* SOFT / HEARTED.

independent oc. written by violet. read all pages before interacting!

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I'm really sorry you're upset and I hope you feel better but could you please tag that post?

sure! tagged it as self harm. sorry, wasn’t thinking.

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lov bein so stressed i end up scratching my legs raw, good eats.

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your breath hitches: there can be only understanding. these are words your master has spoken, relentlessly, but they only come flooding into your mind now. everything he has taught you has led to this moment–the here, the now. there can be only understanding: of self, of other, of the present. the world is drowned out by the silence in your focus. sweep the leg! it repeats, not a mantra, but a damning chant–over, over, over … until it, too, is silenced. you focus. you breathe. you focus. you understand. and miyagi’s legacy lives on in your kick, and the match ends. you are the victor, and only because you are the self. / independent daniel larusso from the 1984 film the karate kid. dash only.

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i interrupt your regularly scheduled broadcasting to say that im considering making a blog for a character super important to me and at first it’ll only be given out to those i trust who will ... actually write w/ me

i say this as i already have a promo in mind so w/e. happy hunting!

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ok starting right now, im gonna log out of tumblr and just try not to be on for most of the day, and this is p selfish to ask esp considering people have their own stuff but! if i could get some kind words however you’d like for me to come back to, that would be … v much appreciated. u dont have to, im not holding u at gunpoint, just a lil smth nice!

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ok starting right now, im gonna log out of tumblr and just try not to be on for most of the day, and this is p selfish to ask esp considering people have their own stuff but! if i could get some kind words however you’d like for me to come back to, that would be ... v much appreciated. u dont have to, im not holding u at gunpoint, just a lil smth nice!

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like i ... honestly don’t have the wherewithal or drive (its the same shit w/e let me be redundant 4 once) to be here often, as often as i’d like, or as often as my creative process demands me to be. but just know that no matter what happens to me, where i end up, i will always love each and every one of you for everything you’ve done for me over the past couple years--and months for those who have been here not as long as the others. there’s not enough gratitude in the world for me to shower on everybody here, so i hope a simple one will suffice.

thank you, for everything.

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rome talks like how he speaks and it’s honestly rly endearing

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i watched when we first met and honestly except for a usage of the t slur it was a rly nice movie with a decent ‘twist’.

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im gonna try and play some more the witcher 3 tonight bc -- hello hyperfixation! (even though before that i was hyperfixating on star ocean 4, and then before that, final fantasy 12. it’s fun!) -- i’ve been loving everything about it. i cant wait to make a geralt and disappear!

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I See.

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cropvamp replied to your post “ive been asleep for the past couple hours, and im just gonna go back...”

take me with you

what are u waiting for i just washed my blankets too

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ive been asleep for the past couple hours, and im just gonna go back to sleep. yay depression. hope everything’s doing ok.

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having depression and suicidal thoughts means rewatching the entire RPing the LPs playlist from retsupurae on youtube because it makes you feel slightly less worse

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god, ok. i thought it was just (one) thing but everything’s getting on my fucking nerves right now so im gonna get off of tumblr before i say smth ill regret lmao

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ishimru replied to your post “before i stopped going to weight training, i could bench 220lbs”

please bench me

of course ^w^

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god have you ever seen a more beautiful man