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Seems like I finally live the good life.
Update!!
Made it to finally love in a new family since dec’17, and tbh I love it here and I’m happy that I made the step to go to the US for being an Aupair even though my first month/family was shit!
It’s getting worse
Jeden Tag wache ich mit Bauchschmerzen auf und will meiner hostmum einfach nicht begegnen, da sie mich offensichtlich nicht mag und dienest einfach super kalt zu mir.
Every day when I wake up, my tummy hurts and I don’t want to ran in my hostmum because I know she really doesn’t like me and she’s so cold.
Is it over now ?
After an argument with my hostmum about stuff that is obviously not true I’m definitely made my decision to go home ASAP that means i try to stay as long as it takes me to save enough money for my flight back to Germany.
Feelings
Well, this was actually supposed to be a blog about my experience as an au pair and i thought all my entries will be very happy but thats not everything, sometimes you just don’t feel well BUT thats also a part of a life far away from home and you have to deal with it. Some days will be hard and you end up crying because you miss your family. I have one of those bad days right now, I’m feeling super alone and i really wanna hug my mum but I have to fucking deal with it, I’m old enough and it was my decision to go here!
One thing that helps for me is to write about my feelings as I do it here, I don’t care if anybody reads it but it helps me to just write it down.
Update: Nightmare Au Pair ?
So, 6 Wochen bin ich schon in den USA und lebe hier mit einer für mich immer noch fremden Familie.. in diesen Wochen die ich nun schon hier bin ist einiges passiert und ich fühle mich nicht unbedingt wohl, zu dem habe ich auch noch das Gefühl ich könne niemandem Vertrauen denn meine Gastmutter hat etwas getan was dem gleich kommt einer Person ein Messer in den Rücken zu stechen dadurch hat sie mir auch die Möglichkeit eines rematches genommen(d.h. ich muss mein Jahr genau in dieser Familie verbringen.. FUN!
Anderer Minuspunkt aus meiner Sicht;- ich lebe in wohl einer der langweiligsten Regionen der USA hier ist nichts und niemand ( in meiner Off-Zeit weiß ich nichts mit mir anzufangen außer Netflix zu schauen.. in meiner Area sind noch genau 2 andere Au Pairs, die eine aus Kolumbien und die andere aus Belgien, das wars.)
English
6 weeks USA and living with a stranger family now.. in those few weeks lots of stuff happened, I don’t feel very well or even welcome over here and there is no one I can really trust, because my hostmum did something that felt like a knife stabbed in my back that causes that i don’t have the opportunity to go to rematch and i have to stay my Year with that one family.. FUN!
Next deficit from my point of view.. i live like in the armpit of the USA there is nothing and no one around to hang out with ( there are two other Au Pairs in this Area, one from belgium the other one from Columbia) that means when I’m off i don’t know what to do than watching netflix..
All those things make me missing home even more ..
Let the Journey begin.
7 days left.
One week left till I'll go and what have I done yet ? - right.. NOTHING
That means I still have to pack my luggage and jeah there will be a “goodbye-party” for which I haven't made a lot for. Soo this week will be full of work and super stressful and to all abundance I'm ill.
In einer Woche geht es los, und was hat Katrin schon gemacht ?- Nichts.
Das heißt ich muss noch packen, meine Abschiedsparty steht auch noch an und auch dafür ist noch nicht viel Vorbereitet. Diese letzte woche wie wird also sehr anstrengend und zu allem Überfluss bin ich auch noch krank.