ok so I was just reading through some of my old stuff and I discovered I never added like three whole series and like two one shots to this master list???
Just added: How It Ends, Faded, Unspoken, Promise, and Find You!
Also I updated the series links so it should be better for mobile! Not even sure if anyone still even looks at this blog but idk man its easier for me when i reread my own stuff so it counts 😂
summary: Not every nightmare is the same and Bucky doesn’t always wake up as the man you know.
pairing: bucky x reader
word count: 5.9k
warnings: mentions of torture, nightmares
author’s note: So I’ve seen a lot of fics of Bucky waking up as the winter soldier after a nightmare, but I was curious… what happens if he wakes up as a different version of himself?
Sometimes, what ripped you from your sleep in the early hours of the morning, while the sun hung below the tree, wasn’t the kind of paralyzing, heart-wrenching scream that could tear through you like a knife. It wasn’t always sprinting down the hall at two in the morning or violent shaking, evading swinging fists and broken table lamps.
Sometimes, it was restless movements while he slept; tossing and turning, mumbling under his breath, words that would shatter your heart with every broken ache in his voice. Sometimes, it was clinging to you in his sleep, tears wet on his cheeks, sweat dampening the sheets under him. It was the kind of fear that left a lingering, unsettled feeling long beyond he opened his eyes.
summary: Owner of a bar full of criminals, maybe you shouldn’t be surprised when you’re the sole witness to a hydra hit. In comes Detective Barnes, the quick-witted, flirtatious cop who somehow became a regular at your misfit bar. When he takes it upon himself to ensure your safety off the books, you learn to rely on someone else for a change and find you don’t mind it at all. Not when it’s him.
pairing: detective!bucky x reader
word count: ~71,000
warnings: descriptions of violence, smut (parts will be marked with *), torture, a very flirty/protective bucky (bc it counts as a warning ok)
a/n: ok so this series is legit my baby so please be kind and show it love if you feel it 🌸Chapters and drabbles below the cut!
summary: Owner of a bar full of criminals, maybe you shouldn’t be surprised when you’re the sole witness to a hydra hit. In comes Detective Barnes, the quick-witted, flirtatious cop who somehow became a regular at your misfit bar. When he takes it upon himself to ensure your safety off the books, you learn to rely on someone else for a change and find you don’t mind it at all. Not when it’s him.
pairing: detective!bucky x reader
word count: ~71,000
warnings: descriptions of violence, smut (parts will be marked with *), torture, a very flirty/protective bucky (bc it counts as a warning ok)
a/n: ok so this series is legit my baby so please be kind and show it love if you feel it 🌸
summary: Owner of a bar full of criminals, maybe you shouldn’t be surprised when you’re the sole witness to a hydra hit. In comes Detective Barnes, the quick-witted, flirtatious cop who somehow became a regular at your misfit bar. When he takes it upon himself to ensure your safety off the books, you learn to rely on someone else for a change and find you don’t mind it at all. Not when it’s him.
pairing: detective!bucky x reader
word count: ~70,000
warnings: descriptions of violence, smut (parts will be marked with *), torture, a very flirty/protective bucky (bc it counts as a warning ok)
a/n: ok so this series is legit my baby so please be kind and show it love if you feel it 🌸Let me know via ask if you’d like to be on a tag list!
summary: You and Bucky weren’t supposed to be together, not according to the cruel voice in the back of your mind or the two agents you overhear mocking your relationship
pairing: bucky x plus-size!reader/chubby!reader
word count: 4.6k
warnings: angst, SMUT with feelings™, body image insecurities, soft!bucky 🌼
author’s note: sometimes I have bad body days and I need to hear what Bucky says in this fic. hope it’s helpful to any of you who deal with this too 🌻
The mirror hadn’t been kind to you lately, nor have the thoughts ruminating through the back of your mind every time you accidentally caught a glimpse of yourself in its reflection. Mood instantly brought down by what you’d see, reminding yourself that the picture in your mind was not was the world saw when they looked at you.
Too soft curves that didn’t fall flat on toned muscle. A jiggle of skin when you walked, some hanging at your bicep when you lifted your arms. Thighs that rubbed together, causing redness and burning at the skin. Too much space taken up in the subway, constantly trying to hold yourself in. Suck in your stomach. Move out of people’s way so they wouldn’t notice you. The faded reflection of the window would catch your eye and you’d evert your gaze.
summary: Bucky has always been nervous around you. When he’s tasked with caring for you after a night of heavy drinking and suddenly you’re kissing him, Bucky doesn’t know what to do. You couldn’t possibly want him sober, right?
pairing: bucky x reader
word count: 5.4k
warnings: dirty(ish) talk (blink and you’ll miss it!) 🌸angsty/fluffy goodness
author’s note: clearly I have a thing for soft and insecure Bucky…. let me know you think, babes!
