel, and not for the post itself, and despite us being mutuals, she still left the post up (which you can see just from the fact that I'm still able to link it).
I bring up these screenshots because it brings up both jujus longstanding trend in both talking behind peoples back/ subposting about other content creators consistently, and being extremely hypocritical. firstly, she constantly talks down on dom readers despite her having taken offense to my post, something that can be found here and multiple times throughout her spam. juju also made several posts about people "roleplaying sex on the dash" in response to many of her mutuals roleplaying with their character anons in an nsfw manor, something she herself goes on to do. and as others have already pointed out in this thread (please look at the reblogs!), juju has talked down on others not properly tagging their work when she herself has been upset when people asked her to tag her own (and she still does not properly do if you were to take a quick glance at her blog).
another thing I wanted to touch upon is this post, which I find extremely hypocritical, as after her and thenas/fuana friendship first ended she had sent me screenshots (specifically cut out of context) of the altercation between her and thena/fauna, which made me view thena/fauna in a negative light. after seeing a post by thena/fauna on my timeline, I shared these screenshots, as I believed it was their right to know that juju had cropped them and did not share the full story. lord knows how many other of her mutuals has she talked about.
apart from these things stated above, there are many other smaller things I could talk about. firstly, juju would constantly borderline talk down about noncon (something that I made clear that I wrote about since the first time I've ever become mutuals with) whenever we'd talk about dark content. because of this, I stopped writing noncon during the duration of my time of being mutuals with her because it felt as though she was looking down on me, something that is very much my own choice, but I'm stating this to coincide with others who have stated how backwards her rules are and how she interacts directly with content creators who create content she doesn't like.
additionally, twice in direct messages juju had brought up some of her sexual habits without provocation, which made me extremely uncomfortable. I will say that it is ultimately my fault for not setting up boundaries and telling her that I was not okay with this, but I still don't think it's okay to randomly bring up things like this to your mutuals just because you can. this I will not be sharing screenshots of because I do not feel comfortable sharing someone elses intimate sexual habits without their consent, so believe me or believe me not on this one, that is up to you.
lastly, after two of my mutuals blocked her as a result of her reaction to people asking her about tagging system, juju in turn softblocked me. this is something I'm completely okay with, however, after softblocking me she continued to use my concepts (specifically my college au frat boy childe), which in it of itself is not an inherently original concept, but what did suck is that she continued to use it despite it having been a concept I had introduced to her. I don't think it's exactly fair to use someone elses concepts after you unmutualed them, but this one I'm a bit shakey on due to the inherit originality of the frat boy childe post. either way, here's one instance in which she did so for proof.
there are some other things I would also like to talk about, but I'd first like to get more proof of it, and would like to first talk with others before I make a post.
because many people who have reblogged this post has recieved hate anons (which I do not believe is jujus doing herself to be clear), I will be turning off anon for a day until things clear over.
a couple replies done and the nasty ones deleted - if i'm leaving this blog with anything i just hope that it is a reminder to treat people kindly and that sending hate, no matter the circumstance, is wrong.
Sorry but y'all are pussies making a 'callout post' while seakicker already deactivated bc ppl were sending them DEATH THREATS and body shaming messages 💀 you're not a saint either so pls stop playing the victim, it's embarassing
i actually posted that prior to their deactivation <3
i think that it is worth mentioning also that i've received numerous death threats and hateful messages telling me to "kms" and threatening violence against me, as well as insults towards me and some towards my disability - that's why i chose to post the "callout" here instead of on my new blog.
i am in no way claiming to be a "saint". i posted what happened to me after a post was made about me containing false accusations. ask anybody whom i have spoken to and that helped me work through issues i was having: i exhausted all other methods and avenues of contact before making that post.
not to make you uncomfortable or anythng you dont have to respond! but will you be sharing your new blog with us? i dont want to find you and think that its not you.. will miss you..
aha, i'm not comfy posting it publicly, but if you dm me about it i surely won't mind sharing !
whilst i understand that you may have no ill intentions, the last time that i posted my new username publicly here i received and influx of hate on my new blog, which is the very last thing that i want <3
heya, i've had a couple of friends let me know that people are sending hateful anons regarding the post that i made.
please, under no circumstances do this. hate anons, due to any reason, are wrong. if somebody does not wish to discuss discourse further, then leave it alone. i merely shared my own experience so that nobody can be made to think ill of me regarding false accusations. please do not ever send hate anons.
