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Extraordinary attorney Woo

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Virgo sun, Aquarius moon, Sagittarius rising

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ur full of yourself tbh

you would be too if you were beautiful and interesting

Dad passed away back in May. I’ve been feeling so… abandoned since then. He was my rock. He was the one that held this family together. I wouldn’t say my life was perfect but it was damn close. Now it’s a fucking mess and I hate everything. I miss him so much. Thinking about him makes me cry so I’ve been crying every day. Mostly at night or when I’m showering, so mum doesn’t hear. She has terminal cancer. Her spine is riddled with tumours, she’s asymptomatic tho. She has 2 months or maybe 10 years, who knows. I feel so alone, I have friends and family but they’re not who I need or want, I want my dad. I want to talk with him. I want to hug him. I want to hug him so much. I don’t know what to do. Life without him is colourless, painful.

#grief #dad #sad #death #kavan talks

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Nintendo Handheld Prints made by DaVinciKiwi

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“My sister was a tiny child then, and she was drinking her milk, and all of a sudden I saw that she was God and the milk was God. I mean, all she was doing was pouring God into God, if you know what I mean”.

- Nine Stories by J D Salinger

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at a junk sale once I saw the most beautiful picture I have ever seen, of a little dog drinking milk from a glass. On the back it said GIGI 1969. I love you Gigi. I dug through the bin and found many more pictures of you, being held by people who loved you. One was a man named Hussein. None of the others were labeled. There was a sweet motherly woman, and also someone who looked like a Hollywood actress with big glossy hair, all holding you like the prize. You are dead, because you are a dog from the 60s.