Bucky rarely got a moment alone. His presence in the tower seemed to act as a magnet, drawing in hesitant, concerned glances and gentle prodding of ‘how you doin’ today, Buck?’ and ‘did you sleep alright?’
Not tonight. Tonight, Bucky sat alone in the dimly lit living room, propped up on the floor with his back pressed against the leg of a couch. He had started the night sitting atop the cushioning but found that he couldn’t stand how soft it was, almost like he was sinking. He had grown accustomed to the harder surfaces, it seemed.
The rest of the team had gone out to McGinny’s to celebrate the engagement of some SHIELD agent Bucky didn’t know the name of. Steve had all but begged him to come along. He had almost given when you had brushed your hand against his shoulder, telling him ‘it won’t be the same without you, Buck,’ before you nodded softly with that sweet smile of yours, giving him the permission he needed to have just a few moments to himself. He wanted to thank you, for noticing the anxiety that had settled in him the moment Steve brought it up, but all he could muster was a tight-lipped smile before he stalked off to his room to find the book Sam had lent him a few days back.
There were only a few pages left in his book when he heard the distant ding of the elevator pulling to a stop on his floor. Loud giggling followed as the doors slid open. Bucky froze, immediately recognizing the laugh as yours. He set his book at his side; his page long forgotten as he turned around the edge of the couch.
Draped against Sam’s arm, you were stumbling on your feet, knees wobbling as another burst of laughter echoed through the hall. You were without the nude heels you had left in a few hours earlier, the thin strap of your top fallen over your shoulder. Sam was doing his best to keep you upright, but he was swaying all on his own.
Your eyes lit up and suddenly Bucky realized he was standing as you took notice of him, arms reaching out in his direction though it nearly threw you off balance. “Bucky!”
summary: When a hydra agent finds a way to hack into FRIDAY’s system to trigger Bucky into the winter soldier, he nearly kills you. In the aftermath, he can’t begin to find a way to forgive himself. Not without your help.
pairing: bucky x reader
word count: 7,022
warnings: wintersoldier!bucky, self-hating!bucky, physical fights, lots of comfort and soft!bucky 🌸
author’s note: So this is my first time writing for bucky and naturally I go for the angst/comfort fic bc thats where my twisted soul is happiest. I’d love to hear what you thought if you read it!
Your back slammed heavy against the floor of the ring. It was the third time in as many minutes that you’d been thrown off your feet. You huffed the hair from your eyes, pursing your lips in a frown as you stared up at the man responsible for the current ache pulsing through your shoulders. Bucky shook his head, chuckling as dark hair swayed over his eyes.
“You’re getting soft, doll.”
“It’s an off day,” you grumbled. “You try sparring with a super solider the day after getting back from a month-long mission in Guatemala.”
“Excuses, excuses.”
Bucky turned his back to you as he reached for the water bottle sitting on the edge of the ring. His first mistake. You flipped onto your stomach, crawling along the mat until he stood close enough for you to swing your leg hard against the back of his knees, sending him tumbling to the floor. He let out a grunt at the impact. Hands grappled at his wrists, pushing them out to his sides and against the mat as your left leg swung over his waist to straddle him down.
He pushed up against you, but you dug your right knee into his hip bone and forced his arms back down. Bucky groaned, letting his head fall against the mat as he rolled his eyes.
“Wanna call me soft again, sweetheart?”
A bead of sweat dripped off the end of the baby hairs framing your face and fell against the floor next to Bucky’s head. He didn’t flinch, not even to tug at his wrists you kept bound against the mat. He could have escaped you easier than you’d admit with the strength of the serum running through his veins, but he stayed down. You raised an eyebrow at him, suspicious that he hadn’t tossed you off yet. A grin pulled at his lips, his eyes narrowing as they trailed over your face and down to where you sat against his waist.
“Not sure yet,” he said through a heavy breath. “Kinda like where it got me.”
