Keep your faith. Travel hopefully.

"The universe will surprise you. Constantly." Elle. 30. She/her. Originally from California, went to school in Ireland and the UK. Lesbian 💕💖

[ily-a]

HEATED RIVALRY 1.06 | The Cottage

[innerchildabortionclinic]

I really do wish meeting new people when you're autistic didn't result in the person viewing you as secretly evil for at least a month before realizing you just act slightly different than others without ulterior motive. I get that people meet a lot of assholes in life but omg. I didn't do anything

[guelwaar]

people love the idea of the mean girl nurse pipeline because it problematises medical abuse as a personal perversion rather than understanding it as a product of broadly held ableist values and its like, if this was only about ontologically evil teenage girls choosing to enter a profession because of their unique sadism then you really wouldnt expect to see the exact same forms of abuse pervading all arrangements of paid, unpaid, formal, ad hoc, and familial caretaking as well -- its more comforting to believe the nurse was just a preexisting bad person than that most of the world broadly hates disabled people and will abuse, neglect, and gaslight them if given power over their care

[ilyarozanovgifs]

1.06 "The Cottage" | Do you want me to come with you?

[deedala]

don't tell the boys that you've been crying in my arms +

[heymacy]

Shane Hollander + the jaw thing

[rozanovs]

shane + putting on a shirt

bonus:

[rylandsgrace]

AJ: "Was it always a conscious choice for [Ilya] to always touch Shane's face?"

CH: "That's [Connor] living in the character."

HR Intimacy Coordinator Chala Hunter (link)

[hollandershane]

“Ilya seems very confident, very controlling. But he’s actually a deeply empathetic and kind lover, and that’s part of his character — that’s a reveal about Ilya. He may not want you to think that, but actually, he’s a really good guy. And part of that is reflected in the fact that he wants Shane to enjoy this too. He’s not looking for selfish sex; they’re both looking for a connection.” ⏤ Jacob Tierney

[scinnlaece]

"Maybe you should... do you want me to...?"

HEATED RIVALRY | 1.06 "The Cottage"

[moonageromantic]

Full time job at the yearning factory

[sinmonger]

Hollanov + tweets (part 2)

[emziess]

Stay. OK. OK? OK. Heated Rivalry, S01E04

[lokh1]

‘how would other people describe you’ why would i know this

[hollandar]

ilya physically moving shane around (insp.)

[swearphil]

HUDCON WEEK 2026 | day 6: actor versus character SHANE WEEK | day 7: free choice

[thisfeebleheart]

crotch hug my beloved <3