wait are you leaving tumblr? Or are you moving to a new account? sorry i just really love your writing 😭❤️ but if you’re leaving tumblr i understand that it’s not easy being involved in drama
i have a new blog ! <3 i moved over there a short while ago as for many reasons, i didn't feel comfy on this blog anymore <3
hello, i would like to begin this by saying that i did not want to post this. however, i believe that it is at this point justified. i have spent a few months having issues with her, and it reached a breaking point when i was offered no opportunity to explain myself when presented with false accusations by juju in dms.
before getting in to anything i would like to share a note. screenshots of messages here are either from a public discord server, or have been retrieved with permission of the person that sent them. i do not believe it is okay to share private dms publicly, thus will not be doing so - there will only be summaries of private dms mentioned. in these screenshots, the names of users will be blocked out. some (primarily the ones from my public server) contain irrelevant messages that just happened to be in the middle of a conversation. they are not relevant, especially considering most of the people in them are no longer in the server. in addition to this, i think it is perhaps worth noting that "fauna" is my new alias, thus why it is present in most screenshots.
i do not have an exact date, but some time prior to february 7th i noticed that i was blocked on tumblr. initially i just let it slide, because i believe that the block button exists for a reason.
to myself, i narrowed it down to three things that it could be.
first of all is this occurrence from january 31st. for context, this is the same day that my discord server was made (link to the post that i made announcing the server). she was amongst the people who joined and the topic of tumblr’s tagging system occurred.
whilst i do regret pointing this out, i was reassured by juju that it was okay and that she did not think that i was trying to be rude. furthermore, i proceeded to apologize in dms and was once again reassured. i did not think about this again.
the second conversation i do not have screenshots of, and for that reason i shall explain. what occurred was another tumblr user made a comment regarding blackwashing in my server. please bear in mind that my server was new, and me and the rest of the staff team worked as quickly as we could to come up with a way to go about this. the person who made the comment was justly reprimanded and warned in a channel that is hidden from everybody except for me and my admins. the messages were deleted both in the channel that this occurred and in the hidden punishment channel (that part happens during every instance). (this has since been fixed with the addition of a bot to log such messages).
juju continued to attempt to educate this user in the public channel. staff did not really step in which was regretful, though there is no turning back the clock. this was settled privately. i have since explained this to juju in private messages, of which this issue was thus explained and dealt with.
finally, the reason that seemed to be the nail in the coffin and caused me to get blocked was me unfollowing her. i was not aware that i had done so until over a month later (march 13th to be specific) as this was caused by a glitch with tumblr itself. this same glitch also caused me to unfollow other mutuals.
i put his behind me and did my best to move on. yes, i am guilty of venting to mutuals about what happened. but i made it explicit every single time that i was in no way trying to change anybody’s opinions. i never intended it with any malice towards juju. and please feel free to ask anybody who i vented to about this, i am sure that they will back me up here. (because again, private dms.)
after being told that she was also talking to others about me, i saw no issue. however, when somebody comes to me and shares screenshots of a conversation where juju has shared messages from the aforementioned january 31st occurrence, i felt extremely uncomfortable. the screenshots were cropped to exclude the messages where some of my apologies and parts where she said that everything was okay and that things she knew i meant no harm were cropped out.
again, i do not recall ever having sent private dms to people. all that i sent were screenshots of what happened in my public server, which i deem entirely valid to do because it is a public thing. if this has ever happened, i sincerely apologize and that will never happen again.
after these screenshots were brought to my attention ( march 31st ), i made a vent post regarding things. yes, i was supposedly wrong about these accusations. i have since cut contact with the person who made me believe them. this is something that i apologized to juju for in dms, and thus something that i believed she accepted.
shortly after i made this post, i privately messaged juju on discord. again, i will not share screenshots of this conversation. a lot of miscommunications were discussed and seemed like they had been resolved, including all of the points above.
apologies were exchanged, and i truly believed this to be the end of things. whilst juju seemed happy to return to being mutuals, i expressed my discomfort with it, and suggested that i need the time to heal, which she said she respected. generally, things ended on fairly amicable terms.
on april 13th, i was made aware that juju was again talking shit about me. this was due to a third party who had joined her server, someone whom had been banned from my own discord server. for context, after much discussion, i decided to introduce a rule banning cis men from my server due to the actions of this person as well as members expressing discomfort with men in nsfw spaces as a whole. i made the decision after a long discussion with admins and mods, and added the rule on march 18th.
i let this slide once again, because it was such a minor thing to me.
however, on april 30th i was made aware of this, and i'll just let the images speak for themself here.
