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@kashnr-blog
✉ delivered → HEY JUDE
JUDE: depends on the ex tbh
JUDE: i mean, i have a lot so not exactly fair to have a blanket rule of no hook ups.
JUDE: why?
KASH: i kissed somebody’s ex and they’re enraged about it.
KASH: it’s not like i fucked her, right? it was a new year’s kiss!
LUANA.
“Great,” she briefly responded, wanting her words to come out more enthusiastically but her voice was too croaky to do so. She was honestly just glad that she didn’t need to ask a stranger and get in potential trouble. Part of her was also just happy to see him again. It had really taken a slight toll on her how she was able to see him almost every day and once he had cut it off for his sake, she certainly felt like something was missing. She genuinely hated being seperated from the people she cared about deeply but she put the other before her own needs. “It’s okay – I probably deserve it,” she mumbled, pressing her lips together. “It’s like a light jacket – I didn’t expect to sit out in the cold today,” she responded truthfully. The alcohol was keeping her temperature up but there were still goosebumps on her skin, she didn’t really pay attention to it anyway. “I’m glad I charged my phone,” she added almost playfully, not really in the mood to joke around anyway.
Luana soon then placed her phone back into her bag when the hanging up sound repeated itself, soon then lifting her head to look for him. “Hey.” One hand pushed herself up on the wall with his help, squinting her eyes slightly because of how everything started spinning. “This sucks,” she commented for a short moment, holding onto him for dear life as she followed him into the cab. “Thanks for being here.”
The air between them was a bit awkward, this had been the first time they had seen each other since the Ski Trip. After that, all he did was avoid her. He didn’t know what to feel then, he still didn’t know what to feel now. Above all that uncertainty, he was relieved—relieved that Luana was safe. He immensely cared for the girl, that was another thing he was certain with. He wouldn’t have gone there in the first place if he didn’t. It’s really true when he says that he’s always going to be there for her no matter what, and it actually surprised him. The willingness to swallow the weird shit he’s got going on just to make sure Lu’s safe and sound said a lot. It said a lot.
Even then there, when they were settled inside the cab, even if it hurt him a little to let her cuddle against him, he still opened his arms widely to invite her in. “Come on, you can go nap against me. I know you’re really tired.” He even offered her a warm smile. It was best to act like nothing happened between them for now.
LUANA.
Luana exhaled gently at his sarcastic response, rubbing her eyes when just staying silent for a moment. She just cared about him, wanted to know how he was doing considering the fact that they hadn’t spoken in months. She just seemed to miss that some people weren’t as big on talking about their issues like she was but she just meant well. “That’s okay, it’s just been a while.” She hiccuped slightly, needing to clear her throat for a moment. Usually, she would have something up her sleeve to cheer him up but she was in her own predicament and drunk so she couldn’t really come up with anything. “I’m here for you.” Probably not what he wanted to hear but she tried. “I wanna go home .. but if you need a coffee, we can stop somewhere. I’m just happy when I’m safe,” she responded as clearly as possible, nodding for a moment until she realized that he couldn’t see. “Yeah, having a sit.”
He shook his head as if they were talking face to face, “No, I’m just asking. We’ll go home immediately.” He stated. There was a long silence from his end. He turned his head and looked outside. He felt bad for being a bit sarcastic at Luana. She didn’t deserve that shit from him even if he’s been having a rough month. “I’m sorry for acting like an ass,” He sighed and bit his tongue because he didn’t want to reason out and be defensive of himself. “’Nyway, you have a coat on, Lu?” He softly asked, “I don’t want you to catch a cold, it’s literally freezing out.” He himself was under layers of clothing. “I’m getting close. Don’t hang up yet,” He then started to read every signage he saw, so that he’s got something to say and something for Luana to be preoccupied with. When he finally arrived, he said “I’m here,” Hang up and told the driver to wait.
He rushed out of the cab, jogged towards Luana, he took his trench coat off and wrapped it around her. He helped her up and looked at her face, her make up’s a little ruined and his heart suddenly felt like it jumped to his throat, and his chest hurts a lot.He missed her, he really did. “Let’s go, shitfaced.” He snorted and then started leading her to the cab, helping her get inside.
LUANA.
