I won't lose you again.

CARMILLA KARNSTEIN. "Gazing up at the dark sky, spangled with its signs and stars, for the first time, the first, I laid my heart open to the benign indifference of the universe." - Albert Camus. An Independent roleplay blog for Carmilla Karnstein. • Written by Luisa • Est. February 2016. Thank you to Victoria for creating this theme.

[clintsbrton-moved]

“it must be nice sometimes to be normal. or oblivious.”

[karnstxin-blog]

Driving was one of life’s pleasures that Carmilla had only recently had time to discover. Despite being over three hundred, she had spent the better half of a century buried beneath the earth and through all of the chaos surrounding her long life, the vampire hadn’t yet found time to appreciate the automobile.

This all changed after Carmilla’s brief return to humanity. In the five years she once again possessed a heartbeat, Carmilla had decided (with the help of Laura, of course) to create a ‘to do list’ of everything she wanted to accomplish over the coming years. Along with taking Laura to Paris and completing her PhD in Philosophy, Carmilla had decided she should learn to drive; and she really was clueless at first, as much as she tried to hide it from Laura. 

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She raced down the empty road, not caring for speed limits or the warnings of cameras - they only encouraged her to press harder on the gas and watch the speedometer roll through higher digits with a smirk teasing her lips. Miles of unsettled dust floated behind her as ebony hair danced free in the wind. Carmilla twisted the volume button on her radio and flicked through the channels until she found something she didn’t hate.

Settling into her seat and drumming her fingers on the wheel to the songs melodic bass she let out a sigh. Sherman had taken Laura on vacation for two weeks and as much as Laura tried to resist, her father argued that ‘it was a family only trip this time,’ and Carmilla would have to stay at home. The only problem with this is that vampires get bored and there was only so much time Carm could spend sleeping alone in their bed.

She had therefore decided to take herself on a road trip. With no real plans she simply turned left and then right until the city was out of sight and nothing felt familiar. As Carmilla drove, she noticed a figure appearing on the horizon. Within a minute she was pulling alongside who she thought at first was Laura, but of course it wasn’t - their hair was too dark. It was Laura’s eerily similar lookalike, who Carmilla hadn’t seen in months. She pulled alongside the figure before pulling her sunglasses to the end of her nose to reveal two dark eyes.

‘Howdy there, Carrots. What brings you out into this particularly barren part of nowhere?’

[karnstxin-blog]

‘So what if I was gone                  for nine months?

It’s not like it’s any        of your business anyway.’

[Seriously, sorry I disappeared - had to go finish my degree!]

[nootvanlis]

[natvanlispics]

…

[damnthosewords]

How was waltzing scandalous?

[r-grimes]

[karnstxin-blog]

ohapocalypse:

#so pure #so soft

[dailyhollstein]

[damnthosewords]

[danceqtpie9]

You bite that lip Carm

[cantcontrolthegay-deactivated20]

[carmillasleatherpants]

Anonymous said: Did you notice how tightly carmilla holds on to laura in 3.32 after their first kiss? I think its a great mirror to 3.22 when laura tells carmilla she is the axis her world turns on.

[dailyhollstein]

hollsten breathing each other in in between kisses

[kvrnstein]

What makes her any different than I am.

What makes any person sacred to another?

[laurholls-deactivated20180418]

The Hand Thing™

[sulietsexual]

Carmilla Karnstein Outfit Appreciation

[kalin7art]

Actual sad/angry vampire kitten. 

[lesbiiacii]

I need everyone to play this song while they look at this gifset tho

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[lovelenaluthor]