( link to ask )
here you can see somebody (names blocked for privacy) that is telling me about their experiences with juju, including how they were encouraged to send a spiteful anon to me. i wholeheartedly trust this person based on my interactions with them.
finally, i will deny any claims regarding me spreading juju's real name and proceeding to make fun of it. i never did this, as i do not know her name. i am aware that her discord profile was linked to other accounts, as this was a passing comment made by a friend of mine. in no way do i agree with doxxing in any way, shape, or form, much less bullying somebody for their name. i wish to also note here that i have asked juju about this (that is what i was referring to in this ask), as well as making a follow up message that i will happily welcome into my discord server to see for herself.
i genuinely have no clue why this has continued for so long. it's contributed to my stress and put a lot of strain on me. i wish only to exist in my little corner of the internet and not be dragged into this. this will be my final post about this situation as i wish to move on from it. i was genuine when i told juju earlier today that i wished to just ignore one another and put this past us, but i feel a need to share my experiences and sides of the story.
thank you for listening, i genuinely appreciate it. i don't wish to say anything further on this, unless juju herself is willing to reach out and reconcile. thank you again.
(more about my own experiences with this person under the cut)
this was also the person who i (originally) made my naga kaeya post (and have been following on a03 for years, which they knew) for until they blocked me and said some very strange and hypocritical things in my discord dm's after i expressed discomfort with their server rules (they have no 18+ identification system, meaning that anyone, even a minor, can join) of course i felt uncomfortable with it and decided not to join the server to which they stated that "it was no big deal" (by their tone) and that "if they became aware (meaning as long as no red flags showed, which is extremely bad management) that someone was a minor then they would deal with it"
i am including my own dm screenshots from discord with them because i cannot understand their logic or hypocrisy (and for proof as well)
they also accused me of not being open to compromising, and said that they did not want non-con creators in their server (even though they stated the server was for all dark content + dark content creators) as this was said in a friend's dm's and i do not have permission to share them, i will not be adding these screenshots. please understand that i wish to respect my friend and her openness/honesty about the situation with me
i would like for my followers to be aware that this person engages in these acts, but please do not send any threats or hate, just be aware and if their actions make you uncomfortable, block and move on.
i do not support this person anymore in any way, shape, or form.
thank you for listening, and i thank you fauna for bringing this to everyone's attention.
seakicker still following me and interacting with my posts and accepting fan art made by me all while I was posting hard non con. Something they are avidly against right? 😃 juju only blocked me a bit after this interaction. Until then, we were mutuals for a good while and I was even in juju's discord server until I left on my own choice after soft blocking.
for someone who loves to preach "respect my boundaries, if you're blocked you're blocked," it's very ironic and hypocritical that she came to my DMs wanting to know why I soft blocked her. I was viscerally uncomfortable and didn't want to say the wrong things so I tried to be as nice about it as I could.
Why was I not allowed to soft block and move on? I simply wished to stop interacting, that was it. Why is she the only one allowed this privilege? Why did i get put on the spot and have to explain myself?
After this block I recieved some rude anons asking me if i sexualized diona like (name drop of another mutual of mine)
I can't say for certain if this was a coincidence or if I also had hate sent after me, but the timing of it along with this person's confession that they were made to send hate- it's very suspicious.
might i add that juju is against incest and stepcest publicly but allows incest fetishists in her server and lets them off with a slap on the wrist 😬 surely if you truly wanted them to ‘leave me alone’ you’d kick them out…
hi all. I thought about it for awhile and decided that I will be posting my own experiences with juju. please bare with me.
my first ever true 'altercation' with juju was back in december. during this time period I was going through a lot, both in my real life and with how I experienced my gender and sexuality, and after I got some asks with a purely sub reader (specifically with harsh degradation) that triggered me, especially since they had nothing to do with dark content, which at the time was a large comfort and coping mechanism for me, and were purely just a thing of degradation and nothing more, I made a post for dom reader thirsts. ultimately, I made a mistake in my tags where I said that as it was currently I could not take or handle sub readers with no further elaboration. this phrasing could definitely be taken the wrong way, and I completely understand that.
however, instead of juju asking me about my phrasing in that post, she instead took to making a sub-post about me (which can be found here), and it was genuinely the most awful feeling thing I've ever had a mutual have done to me. I tried talking about this privately through direct messages, but it ultimately went no where.
she only apologized for how the post made me feel, and not for the post itself, and despite us being mutuals, she still left the post up (which you can see just from the fact that I'm still able to link it).
