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we're not kids anymore.
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and she was there like if timing was made for us #movie #vscocam
feliz año mah fellas, I’m back 😏 #2018 📸: @espeee_hope 💘
everything’s up to you, you’re the only one who gets to know the truth #letras#lyrics #iwish #subtitles #aesthetics
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new mixtape yo
t h e s o n g ‘ s m e a n i n g :
this is not a love song. you may think it was actually one because maybe it sounds like something that ed sheeran or shawn mendes could sing in front of a crowd, or something that my grandma would be happy to listen. but it isn’t, this is not a love song, I repeat.
this song is a little cynic. the music is sweet and slow, but the message through the lyrics is totally bitter. sounds like something you’d say trying to be positive and stuff, but you end up throwing shade anyways to the person beside the girl you used to love or like.
how did this song happen? I took my guitar and my songbook after a rough day. I never thought it would end up like a rough day, tho.
I was getting out of class at college with my classmates and when we were finally outside, I saw her with him. the one dude that clarified that she just passed me by like if I was a somebody else. so this is I wish act three.
the moment I saw her kissing his cheek endearingly, it was the moment I decided to took anything in my hands to finally forget about her.
so is there another girl or nah? who knows...
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t h e s o n g ‘ s m e a n i n g :
nothing new is just the act one for I wish. I wish is act two. we knew I wasn’t feeling okay. it wasn’t kind love. it was toxic. it wasn’t nice and it was hurting me. I wanted it, but my body just wasn’t completely okay with it. I guess I just wanted her because I couldn’t have her? but I already had her! I wanted her because the feeling was similar to what I felt when I was younger. it was like giving up, because I just couldn’t help feeling the way I felt. so, it was nothing new.
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t h e s o n g ‘ s m e a n i n g :
I once had a dream of this girl that didn’t exactly have a face, but she said so many beautiful things and did everything she could to make me feel better, that when I woke up, and I kind of felt like I was healing slowly. she was everything I needed. she wasn’t real, but it was what I needed. how a dream can be so vivid that it makes you feel things a whole fucking week? and you want everyone to know, you’re like “hey! somebody loves me!” but that’s not something you say when that person is not real. or else, you’d be crazy. was she perfect? no. so it wasn’t like the dreams. was she amazing? yes. she was on point. she just said the right words and she did what was nice. so that was like the dreams. it was like a movie. a seven minute short movie.
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t h e s o n g ‘ s m e a n i n g :
what happens when everything’s over? everything turns bitter. “when doors stay half open” is just a metaphor that lets us see how hard it is to control ourselves and everything around us when the other person doesn’t want to be here anymore but just can’t be completely honest with you, so they stay. and it’s uncomfortable because you can see they’re just not okay with it, and you don’t really care, but it’s just so awkward to be in the same room and can’t look at each other’s eyes because that person is just… a little kid. “I’ll let the silence speak a little” speaks for it self, isn’t it? so you just take the blame and go away. for the best.
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t h e s o n g ‘ s m e a n i n g :
what would you for the person you’re in love with? I’d fight dragons for her. when you still don’t find out you’re in love, everything seems amazing. you feel like damn hero. that’s how I felt when I fell in love for the second time in my life. you never find out you’re in love until it hurts. but at the same time, when you’re a fool for that person, it feels so good that you just pull out everything that’s on your mind and it feels good. cause you’re confessing through the things you do. and you have no idea where you’re going, you just wanna go with that person wherever that person goes. so this is THE love song.
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t h e s o n g ‘ s m e a n i n g s :
this is, by far, one of the most important songs in my life. not just because it took me a long time to write this song, but because this is the most honest song I have ever written. this song’s based in my love life. a very struggled love life, by the way. now, at the time, I kind of laugh about it a little bit, but when you’re a teenager it seems like everything is three times harder than it looks like, and if we’re realistic, sometimes it is. this song’s actually for everyone that has ever fallen in love with the wrong person. there’s no genders in this song because I know a lot of people can relate. but the story I’m telling you through this song, is about how a sixteen year old girl trips over herself. a sixteen year old kid that was raised by a cis-hetero couple and educated in two schools that put religion over everything. a sixteen year old that gets fucking scared when she finds out she’s actually in love with another girl. you can see the fear in “the right thing for the rest”, and you can feel the pain in “I’m pumping blood wherever my veins have never been”. this song took me two years and a half to complete. the first version was called “another brilliant idea” and I wrote it when I was eighteen years old, when I was actually able to talk about the things I felt. it was word vomiting, seriously. when you’re a teen and you’re afraid, you hide everything under the carpet, and you can’t actually admit what’s there, so, when you’re finally ready and you’re finally free, everything is too much and you just pull out whatever’s on your mind. so the first version was a little full. it had too much and it was immature, the music and the lyrics weren’t even. it was nice. but it wasn’t enough. and two years and a half later, I found myself in a similar narrative. I fell in love once again and it just wasn’t a problem with me tripping with my old self. it was us, tripping with ourselves and it was her that could just not see it. so I got tired of the situation and I got tired of feeling always the same. feeling like you’re just not enough. and that’s where it came the solution; sitting in front of the piano with my hands and my heart sending flames over it, I turned out to realise that “another brilliant idea” was self-deprecating and that song’s actually not what I needed. I wrote another song, it was called “let you go”, but something was missing and it was a little empty. and when I thought about that old song, that pain in the ass, everything clicked. the rhythm, the music, the lyrics. so why’s the song called I wish? because everything I say across the lyrics is just a poem where I just not get straight to the point. what I’m trying to say through every composed phrase is: “I just wish I never fell for you. I just wish you were easier to forget. I just wish we never met. I wish I didn’t have to let you go.”
i suggest you people to listen to this nice thing i've been working on since last year #iwishiwish #music #alternative #karin #indie #indiemusic #singersongwriter
tomorrow I drop it #iwishiwish #indie #alternative #music
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