So I decided in light of a fresh start, id like to merge my main blog with my writing. All future fics will be posted on my main account @wkemeup. I’d recommend you follow me there if you’re interesting in reading future Bucky x reader or Steve x reader fics or if you wanna just hang via the internet? I will likely reblog future fics here bc I have like 8x more followers on this blog lol but in terms of asks/requests/prompts, please send that through @wkemeup !
This blog will still remain as is and will serve as an archive for my past dean x reader fics! 💞
So I decided to turn my spn masterlist into an actual post so the link works better on mobile and you can save it if you’d like. Here you go! 💋
This is the archive of @wkemeup‘s secondary dean writing blog. If you’d like to read future fics (currently only writing for marvel), please follow @wkemeup. Thank you!
🌻: personal favorites
Series: (Oldest to Newest)
Anchors and Attachments - Follows the relationship of the reader and Dean when meeting in high school and running into each other again 6 years later.
Anchors Chapters: part one, part two, part three, part four, part five
Attachment Chapters: part one, part two, part three
Home - When the reader realizes her feelings for Dean, it leaves her in a complicated situation with her current boyfriend, who doesn’t take the news very well.
Part one , Part two
Reckless Abandon - Follows Dean and the reader’s relationship as they deal with the consequences of the mark
part one, part two, part three
Sacrifice - The reader leaves Dean, believing it to be the only way she can protect him, after he risks his life on a hunt to save her. She eventually finds herself held captive by demons only to find Dean has once again risked everything in a last attempt to protect her.
part one, part two, part three, part four
Leave & Stay - After Dean and the reader’s messy falling out, he shows up on her motel door months later covered in blood and asking for help.
Leave , Stay
How to Love - Set in the 2014end!verse, the reader has come to know Dean as a ruthless and heartless man. When 2009!Dean shows up and begins to treat her like he used to, with a kindness and compassion she hadn’t experiences in years, she has no idea how to handle it. 🌻
part one, part two, part three, part four, part five
The Edge of Sanity - The reader and the Winchesters are investigating a series of cases where perfectly ordinary people begin to have sudden mental breakdowns when the reader is kidnapped by the demon behind it all. She is put to the test when the demon continues to wither away her sense of reality. 🌻
Part one, Part two, Part three, Part four, Part five
The Cost - After successfully avoiding the Winchesters for almost three years since her brother died at Dean’s hand, the reader runs into them on a hunt. (Y/n) and Dean are forced to work together and one secret that changed the corse of her life finally comes out. Based on a request by sidneyleanne13
part one, part two
The Last Call - Years after John forces the reader to walk out of Dean’s life, she finds herself bleeding out after a hunt gone wrong, alone, and desperate to hear his voice. So she calls Dean, using whatever time she has left, to tell him what she wished she had said all those years ago before she succumbs to her injuries. Based on a request by warrior-rain 🌻
part one , part two
Broken - Following years of friendship, Dean and (Y/n)’s relationship turns into something more than either of them are willing to talk about aloud in fear of losing it. According to Crowley, Dean’s secret and undeniable affection for (Y/n) had softened him as a hunters. The King of Hell tracks down (Y/n) and gives her an ultimatum in order to get back the cold and remorseless hunter he requires out of the Winchester: break Deans heart, or be the reason he gets dragged back to hell. Based on a request by miaislying
part one, part two, part three
How it Ends - Dean sets out to bring (Y/n) back from Hell after the deal she made to save his soul seven months ago.
part one, part two, part three, part four
Faded - After a witch steals Dean’s memory of you, ten years of your life along side him is ripped away. In a desperate attempt to protect your heart, you beg Sam not to tell Dean about your relationship
Part one, Part two
Find You - . Dean and the reader are taken hostage by demons and held for days. Soon after you begin to fall dangerously ill due to an untreated wound, the demons drag you away while Dean is helpless but to watch, wondering if he’ll ever see you alive again. (Based off an anonymous request)
Part One, Part two
One-Shots: (Oldest to Newest)
The Day Dean Died - The reader recalls one of the last times she saw Dean before he died. (set around season 3 finale)
Demon Eyes - The reader discovers what happened to Dean following the season 9 finale. (written before we actually knew what happened)
Night Terrors - The reader had a hard time sleeping after a hunt gone horribly wrong.
To Purgatory and Back - The reader desperately tries to deal with Dean’s disappearance after the killing of Dick Roman, only to find him on her doorstep on the one year anniversary.
Just Be Ok - The reader wakes up in the middle of the night to find Dean wildly upset after a hunt gone wrong.