I bring up these screenshots because it brings up both jujus longstanding trend in both talking behind peoples back/ subposting about other content creators consistently, and being extremely hypocritical. firstly, she constantly talks down on dom readers despite her having taken offense to my post, something that can be found here and multiple times throughout her spam. juju also made several posts about people "roleplaying sex on the dash" in response to many of her mutuals roleplaying with their character anons in an nsfw manor, something she herself goes on to do. and as others have already pointed out in this thread (please look at the reblogs!), juju has talked down on others not properly tagging their work when she herself has been upset when people asked her to tag her own (and she still does not properly do if you were to take a quick glance at her blog).
another thing I wanted to touch upon is this post, which I find extremely hypocritical, as after her and thenas/fuana friendship first ended she had sent me screenshots (specifically cut out of context) of the altercation between her and thena/fauna, which made me view thena/fauna in a negative light. after seeing a post by thena/fauna on my timeline, I shared these screenshots, as I believed it was their right to know that juju had cropped them and did not share the full story. lord knows how many other of her mutuals has she talked about.
apart from these things stated above, there are many other smaller things I could talk about. firstly, juju would constantly borderline talk down about noncon (something that I made clear that I wrote about since the first time I've ever become mutuals with) whenever we'd talk about dark content. because of this, I stopped writing noncon during the duration of my time of being mutuals with her because it felt as though she was looking down on me, something that is very much my own choice, but I'm stating this to coincide with others who have stated how backwards her rules are and how she interacts directly with content creators who create content she doesn't like.
additionally, twice in direct messages juju had brought up some of her sexual habits without provocation, which made me extremely uncomfortable. I will say that it is ultimately my fault for not setting up boundaries and telling her that I was not okay with this, but I still don't think it's okay to randomly bring up things like this to your mutuals just because you can. this I will not be sharing screenshots of because I do not feel comfortable sharing someone elses intimate sexual habits without their consent, so believe me or believe me not on this one, that is up to you.
lastly, after two of my mutuals blocked her as a result of her reaction to people asking her about tagging system, juju in turn softblocked me. this is something I'm completely okay with, however, after softblocking me she continued to use my concepts (specifically my college au frat boy childe), which in it of itself is not an inherently original concept, but what did suck is that she continued to use it despite it having been a concept I had introduced to her. I don't think it's exactly fair to use someone elses concepts after you unmutualed them, but this one I'm a bit shakey on due to the inherit originality of the frat boy childe post. either way, here's one instance in which she did so for proof.
there are some other things I would also like to talk about, but I'd first like to get more proof of it, and would like to first talk with others before I make a post.
because many people who have reblogged this post has recieved hate anons (which I do not believe is jujus doing herself to be clear), I will be turning off anon for a day until things clear over.
hello, i would like to begin this by saying that i did not want to post this. however, i believe that it is at this point justified. i have spent a few months having issues with her, and it reached a breaking point when i was offered no opportunity to explain myself when presented with false accusations by juju in dms.
before getting in to anything i would like to share a note. screenshots of messages here are either from a public discord server, or have been retrieved with permission of the person that sent them. i do not believe it is okay to share private dms publicly, thus will not be doing so - there will only be summaries of private dms mentioned. in these screenshots, the names of users will be blocked out. some (primarily the ones from my public server) contain irrelevant messages that just happened to be in the middle of a conversation. they are not relevant, especially considering most of the people in them are no longer in the server. in addition to this, i think it is perhaps worth noting that "fauna" is my new alias, thus why it is present in most screenshots.
i do not have an exact date, but some time prior to february 7th i noticed that i was blocked on tumblr. initially i just let it slide, because i believe that the block button exists for a reason.
to myself, i narrowed it down to three things that it could be.
first of all is this occurrence from january 31st. for context, this is the same day that my discord server was made (link to the post that i made announcing the server). she was amongst the people who joined and the topic of tumblr’s tagging system occurred.
whilst i do regret pointing this out, i was reassured by juju that it was okay and that she did not think that i was trying to be rude. furthermore, i proceeded to apologize in dms and was once again reassured. i did not think about this again.
the second conversation i do not have screenshots of, and for that reason i shall explain. what occurred was another tumblr user made a comment regarding blackwashing in my server. please bear in mind that my server was new, and me and the rest of the staff team worked as quickly as we could to come up with a way to go about this. the person who made the comment was justly reprimanded and warned in a channel that is hidden from everybody except for me and my admins. the messages were deleted both in the channel that this occurred and in the hidden punishment channel (that part happens during every instance). (this has since been fixed with the addition of a bot to log such messages).
