a piece of me

17 | Thomasian | PH | Classic 

[girlswillbeboys]

[winstons-and-enochs]

[frenchtouchx]

[gozoborboletografico]

[igmakeup]

[liliest]

[katrinacolim]

21 FEBRUARY 2017

may tamis sa pait ng pag-ibig na hindi pwedeng maatim

ang pagtingin na pilit itinatago sa silid, doon sa may gilid

pinipilit itinitiklop sa maliliit na piraso

isinisiksik

ginigipit

pinipilit

doon sa masikip

doon sa alanganin

dahil hindi pwedeng lantarin

dahil mayroon nang nauna

meron nang nakareserba

at kung sa araw araw na makapiling ka

ay isa nang matamis na parusa

para sa puso kong hangal

at sa kaluluwa kong tadtad ng mga bakas ng pagaatubili

hindi ko man malaman o maunawa

matarok o maatim

isa lamang ang naturang klaro mula sa dagat ng pagdududa

hindi ka lamang isang estranghero na daraan sa aking buhay 

at lilisan ng walang iiwan;

ikaw at ikaw ang pinakapaborito kong pagkakasala

at ang gigising sa malalim kong paghimbing

ang magpapanatili sa aking gising sa mga gabing

tila ginawa yata para aking wariin simula’t sapul

“bakit nga ba kita nakilala?”

[linasrose]

& will.

[simpleisnewluxury]

[katrinacolim]

Tonight i'm starting to forget the memories and feelings you used to make me feel Like the way you forget your first spoken word Or how your favorite childhood candy used to taste Tonight, as I was looking outside I heaved in the cold evening air Finding my strength and courage while I rummage through my things just to find your last remaining pieces in it for the last time- the last hope, the last try to feel you and me and what we used to be I let my tears roll down to my cheek for the last time as I whisper to myself that "its okay...its perfectly okay to let go now" In perfectly hushing calming comforting tone I could muster I looked at all the things, I looked at the box that contains everything you and I have collected And then, I looked at the moon I looked at the stars I looked upon the tall buildings on their way to reach the skies I gazed upon them until they all became meaningless I heaved in again the cold February air A sharp blunt realization hit me And suddenly all the music started to fail to play the same tune you and I made I looked at the box and I laid down to give myself a moment because tonight I am unclasping to the idea of what we used to be and tonight, as much as I want to liberate myself I dont wanna let go of the inevitable

[oxeyed]

[tigersdonteatgrass]

[misswallflower]

[banditbrand]

[softseoui]

[loveyourselfxox]

[tamper]