Luana kept the phone to her hear, just needing some comfort that he was actually there – even if she didn’t hear his voice for some time. She wasn’t even embarrassed about cowering against the large building with people passing her, leaving and entering. She just wanted to go home. It was a little disheartening, considering she would jump right away if she saw someone clearly distressed around but it was whatever, she just had to wait. “Yeah, I’m here,” she responded right away, another shaky breath escaping her lips as she hesitated for a moment. If anything was going to distract her from the situation she was in, it was not talking about herself. “ How are you ? ”
“I’ve been fantastic,” He quickly quipped, his tone was a little sarcastic. The year has only started but the decisions he’s made during 2018 were biting his ass and he had no idea how to deal with these consequences being all up his face. He was convince now that putting himself out there wasn’t really the best idea, he was irresponsible with himself and he felt like that’s not going to change. He sighed, “I really don’t wanna have that kind of small talk honestly.” He sighed, “Life’s just been shit lately” He sighed, “Do you want to go drop by a coffee shop or just head straight back to your dorm?” He pressed his lips together and then sighed again, “Are you outside the club?”
LUANA.
“ I’m not passing out ! She protested firmly, not needing any of the judgement he was giving her currently because she herself knew how screwed up she was right now. Usually, she would be fine with her friends around but no one could’ve expected that they would just leave. She breathed in sharply, sitting back down against the wall for some balance because scattering around clearly didn’t help anything. ” Yeah – it’s that one, that one you and me went to last.“ It had been a while but she figured that’d be enough information for him to find her. She rubbed her temples with her hand, pretty sure that her make up was ruined by now. "I’m sorry for putting you through this.”
Kash had to bring the phone down, so the only thing Luana could probably hear from his end was the sound of wind and him hailing a cab. No one really sleeps in this goddamn city, always filled with insomniacs. Once a cab stopped in front of him, he opened the door and got in, hurriedly told him the name of the club. He then remembered he was still on the phone with Luana, he actually didn’t hear her apology, unfortunately. He brought the phone up again, pressed it to his ear, released a long shaky breath and asked “Are you still there?” He scratched his chin, “Don’t hang up, just talk to me.” He needed to make sure she’s going to be okay.
LUANA.
Luana felt her heart drop to her stomach when hearing his voice which felt like in forever, most likely since the Ski trip. Maybe she was just starting to get nauseous too, she didn’t exactly know. “ Kash ? Kash ! ” She repeated when she had finally processed that he was actually on the other side of the call because she honestly could’ve called her dentist given how blurry everything was to her
. She leaned against the wall outside of the club, letting her body slide down until she was sitting on the floor. “I just – I went out to drink with everyone and they’re just gone,” she slurred, the desperation clear in her voice. “I don’t feel so great .. I’m at wait –.” She had honestly forgotten what the club had been called, soon then stumbling towards the entrance to read it off somewhere to him. “Good god, I’m dizzy.”
Dread was in the pit of his stomach. He had no idea how he was going to find Luana in goddamn New York and besides he didn’t have a car. He was already struggling and he didn’t even do anything that required too much effort yet. “Jesus fucking Christ, Luana, can you not fucking pass out or anything?” He hurriedly wore his shoes and soon enough he was out of the hotel room. He wanted to go off about how irresponsible she was, but he knew better than to do that. And he didn’t like being that kind of person. “Really, Lu, where are you?” He rubbed the back of his hand against the back of his hand. “I literally have no techy skills whatsoever to just be able to locate through your phone signals.”
He moved his phone to his other hand, and pressed it against his ear. “Are you at the usual club you go to?” He asked, his tone of voice calmer this time. When he reached the lobby of the hotel he was already breathless.
Kash hated being put on the spot that’s why he hated confrontations—who doesn’t?—he also had no idea how in fuck this happened all fast. He was actually ready to just ignore Max forever after the texts he’s gotten, but Kash actually felt like he should defend himself. So he asked them to talk. East Campus lobby seemed like the most accessible place for confrontation. They have been standing there for a good while now, trying to be civil, passive aggressive spats already been exchanged. Kash had had enough of this, he clenched his fist together, “Why do you make such a big fuss about it, Max?” He snorted, “You literally don’t own any of those girls, and no shit it was just a new year’s kiss with Imogene, it didn’t mean anything. Besides, I heard you fucking broke it up, you made her cry, you upset her. You’ve got no right to be upset with me because we’ve kissed. She isn’t with you anymore when we did.”
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[ message from ka$h money 🤑💰💸 ] : look what i got u :) i.pinimg.com/564x/c0/cc/1c/c0cc1c8cb522e1ed8531b9b11e2aac17.jpg
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[ message to ka$h money 🤑💰💸 ] : this is the worst thing youve ever texted me ,,… but what flavor is it
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“Kash has a great ass.“
📱mssg — KASH & NELLIE
NELLIE: fine no ice cream for u
NELLIE: but im still bored n ur entertaining sometimes
NELLIE: just dont be a pain in the ass
KASH: but... okay damn nellie
ALEESIA.