juju continued to attempt to educate this user in the public channel. staff did not really step in which was regretful, though there is no turning back the clock. this was settled privately. i have since explained this to juju in private messages, of which this issue was thus explained and dealt with.
finally, the reason that seemed to be the nail in the coffin and caused me to get blocked was me unfollowing her. i was not aware that i had done so until over a month later (march 13th to be specific) as this was caused by a glitch with tumblr itself. this same glitch also caused me to unfollow other mutuals.
i put his behind me and did my best to move on. yes, i am guilty of venting to mutuals about what happened. but i made it explicit every single time that i was in no way trying to change anybody’s opinions. i never intended it with any malice towards juju. and please feel free to ask anybody who i vented to about this, i am sure that they will back me up here. (because again, private dms.)
after being told that she was also talking to others about me, i saw no issue. however, when somebody comes to me and shares screenshots of a conversation where juju has shared messages from the aforementioned january 31st occurrence, i felt extremely uncomfortable. the screenshots were cropped to exclude the messages where some of my apologies and parts where she said that everything was okay and that things she knew i meant no harm were cropped out.
again, i do not recall ever having sent private dms to people. all that i sent were screenshots of what happened in my public server, which i deem entirely valid to do because it is a public thing. if this has ever happened, i sincerely apologize and that will never happen again.
after these screenshots were brought to my attention ( march 31st ), i made a vent post regarding things. yes, i was supposedly wrong about these accusations. i have since cut contact with the person who made me believe them. this is something that i apologized to juju for in dms, and thus something that i believed she accepted.
shortly after i made this post, i privately messaged juju on discord. again, i will not share screenshots of this conversation. a lot of miscommunications were discussed and seemed like they had been resolved, including all of the points above.
apologies were exchanged, and i truly believed this to be the end of things. whilst juju seemed happy to return to being mutuals, i expressed my discomfort with it, and suggested that i need the time to heal, which she said she respected. generally, things ended on fairly amicable terms.
on april 13th, i was made aware that juju was again talking shit about me. this was due to a third party who had joined her server, someone whom had been banned from my own discord server. for context, after much discussion, i decided to introduce a rule banning cis men from my server due to the actions of this person as well as members expressing discomfort with men in nsfw spaces as a whole. i made the decision after a long discussion with admins and mods, and added the rule on march 18th.
i let this slide once again, because it was such a minor thing to me.
however, on april 30th i was made aware of this, and i'll just let the images speak for themself here.
( link to ask )
here you can see somebody (names blocked for privacy) that is telling me about their experiences with juju, including how they were encouraged to send a spiteful anon to me. i wholeheartedly trust this person based on my interactions with them.
finally, i will deny any claims regarding me spreading juju's real name and proceeding to make fun of it. i never did this, as i do not know her name. i am aware that her discord profile was linked to other accounts, as this was a passing comment made by a friend of mine. in no way do i agree with doxxing in any way, shape, or form, much less bullying somebody for their name. i wish to also note here that i have asked juju about this (that is what i was referring to in this ask), as well as making a follow up message that i will happily welcome into my discord server to see for herself.
i genuinely have no clue why this has continued for so long. it's contributed to my stress and put a lot of strain on me. i wish only to exist in my little corner of the internet and not be dragged into this. this will be my final post about this situation as i wish to move on from it. i was genuine when i told juju earlier today that i wished to just ignore one another and put this past us, but i feel a need to share my experiences and sides of the story.
thank you for listening, i genuinely appreciate it. i don't wish to say anything further on this, unless juju herself is willing to reach out and reconcile. thank you again.
(more about my own experiences with this person under the cut)
this was also the person who i (originally) made my naga kaeya post (and have been following on a03 for years, which they knew) for until they blocked me and said some very strange and hypocritical things in my discord dm's after i expressed discomfort with their server rules (they have no 18+ identification system, meaning that anyone, even a minor, can join) of course i felt uncomfortable with it and decided not to join the server to which they stated that "it was no big deal" (by their tone) and that "if they became aware (meaning as long as no red flags showed, which is extremely bad management) that someone was a minor then they would deal with it"
i am including my own dm screenshots from discord with them because i cannot understand their logic or hypocrisy (and for proof as well)
they also accused me of not being open to compromising, and said that they did not want non-con creators in their server (even though they stated the server was for all dark content + dark content creators) as this was said in a friend's dm's and i do not have permission to share them, i will not be adding these screenshots. please understand that i wish to respect my friend and her openness/honesty about the situation with me
i would like for my followers to be aware that this person engages in these acts, but please do not send any threats or hate, just be aware and if their actions make you uncomfortable, block and move on.