It’s Okay, I Love You - Dean is possessed by a spell that has him intent on killing the reader. When she realizes she can’t get through to him, she does something drastic. (based on the Tris/Four serum scene in Divergent) 🌻
The List - After the reader realizes how much Dean actually cares about her she panics, knowing exactly what happens to hunters in love. So, she tries to leave, but not before Dean has anything to say about it.
Ghosts That We Knew - When the reader becomes possessed by the demon she has been hunting her whole life, she is forced to helplessly watch as the demon destroys the only thing in her life she ever truly cared for. Dean.
Glances - Dean is blinded by a witch during a case as a punishment for his constant glances in (Y/n)’s direction to confirm her safety. Over the next week, the severity of his circumstances begins to weigh on him.
Karma - “Could you please write a one shot where dean & the reader go to a bar, get drunk, and the reader ends up being hit on and dragged out the bar by someone and dean kinda snaps out of his drunken state & comes to her rescue? [:” - anonymous
Poison - “could you do an imagine where sam and dean are drinking at the bunker and the reader gets kinda disappointed and sad bc she doesn’t drink? (her dad was an alcoholic or something?) maybe some fluff if you want? thanks! ily” - anonymous”
Broad-Shouldered Beasts - After the death of a teenage boy the reader identified with beacause of their shared past, she breaks down for the first time and leaves Dean to help her pick up the pieces. Based on a request by scarecrow-is-fugly and Broad-Shouldered Beasts by Mumford and Sons. (tw: suicide attempt)
The Irony in Forgetting - “Could you please! please! Please! do a story where your boyfriend does not treat you right and dean protects you. Then you realize the only reason you were dating your boyfriend was to forget about dean and his one night stands… you figure that your boyfriend is the best you can do. Something like that please!! I love love love your blog!” -anonymous 🌻
Unspoken - Ever since Amara broke free, Dean has had trouble controlling his own emotions. He has no control over how he feels for Amara and finds that he is completely helpless to her every need when he’s face to face with her. (Y/n) tries to help sooth the guilt and shame he feels all while struggling with her own heartbreak.
Promise - After a week of being tortured by demons, Dean finally rescues you only to find you far worse off than he could have imagined. As he raced you to the hospital, you’re plagued by a crippling fear he had never seen in you before and it’s breaking him apart. (Told from Dean’s perspective)
hey guys. it’s been a few years. super long story short... I’m doing a lot better now. I finished grad school, got my masters, moved back to my hometown, and got a job doing something I really love. Things are good. But I missed writing.
I changed up the blog a bit because I haven’t watched supernatural in years. All my dean one shots are still available in my spn masterlist and I added masterlists for the series as well.
But moving forward, my heart is with marvel so that’s where I’m going to write. Hope that’s alright with those who still follow this long abandoned blog haha.
I’m currently writing a bucky x reader one shot about him getting triggered while in the compound and y/n trying to snap him out of it. If anyone would like to be tagged just let me know!
Ello pal, i absolutely love your writing so much that I constantly come to your acc to reread your stuff and see if you added anything, you haven't written something in a while and I'm just wondering if you're on a hiatus or something?
Not purposely, unfortunately. I’m in a masters program so my free time is insanely limited. I wish had more time to write, but I genuinely don’t have the time right now. I’m hoping I can get back to it in the next few months. I’ve also stopped keeping up with the current season so I’ve lost inspiration to write.
I’m sorry guys. Hopefully when mid-terms pass I’ll have some more time and I can try to work on something.
I am so so so glad to hear you are getting better! I hope you are happier now too :) I really love your fics, and your writing inspires me so much- I read your stories multiple times before going to bed. And I just admire you so much- I can't really words right now bc of how emotional I am, but thank you. Thank you for writing. Thank you for existing. And thank you for being the amazing person that you are! And if it's not too much trouble, can I be tagged in your future fics? Thank you!
Omg wow this is seriously one of the nicest messages I’ve ever received. You are so sweet and that genuinely means so much to me, I can’t express that enough. I added you to the forever tags before I posted my last fic.
Thank you, babe. Seriously. This made my day so much brighter 🌟💕
Yes! YES! "Find You" was s p e c t a c u l a r (yup, I just used that word) and I'm SO glad you're back. Hope you're doing better too. Also, you're awesome! <3
Thanks babe! I appreciate that so much 💕 and I am doing better, too! Thanks for checking in 🌸💗
