ok, one last thing before i leave this blog behind. i won't leave this open, since THIS is ACTUALLY rude and disrespectful. and it hurt me deeply.
I DID NOT STEAL ANYTHING REGARDING ART, FEATURES, IDEAS OR HEADCANONS FOR MY TATTOO ARTIST RAIN AU
i don't even know from WHO??
i created this story, the plot and the characters LONG before i even joined the ghost fandom. and then there also were MONTHS until i even KNEW ghumblr exists.
"There is a Star in the Sky" is literally me writing about my life. this is super personal and i actually never wanted to share that much about it, but since i won't be back i guess it won't matter anyways.
Rain in this story is me. i write them how i am, they have my personality, they act like me and do the same stuff. they even look a bit like how i used to look back then. the only things that seperate us are that i'm not a Ghoul, Rain got more tatts and piercings and i don't have my own studio yet. i'm literally writing my diary into a story, a universe, where i would love to live, that's basically it.
the spot where Rain smokes, in the prologue, leaning against the wall, exists in real life. that morning existed in real life. the setting of their studio with the apartments is inspired by the studio of my local tattoo artist where a friend of mine used to live in an apartment right above it. this story wasn't even supposed to be a romance when i wrote down the first ideas, Phanom was planned to be my friend who lived there. the coffee shop Swiss and Mountain own exists in real live. Dews and Aethers punk bar and the kiosk down the street, two spots that would have been introduced in the next chapter exist in real life. eve the university Phantom goes to exists.
so, dear person wo told me i would steal all those "very specific features" from your friend - have you ever considered it could be your friend stealing my fucking life? my god damn personality? or did it ever came to your mind, that sometimes people have similar ideas? do you know how many high school or coffee shop AUs exist as example?
and on top of that i don't even know from who i should steal that, i only know ONE other person who has an AU with Rain being a Tattoo artist, and i promise you i didn't steal it from them, since their Rain is completely different from mine. i also don't think this person would have offered to even make an artwork for me for that AU then.
i think you don't understand how mad i am. this isn't just about some shit about who owns what headcanon or AU anymore. "There is a Star in the Sky" means fucking EVERYTHING to me. you don't know how angsty this story gets within the next two chapters, how personal this is.
get your fucking shit together and leave me alone if you have such a big problem with me simply existing. and yes, this was supposed to sound rude, omg what a surprise, maybe because i never was so mad in my entire life.
i'm out.