i do not support this person anymore in any way, shape, or form.
thank you for listening, and i thank you fauna for bringing this to everyone's attention.
seakicker still following me and interacting with my posts and accepting fan art made by me all while I was posting hard non con. Something they are avidly against right? 😃 juju only blocked me a bit after this interaction. Until then, we were mutuals for a good while and I was even in juju's discord server until I left on my own choice after soft blocking.
for someone who loves to preach "respect my boundaries, if you're blocked you're blocked," it's very ironic and hypocritical that she came to my DMs wanting to know why I soft blocked her. I was viscerally uncomfortable and didn't want to say the wrong things so I tried to be as nice about it as I could.
Why was I not allowed to soft block and move on? I simply wished to stop interacting, that was it. Why is she the only one allowed this privilege? Why did i get put on the spot and have to explain myself?
After this block I recieved some rude anons asking me if i sexualized diona like (name drop of another mutual of mine)
I can't say for certain if this was a coincidence or if I also had hate sent after me, but the timing of it along with this person's confession that they were made to send hate- it's very suspicious.
might i add that juju is against incest and stepcest publicly but allows incest fetishists in her server and lets them off with a slap on the wrist 😬 surely if you truly wanted them to ‘leave me alone’ you’d kick them out…
hello, i would like to begin this by saying that i did not want to post this. however, i believe that it is at this point justified. i have spent a few months having issues with her, and it reached a breaking point when i was offered no opportunity to explain myself when presented with false accusations by juju in dms.
before getting in to anything i would like to share a note. screenshots of messages here are either from a public discord server, or have been retrieved with permission of the person that sent them. i do not believe it is okay to share private dms publicly, thus will not be doing so - there will only be summaries of private dms mentioned. in these screenshots, the names of users will be blocked out. some (primarily the ones from my public server) contain irrelevant messages that just happened to be in the middle of a conversation. they are not relevant, especially considering most of the people in them are no longer in the server. in addition to this, i think it is perhaps worth noting that "fauna" is my new alias, thus why it is present in most screenshots.
i do not have an exact date, but some time prior to february 7th i noticed that i was blocked on tumblr. initially i just let it slide, because i believe that the block button exists for a reason.
to myself, i narrowed it down to three things that it could be.
first of all is this occurrence from january 31st. for context, this is the same day that my discord server was made (link to the post that i made announcing the server). she was amongst the people who joined and the topic of tumblr’s tagging system occurred.
whilst i do regret pointing this out, i was reassured by juju that it was okay and that she did not think that i was trying to be rude. furthermore, i proceeded to apologize in dms and was once again reassured. i did not think about this again.
the second conversation i do not have screenshots of, and for that reason i shall explain. what occurred was another tumblr user made a comment regarding blackwashing in my server. please bear in mind that my server was new, and me and the rest of the staff team worked as quickly as we could to come up with a way to go about this. the person who made the comment was justly reprimanded and warned in a channel that is hidden from everybody except for me and my admins. the messages were deleted both in the channel that this occurred and in the hidden punishment channel (that part happens during every instance). (this has since been fixed with the addition of a bot to log such messages).
juju continued to attempt to educate this user in the public channel. staff did not really step in which was regretful, though there is no turning back the clock. this was settled privately. i have since explained this to juju in private messages, of which this issue was thus explained and dealt with.
finally, the reason that seemed to be the nail in the coffin and caused me to get blocked was me unfollowing her. i was not aware that i had done so until over a month later (march 13th to be specific) as this was caused by a glitch with tumblr itself. this same glitch also caused me to unfollow other mutuals.
i put his behind me and did my best to move on. yes, i am guilty of venting to mutuals about what happened. but i made it explicit every single time that i was in no way trying to change anybody’s opinions. i never intended it with any malice towards juju. and please feel free to ask anybody who i vented to about this, i am sure that they will back me up here. (because again, private dms.)
after being told that she was also talking to others about me, i saw no issue. however, when somebody comes to me and shares screenshots of a conversation where juju has shared messages from the aforementioned january 31st occurrence, i felt extremely uncomfortable. the screenshots were cropped to exclude the messages where some of my apologies and parts where she said that everything was okay and that things she knew i meant no harm were cropped out.
