ame-chan @kaw4nomaly - Tumblr Blog

I wanna smasm my head. Rn.

Just to clarify, layan would NEVER take dr*gs 😂✌

I've been stressed lately. I don't have dr*gs in my home, (duh)

And i'm perfectly healthy physically.

So i wouldn't need medication at all.

So im making my oc, or ame chan doing it for me so i can feel it with imagination. Im so tired of living. I hate the future. I hate continuing. I hate the time. I hate everything. I hate how the future might end up being. I hate how i might wake up late. I ahte i might get yelled. I hate my parents. I hate myself. I hate everything. I hate you. I hate being here.

#art

#png #transparent png

#ame chan #needy streamer overload #needy girl overdose #nso #nso ame #gif #kangel #anime gif #gifset #nso kangel

#ame chan #needy streamer overload #needy girl overdose #nso #nso ame #gif #kangel #nso kangel #gifset #anime gif #purple lollipop #denpa poison #michica #michica gokubara #nechika sama #nechika

#he's so goonable #oc #art #digital art #artists on tumblr #small artist #oc artist #oc art #artist on tumblr

Is it pathetic for begging for attention, like.. I get attention from my friend but i want someone desperate cling on me, but i can leave them hanging.

I know it's morally wrong, but i want someone to remind me that i am someone and something. Not some vessel wondering around like a worthless wh*re.

But how the hell does a person even exist.

If i actually find one, i know i'd be terrified of them if they actually harm themselves because of me. I dont want them to get hurted by me, because i didn't mean to but i know i was in the wrong

Like someone who clings to me, whines to me like i'm some sort of important person in their life even if it's actually just online, but i dont want them to harm themselves for me. Because i know i wouldn't be able to face them and apologize to them enough.

I'm so disgusting i know, i just really need to share this. I have no one in my life except my pathetic self. I know i can get digital print on me because of this. But I'm so tired of being a human being that i dont even know what being a human is.

Someone please scream at me how wrong it is

I just want attention so bad, but with no strings attached.

I wanna dump everything to someone and expect them to be okay in the end.

Can someone solve this for me?

I need help so bad...

#ame chan #pls help #please help #opinion #opinions #thought #thoughts #anyone else?

kaw4nomaly

I like to imagine that, whenever yanderes say creepy shit, for example " i've been watching you for a long loooong time. "

Like you're both standing in a dark alleyway, and they know damn well, you can't even run to your house or a police station because it's too far away.

So if you try to move an inch, you have to pray that they dont just behead you right on the spot.

And the yandere is waiting for your response, having a cloth ready with chloroform just behind their back.

Like half of the time, when i watch anything with yandere media. They're always so patient on the response, like you both could stand there for 2 hours and the yandere would still be waiting for that single response from you.

I think it's pretty funny, because like...you're in a life or death situation, but honestly? You could stand there and let fate decide for you.

Since after all there's a chance for a police passing by or a pedestrian, so technically you could be saved unless you sadly got with an impatient one.

If that's the case, it's like bye america, hello hawaii moment. Except it's with your life