Hey
You'll probably never see this. But on the offchance you do, I just want to tell you how much you mean to me. You are everything to me. I've woken up at 5am the past 4 nights in a row crying with chest pains because I miss you so much. You truly are the light in my life. I hope we can be together again because 3 and a half years is a long time but I want an even longer time with you. I want to go places and grow old with you. I'm sorry I haven't been a great boyfriend and I'm sorry I prioritised college over you this year, that truly kills me inside. Because I've realised that you're my everything I couldn't give a fuck about anything or anyone else except you. I fucking adore you. I keep vomiting because I can't talk to you this break is destroying me from the inside. I miss you so god damn much more than anything in my entire life. Fuck I love you. I love you. I love you.