again, i do not recall ever having sent private dms to people. all that i sent were screenshots of what happened in my public server, which i deem entirely valid to do because it is a public thing. if this has ever happened, i sincerely apologize and that will never happen again.
after these screenshots were brought to my attention ( march 31st ), i made a vent post regarding things. yes, i was supposedly wrong about these accusations. i have since cut contact with the person who made me believe them. this is something that i apologized to juju for in dms, and thus something that i believed she accepted.
shortly after i made this post, i privately messaged juju on discord. again, i will not share screenshots of this conversation. a lot of miscommunications were discussed and seemed like they had been resolved, including all of the points above.
apologies were exchanged, and i truly believed this to be the end of things. whilst juju seemed happy to return to being mutuals, i expressed my discomfort with it, and suggested that i need the time to heal, which she said she respected. generally, things ended on fairly amicable terms.
on april 13th, i was made aware that juju was again talking shit about me. this was due to a third party who had joined her server, someone whom had been banned from my own discord server. for context, after much discussion, i decided to introduce a rule banning cis men from my server due to the actions of this person as well as members expressing discomfort with men in nsfw spaces as a whole. i made the decision after a long discussion with admins and mods, and added the rule on march 18th.
i let this slide once again, because it was such a minor thing to me.
however, on april 30th i was made aware of this, and i'll just let the images speak for themself here.
( link to ask )
here you can see somebody (names blocked for privacy) that is telling me about their experiences with juju, including how they were encouraged to send a spiteful anon to me. i wholeheartedly trust this person based on my interactions with them.
finally, i will deny any claims regarding me spreading juju's real name and proceeding to make fun of it. i never did this, as i do not know her name. i am aware that her discord profile was linked to other accounts, as this was a passing comment made by a friend of mine. in no way do i agree with doxxing in any way, shape, or form, much less bullying somebody for their name. i wish to also note here that i have asked juju about this (that is what i was referring to in this ask), as well as making a follow up message that i will happily welcome into my discord server to see for herself.
i genuinely have no clue why this has continued for so long. it's contributed to my stress and put a lot of strain on me. i wish only to exist in my little corner of the internet and not be dragged into this. this will be my final post about this situation as i wish to move on from it. i was genuine when i told juju earlier today that i wished to just ignore one another and put this past us, but i feel a need to share my experiences and sides of the story.
thank you for listening, i genuinely appreciate it. i don't wish to say anything further on this, unless juju herself is willing to reach out and reconcile. thank you again.
(more about my own experiences with this person under the cut)
this was also the person who i (originally) made my naga kaeya post (and have been following on a03 for years, which they knew) for until they blocked me and said some very strange and hypocritical things in my discord dm's after i expressed discomfort with their server rules (they have no 18+ identification system, meaning that anyone, even a minor, can join) of course i felt uncomfortable with it and decided not to join the server to which they stated that "it was no big deal" (by their tone) and that "if they became aware (meaning as long as no red flags showed, which is extremely bad management) that someone was a minor then they would deal with it"
i am including my own dm screenshots from discord with them because i cannot understand their logic or hypocrisy (and for proof as well)
they also accused me of not being open to compromising, and said that they did not want non-con creators in their server (even though they stated the server was for all dark content + dark content creators) as this was said in a friend's dm's and i do not have permission to share them, i will not be adding these screenshots. please understand that i wish to respect my friend and her openness/honesty about the situation with me
i would like for my followers to be aware that this person engages in these acts, but please do not send any threats or hate, just be aware and if their actions make you uncomfortable, block and move on.
i do not support this person anymore in any way, shape, or form.
thank you for listening, and i thank you fauna for bringing this to everyone's attention.
hello, i would like to begin this by saying that i did not want to post this. however, i believe that it is at this point justified. i have spent a few months having issues with her, and it reached a breaking point when i was offered no opportunity to explain myself when presented with false accusations by juju in dms.
before getting in to anything i would like to share a note. screenshots of messages here are either from a public discord server, or have been retrieved with permission of the person that sent them. i do not believe it is okay to share private dms publicly, thus will not be doing so - there will only be summaries of private dms mentioned. in these screenshots, the names of users will be blocked out. some (primarily the ones from my public server) contain irrelevant messages that just happened to be in the middle of a conversation. they are not relevant, especially considering most of the people in them are no longer in the server. in addition to this, i think it is perhaps worth noting that "fauna" is my new alias, thus why it is present in most screenshots.
i do not have an exact date, but some time prior to february 7th i noticed that i was blocked on tumblr. initially i just let it slide, because i believe that the block button exists for a reason.
