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stuck in my daydream 🌙

[west-coast-taylor]

Trying to survive in 2020

[hauntedcats13]

That’s it. That’s the post.

[katmsantiago]

@taylorswift are you wearing an engagement ring?????????????? 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[diebyathousandcuts]

People are missing the point behind the line

“I ask the traffic lights if it’ll be alright they said “I don’t know”

When you’re so low and upset with something in your life, you’ll look to anything for reassurance. I believe this is what Taylor was doing here and I love it so so much.

[taylorswift]

YES! Like how when you’re struggling through something time slows down and everything is a sign and you’ll take advice from a tree because you’re just GOIN THROUGH IT MAN.

But I kinda love all the interpretations of what that line means, even the memes.

Correction: ESPECIALLY the memes.

[katmsantiago]

You. Are. What. You. Love.

“𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚊 𝚋𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎. 𝙽𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚝𝚎. 𝙽𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸'𝚖 𝚊𝚏𝚛𝚊𝚒𝚍 𝚘𝚏. 𝙸'𝚖 𝚊𝚏𝚛𝚊𝚒𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚞𝚗𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚒𝚍𝚍𝚕𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝. 𝙸... 𝙸 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝... 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎“

— 𝚃.𝚂. 𝟸𝟶𝟷𝟿, 𝙳𝚊𝚢𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 (𝚂𝚙𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚗 𝙾𝚞𝚝𝚛𝚘) @taylorswift @taylornation @taylorswiftsdaily

[andreaswift-deactivated20200701]

“It’s the first time since Red she’s attempted to gather together all the Taylors and sit them down for a summit. But Red was seven years ago, and there are a lot more new Taylors in the mix. All over Lover, she’s in touch with her younger self — “Miss Americana and the Heartbreak Prince” revisits the high-school girl she was on Fearless, just as “Daylight” updates the six-months-sober young-adult romantic of 1989. The girl who sang about making her mom drop her off a block away from the party is now driving her mom to the hospital. The teenager with teardrops on her guitar is now a woman with guitar-string scars. Yet on Lover she wants to show why all these girls are authentically her.”

— Why ‘Lover’ is the Ultimate Taylor Swift Album - RollingStone (X)

[katmsantiago]

I listened to Daylight first.

Then, I Forgot that you existed... until I reached Daylight again. No skips! How about you? 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 Hi, @taylorswift !!! I love you! I wish you will notice me one day! 😭💕

[taylorswift]

This album is very much a celebration of love, in all its complexity, coziness, and chaos. It’s the first album of mine that I’ve ever owned, and I couldn’t be more proud. I’m so excited that Lover is out NOW: taylorswift.lnk.to/Lover

[katmsantiago]

YOU DID IT AGAIN!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!! I LOVE YOU AND YOUR ALBUM!!! LEFT ME SMILING AFTER LISTENING TO THE ALBUM!!!

[katmsantiago]

Will there be a possibility you’ll come back here in Manila for Lover Album Tour 🇵🇭 ? 🥺💕 @taylorswift

[swiftielovelove13]

This is important

[taylorswift]

THIS WAS THE POINT THANK YOU SINCERELY THANK YOU FOR GETTING IT 🐟🐠🐡🥺🥺🥺🥺🥰🥰🥰🥰😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[sunshineonstreet]

my food in the microwave like:

[taylorswift]

Oh wow.

What have I done.

[katmsantiago]

TAYLOR SWIFT

THE ONLY REASON WHY I’M BACK IN TUMBLR!!!!!! HOPING YOU COULD READ THIS COZ I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU SINCE TEAR DROPS ON MY GUITAR! I’M EXCITED FOR THE ALBUM LOVER! HOPING THAT YOU’LL VISIT PHILIPPINES AGAIN SO I COULD FINALLY SEE YOU EVEN FROM FAR AWAY! @taylorswift 😭💕

[katmsantiago]

“Can I go where you go? Can we always be this close?” 😭💕 Look at my fingers playing Lover!!! Ahhhhh!!! I really really really love your new song @taylorswift !!! I love youuu and I can’t wait for the album on 23rd! 💓

[katmsantiago]

