Karana

to tell thee plain, I aim to lie with thee.

[kardolph]

One day, whole cities will rise like oceans between us, and their streets will forget the sound of our footsteps.

Fate will grow tired of crossing our paths, even chance will turn its face away.

And perhaps, in some unmarked hour, one heart will fall silent forever, while the other beats on, never knowing it has been left alone in the world.

And just like that, you will never know. You will never know that how much my eyes raced through those last 7 minutes of my pointless life to find a bare glimpse of you.

k.

[kardolph]

What a way to go.

Looking at you getting everything you deserve.

[kardolph]

i know the nights are long and sadness is cold.

i know it's freezing in there and you have no where to go.

i know i made my heart so cold that now your mere name hesitates to reside into it. i know i will never see you again.

i know you will find the thing you have been searching for so long. i know even after getting that, you will still remember me. even after everything, i will still search for you in my dreams.

things are pretty bad and the nights are long.

it's better to be lost than to reside inside your heart.

things will never be fine and i think you know that already.

yet, i know you will still search for me.

you will search for me in every person you destined to meet.

every nature you pass by to reach your destination, you will look for me. you might find me someday. somewhere lonely and silent. somewhere others can't keep their mind sane. somewhere someway you might stumble upon me.

you might recognise me and give a smile.

maybe i will notice you and i will look at your eyes.

but now i know, it's too late.

i hope you know that too.

i hope

i truly hope you find me when it's too late.

till then, i hope i survive the night. since it's so long,

i will pretend you are near.

k.

[kardolph]

"i hope you remember me even when you will go through the ocean of faces to experience life. i hope you remember your childhood even when you will touch your final station. i hope you remember you even when the world will mould you into someone else just to fit into their limited concepts. i hope you remember life even when you will see nothing but the end. i hope that end can finally bring you to me.

For you, i can jump an entire timeline just to see you for seconds. For you, a thousand times over. For you, an eternity of wait just to be with you in every reality. No matter in which form you will reincarnate, but i will find you in every universe. In a form of flower, a Butterfly, a book, a stone or just some bubbles on some lonely river, i will find you"

[kardolph]

You telling me to move on but here I am can't even move on from the music i am listening since years. I don't understand how people can find new music to settle with.

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Rudy Francisco

[kardolph]

Stop exposing me.

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Donte Collins

[becomingvecna]

— David Cronenberg, Consumed

[kardolph]

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

[weltenwellen]

Andrea Gibson, Lord of the Butterflies

[kardolph]

No matter how much beauty you have, probably the most but the distance between us will always be more.

/kardolph.

[typicalabdullah]

Why is it that you search for your own beauty in the eyes of others?

-Emma Bleker

[derangedrhythms]

On stormy nights they say the dead are moaning in the wind.

Anne Hébert, from 'Kamouraska', tr. Norman Shapiro

[kardolph]

I thought poetry could change everything, could change history and could humanize, and I think that the illusion is very necessary to push poets to be involved and to believe, but now I think that poetry changes only the poet.

[kardolph]

I'd cut my soul into a million different pieces just to form a constellation to light your way home. I'd write love poems to the parts of yourself you can't stand. I'd stand in the shadows of your heart and tell you I'm not afraid of your dark.

- Andrea Gibson.

[kardolph]

"It is a frightening thought, that in one fraction of a moment you can fall in the kind of love that takes a lifetime to get over."

Beau Taplin