to myself, i narrowed it down to three things that it could be.
first of all is this occurrence from january 31st. for context, this is the same day that my discord server was made (link to the post that i made announcing the server). she was amongst the people who joined and the topic of tumblr’s tagging system occurred.
whilst i do regret pointing this out, i was reassured by juju that it was okay and that she did not think that i was trying to be rude. furthermore, i proceeded to apologize in dms and was once again reassured. i did not think about this again.
the second conversation i do not have screenshots of, and for that reason i shall explain. what occurred was another tumblr user made a comment regarding blackwashing in my server. please bear in mind that my server was new, and me and the rest of the staff team worked as quickly as we could to come up with a way to go about this. the person who made the comment was justly reprimanded and warned in a channel that is hidden from everybody except for me and my admins. the messages were deleted both in the channel that this occurred and in the hidden punishment channel (that part happens during every instance). (this has since been fixed with the addition of a bot to log such messages).
juju continued to attempt to educate this user in the public channel. staff did not really step in which was regretful, though there is no turning back the clock. this was settled privately. i have since explained this to juju in private messages, of which this issue was thus explained and dealt with.
finally, the reason that seemed to be the nail in the coffin and caused me to get blocked was me unfollowing her. i was not aware that i had done so until over a month later (march 13th to be specific) as this was caused by a glitch with tumblr itself. this same glitch also caused me to unfollow other mutuals.
i put his behind me and did my best to move on. yes, i am guilty of venting to mutuals about what happened. but i made it explicit every single time that i was in no way trying to change anybody’s opinions. i never intended it with any malice towards juju. and please feel free to ask anybody who i vented to about this, i am sure that they will back me up here. (because again, private dms.)
after being told that she was also talking to others about me, i saw no issue. however, when somebody comes to me and shares screenshots of a conversation where juju has shared messages from the aforementioned january 31st occurrence, i felt extremely uncomfortable. the screenshots were cropped to exclude the messages where some of my apologies and parts where she said that everything was okay and that things she knew i meant no harm were cropped out.
again, i do not recall ever having sent private dms to people. all that i sent were screenshots of what happened in my public server, which i deem entirely valid to do because it is a public thing. if this has ever happened, i sincerely apologize and that will never happen again.
after these screenshots were brought to my attention ( march 31st ), i made a vent post regarding things. yes, i was supposedly wrong about these accusations. i have since cut contact with the person who made me believe them. this is something that i apologized to juju for in dms, and thus something that i believed she accepted.
shortly after i made this post, i privately messaged juju on discord. again, i will not share screenshots of this conversation. a lot of miscommunications were discussed and seemed like they had been resolved, including all of the points above.
apologies were exchanged, and i truly believed this to be the end of things. whilst juju seemed happy to return to being mutuals, i expressed my discomfort with it, and suggested that i need the time to heal, which she said she respected. generally, things ended on fairly amicable terms.
on april 13th, i was made aware that juju was again talking shit about me. this was due to a third party who had joined her server, someone whom had been banned from my own discord server. for context, after much discussion, i decided to introduce a rule banning cis men from my server due to the actions of this person as well as members expressing discomfort with men in nsfw spaces as a whole. i made the decision after a long discussion with admins and mods, and added the rule on march 18th.
i let this slide once again, because it was such a minor thing to me.
however, on april 30th i was made aware of this, and i'll just let the images speak for themself here.
( link to ask )
here you can see somebody (names blocked for privacy) that is telling me about their experiences with juju, including how they were encouraged to send a spiteful anon to me. i wholeheartedly trust this person based on my interactions with them.
finally, i will deny any claims regarding me spreading juju's real name and proceeding to make fun of it. i never did this, as i do not know her name. i am aware that her discord profile was linked to other accounts, as this was a passing comment made by a friend of mine. in no way do i agree with doxxing in any way, shape, or form, much less bullying somebody for their name. i wish to also note here that i have asked juju about this (that is what i was referring to in this ask), as well as making a follow up message that i will happily welcome into my discord server to see for herself.
i genuinely have no clue why this has continued for so long. it's contributed to my stress and put a lot of strain on me. i wish only to exist in my little corner of the internet and not be dragged into this. this will be my final post about this situation as i wish to move on from it. i was genuine when i told juju earlier today that i wished to just ignore one another and put this past us, but i feel a need to share my experiences and sides of the story.
thank you for listening, i genuinely appreciate it. i don't wish to say anything further on this, unless juju herself is willing to reach out and reconcile. thank you again.
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