Nobody Want' Me

Between "I like my body" and "Can I kill myself?"

[nachdenkchaos]

Manchmal erwarten wir viel mehr von Anderen, weil wir selbst so viel für sie tun würden

[what-iz-life]

Be so fucking proud of yourself for passing the hardest moments alone while everyone believed you were fine.

[feelingsoftheday]

people get tired of me and then leave, but they don't know that i am tired also but i stayed.

[voirlvmer]

“But grief compels me, maybe even more than sleep. I am waiting for something to last. I know nothing will.”

— Sanna Wani, “Who is the Sun, Asking for Sleep?”, My Grief, the Sun

[dreamsofaparadox]

“The problem is I’ve never been loved, not loved how I need or want to be loved. I have always been a placeholder, used for whatever reason and I let it happen just so for a moment I can feel close to someone and feel needed. I just want to be enough, I want someone to love me. I want a love in the movies or that you read about in books. I want someone to fight for me and stay. I want to be loved. I have always felt so alone, but been surrounded by others and that’s one thing but I’ve never ever truly been actually alone. So just please, let me lay here and feel a little less alone. Just let me hold you.”

11/5/22 23:11

[dreamsofaparadox]

“The problem is I’ve never been loved, not loved how I need or want to be loved. I have always been a placeholder, used for whatever reason and I let it happen just so for a moment I can feel close to someone and feel needed. I just want to be enough, I want someone to love me. I want a love in the movies or that you read about in books. I want someone to fight for me and stay. I want to be loved. I have always felt so alone, but been surrounded by others and that’s one thing but I’ve never ever truly been actually alone. So just please, let me lay here and feel a little less alone. Just let me hold you.”

11/5/22 23:11

[stlowens]

Mary Oliver, from “Marengo.” [ID in alt text]

[latibule-e-deactivated20231012]

— Chelsea Wolfe, from the lyrics of Boyfriend; Unknown Rooms.

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— Fernando Pessoa, from “The Book of Disquiet.”

[voirlvmer]

“Pour water over each wound. What about the wound inside me, the wound I was born into? Where do I pour when I am the wound? I am what wounds me.”

— Sanna Wani, from “Princess Mononoke (1997)”, My Grief, the Sun

[soul7time]

:( Found this on Quora... Hits home.

People who can also relate to this, wanna talk? 🖤 Feel free to msg me

[beguines]

Oh Lord, my grief is like a / river inside me; filled / with dead things I didn't / kill.

Pádraig Ó Tuama, from "Jesus Texts", When Did We See You Naked?: Jesus as a Victim of Sexual Abuse, ed. Jayme R. Reaves, David Tombs, and Rocío Figueroa

[becherdireinen]

„And even if we never talk again, please remember that I’m forever changed by who you are and what you meant to me.“

[missinyouiskillingme]

Hell isn’t even close to how I felt when I knew that I was slowly losing you.

[feral-ballad]

Cover my eyes with your fingers so that I cannot see that I am losing you, nor see myself losing you, and thus will not lose myself.

Maria Isabel Barreno, Maria Teresa Horta, and Maria Velho da Costa, from The Three Marias: New Portuguese Letter; “Letter 2”

[peepline]

“We used to be close

“But people can go

From people you know

To people you don’t”

-Selena Gomez

[1-0-0-2]

Ich wollte es so sehr, dass ich das Messer nicht sah, in das ich rannte.

[wayti-blog]

““I had to take a relatively high level statistics course in college and one of three things the professor spent time doing was showing us how statistics could be manipulated to show whatever they wanted. Not so we could do it, but so we could spot it. That is what big pharma, defense contractors, politicians, surveys, medical groups, and many others do. Then they wonder why members of the public don’t trust them.””

— - M.D.