Kash’s humor was something she had to get used to. while his sexual jokes were far from jokes, they still were somehow. like humorous suggestions. a smile crept on her face, sitting the bottle down on his counter. “and who says i can resist myself out here? you look so sexy under these yellow fluorescent lights.” she teased, pulling herself up to sit up on the his countertop. she pushed her hair behind her ears, watching as he gathered glasses. “why drink plain vodka when it can have some flavor? you know me, im all about a little flavor.” she said as she leaned forward, grabbed her glass and pouring some vodka in it. “we have a connection- i can sense when you need company. so you obviously must have been busy the past two weeks.” she smirked, taking a drink out of her glass. “because forgetting you would be a quite the challenge, kash nair.” she cooed, the shot she took heating her stomach all the way to her chest.
Kash furrowed his eyebrows together at her statement, she waited for her to finish pouring her own glass some vodka, “We have a connection...” He repeated and trailed off, he took the bottle from her and poured himself vodka, “That’s like some cheesy ass pick up line, Al” He laughed and looked into her eyes, “You’re literally sounding like some fuck boy here right now.” He looked at her face and then took a shot, a teasing smile graced his lips. He took her shot glass and refilled both their glasses up. Afterwards he started to play this playlist called Jazz Rap in Spotify, so that they have background music while drinking. “It’s creepy true though, I do need company right now.” He rubbed the back of his head, then went to take his second shot, he poured more vodka in his glass, he downed that one in a quick go. “So what’s the plan for tonight, baby?” He then started moving in front of her, “Are we dancing?” He asked as he did dance to ‘What’s the Use?’, Kash had groove. It doesn’t hurt watching the way his body gracefully moved along with the beat. He offered his hand to her so that she’d go join him, “Or are we fucking?” He winked suggestively, he honestly still was playing.
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✉ delivered → HEY JUDE
KASH: hey, quick q. help your dude out; if i had my new year's kiss with an ex of yours, would you be mad at me?
KASH: like be honest with me, my man.
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delivered to Momo 💋 [21:45]: okay, i couldn’t sleep right now, we should all have one huge sleep over in the couch. i swear i’ll even wear matching pajamas with you three.
delivered to Momo 💋 [21:45]: i’m a saddo rn yanno, i need u girls ☹
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BO.
“aw shit –– i really screwed the pooch on this one,” bo said to the person next to her, shoving her hands in her front pocket. “but hey, listen! i was wondering how you would feel about a limited time offer of –– get this, lending me money! not too much money just like, forty bucks! i owe this guy some cash and the prick put interest on it so tomorrow its going to be fifty. i promise i’ll pay you back.. not like i promised to pay this other dude and bailed… like i really really mean it,” the girl rambled as she swayed back and forth. “so,” she softly nudged them with her elbow, raising her brow. “what do ya say?”
as bo continued to speak, the crease between kash’s brows were intensifying, “well, my say is that you’re a really bad con artist, bo, we should work on your charm, okay?” he joked and shook his head as he continued to eat his burger. “maybe try another way of asking fifty dollars, man, one that’s convincing this time.”
LUANA.
If there was one thing that most didn’t expect from Luana was that, in spite of loving to sit home in a long sleeping short and messy bun while playing video games, she had also always been a huge party girl. It was probably because she had grown up just going to Brazilian festivals and just enjoying her life with a bit of booze – however, she was a lightweight so after a few shots in she started feeling heavy instead of the light tipsiness from earlier. Though, when stumbling to look for her friends there was no one to be found. Calling them didn’t help, everything was blurry. That’s why she stumbled outside in hopes she’d sober up a bit, thumb pressing onto the contact that was Favorited for moments like these. “Kash, please – pick up.”
When Kash got the call, he was cuddled up in somebody’s arms. Arms of the man he’s been keeping a secret from the rest of world. He was ready to decline the call from Luana, because aside from Scott, he also had a bit of feelings for Luana. In fact he had a bit of feelings for everyone and Kash wished he didn’t because they are confusing. Sometimes he always left it at how he only felt such things because he’s just horny, you know?
Anyhow after letting his phone ring, he finally picked it up and answered the call. “Hey, what’s up?” He had a feeling Luana’s in trouble, she probably have been having nightmare again or she’s incredibly drunk somewhere. He gestured to Scott how he had to go. He left the older man a kiss on the lips, and then he started getting dressed while having his phone against his ear. “Where are you, I’ll be on my way?” He really couldn’t ignore Luana forever.