"Ading, payungan na kita ha", alok ko sa lalaking sigurado akong nasa hayskul pa lang dahil sa suot niyang uniporme, nakatalikod, nakayuko, nababasa na ng palakas na ulan at ang tanging panangga ay ang suot niyang jacket habang naghihintay sa mahabang pila ng pampasaherong jeep pabalik ng Bakakeng. Napaharap siya, ngumiti na tila ba'y nahihiya sabay sambit ng ""Ayyy... :)"" Ako'y napangiti rin. Di nagtagal, nangalay ang aking braso. Mas matangkad nga naman kasi siya. Pero ayos lang kasi nasabi ko na lang sa sarili ko, ""Kagwapo naman pala ng batang ito. :D"" Naisin ko mang kausapin pa siya ulit para hindi naman sana nakakailang na bigla ko na lang siyang inalok at sinilong sa aking payong, bumalik na siya sa kanyang pagkakayuko, siguro nga at nahihiya. Umatras na rin ang aking dila at tinabihan na lang siya. Kinausap ko na lang ang kaibigan kong nasa likuran pa pala namin.  Natatawa na lang din ako dahil ang totoo, sa isip-isip ko, ""Kung sinuswerte ka nga naman. Sa unang beses kong mag-alok payungan ang hindi ko kilala, sa magandang bilas pa. Jackpot ba. May pagkabata nga lang pero oks lang. Sabi nga nila, 'Age doesn't matter'. Kung si Vic Sotto nga at Pauline Luna engaged na. Chiz at Heart kasal na. Maliit lang ang agwat namin kumpara sa kanila. Hahaha. Aantayin ko siya. Huntingin ko. Sagot ko na pag-aaral niya sa college kung gusto niya basta sa akin siya pagkatapos. Hahaha."" Ang echos ko. Kung anu-anong naiisip ko. ""Single ka na kasi"", sambit ng kaibigan ko nang mabasa niya ang aking ngiti dahil sa iniisip ko nang mapalingon ako ulit sa kanya. At biglang nagpakita ang dalawang bahaghari kahit may konting ulan pa... Parang kaming dalawa ng estrangherong pinayungan ko, magkasama sa ilalim ng ulan. <3 HAHAHAHAHAHA!

[bleechgothbaby]

[katmsantiago]

An Open Letter To The Guy I Stopped Waiting For

Wait for me, you said. You were sure, but you weren’t clear. You said those words as if they were the easiest thing to do. You said them as if, at one point in time, you’ll know when the waiting needs to stop, or when you need to come around and come back for me. You said them as if a guide on Waiting 101 existed and that you handed that to me so I’ll know what to do while I’m waiting for you.

For a while, I didn’t really mind. I was blinded, I guess, by the way you put together beautiful words to keep my demons at bay and to silence the voices of doubt in my head. I even made up my very own reasons on why we just couldn’t happen in the moment I wanted us to. Maybe you’ve just been through a bad relationship before and it really hurt you. Maybe commitments aren’t really your thing—which is probably the lamest reason now that I think about it. Maybe it’s better that we have “something” instead of nothing. Maybe this waiting game is going to make us stronger once we officially get together. Maybe I just didnt deserve a legit relationship. Maybe I didn’t deserve you.

But time has passed and weeks became months which later turned to years. And it has rained over me that I’m allowing myself to stay stranded in the sidelines, watching life pass me by. Then I realized that this is not the movies. This is not one of those Nicholas Sparks film adaptations that will surely pull two people in, together no matter how many years have gone by. This is real life and the truth is, if you wanted to be with me now and loved me just as much as I loved you, you’ll make us happen. No. Matter. What.

This is real life and I can’t go on missing Friday night dinners with friends and loved ones because you said you’d want to spend Fridays with me but that never really happened. I can’t go on ignoring interesting people I meet just because I am committed to you (you’re just not committed to me). I can’t spend my days making plans for myself with you always in my mind—will this be convenient for you or what happens if you suddenly turn up and decide in your heart that we’re meant to be together.

I can’t continue holding on to someone who isn’t even there, who just comes around when he needs something, or he wants someone to nurse his bruised ego from the games he’s lost in life. I can’t continue living my life building walls around me because you said you’re the one who’s going to tear them down when you’re ready and when the time is right.

There are a thousand things I want to do and experience. There are a hundred places I want to discover and live in and schools I think would be best for me. But if I keep on holding on to your request, your favor, your unwritten promise that I should wait for you because you said you’ll be coming back for me, I won’t be able to move on.

So here it is, my love. Here’s my big request: Please let me let you go. I have loved you with all of my heart and soul. I would have loved to spend every waking moment with you, stand by you through thick and thin, make all of my dreams happen with you beside me. But if I keep on waiting for the day that you’ll come around and know in your heart that you’re ready for us, life will pass me by. I know I’m somehow responsible for you because I nodded when you asked me to wait for you, but I have a bigger responsibility to myself. I can fail you, but I can’t fail me. And even though I do love you—god, I love you—I love myself more, and I’ll never be sorry that I do.

[katmsantiago]

???

Where Do Broken Hearts Go

I guess these broken hearts depend on what holds them. If your heart still clings to the past; to the memories that kept you alive for a short while, then this heart would continue to just hold onto everything that’s already gone. If your heart is broken but drowning in the sea of bitterness then it will stay there at the bottom until you finally face the reality of depth of how far your bitterness lead you to. If your heart is lost and probably still held by the hands that broke it then that’s too bad because seriously, how do you face someone you trusted but betrayed you in the end? I guess you can never really be healed if your heart is kept in wrong places. So let go of memories, get rid of bitterness and forgive the heartbreaker. Bring back your heart to the One who created it. Let Him fix it and make it new again. That way, you will learn to love in the right ways. You will see the real people who deserve your love. You will realize how important it is to not come back to the place where you got your heart broken.