UP UP & Away

Doing my best to be me and doing it unapologetically

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I might put a little effort but I ain't chasing that ass... You got me fucked up if you think I will ha

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Stop making me want you

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Me

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When you kinky and sexual and shit but still got a real big heart

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Wow.... I haven't been obsessed with an idea in so long haha

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I'm starting to believe this love shit is just a crock of shit......

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Isn’t it strange that we talk least about the things we think about most?

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Gettn cheated on.

A lot has happened since I last posted on here. I found out my boyfriend of 8 years was cheating on me with a friends cousins. The shitty part was finding out through my sister cuz she found a pic of him in a girls room laid up next to her talking to her and shit. My heart dropped. I couldn’t breathe and it felt like my heart was going to pop out of my chest. The funny thing was cuz I knew some how cuz he was acting distant and secretive about a lot of things but I gave him the benefit of the doubt before I accused him of something based out of nothing. I was so pissed I drove down there which took like 3hrs to confront him. I didn't tell him shit I was coming I wanted to surprise him. I did and I slapped the shit out of him. I'm not going to lie that felt amazing but it still hurt knowing someone would do this to you. I told him to give me his phone at once and he did but deleted all the messages except the bitch decided to text back "have a good day babe". I was furious so I called her and asked who she was and she acted like she had no idea who i was. Didn't get anywhere talking to her so I hung up on her and proceeded to ask him who the fuck was this bitch. It's funny I had all the evidence in the world, pics, text, voice verification, and I still wanted to know what-why-when-how??? Everything! He fed me a line of bullshit and said she was just a friend which pissed me off cuz I'm not fuckn retarded! Long story short he's a fuckn idiot and he claimed he didn't have sex with her and it was just all for attention and killing time blahh blahh blahh. I'm giving him another chance since we are great together besides this bullshit. It's the first time it's happened and I feel like I should give it one more shot. Some may say it's stupid too well Idgaf cuz u have no idea what the fuck is going on as far as my connection with this person. But I'm hoping I didn't make the wrong decision and hopefully this will work out or not. Who knows? Kinda just winging it here 😕

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Those daze.

You can come back from a great weekend or even maybe a great week but sometimes there's this overwhelming feeling that consumes you without notice and all of a sudden you're on your couch crying over why you can't decide what to eat or what to do. It's like a feeling of uncertainty about your future, love, life, career, and everything else between that scares you because you don't know where you're going. It's like being thrown in a cave and you're expect to make the right path without light, guidance. So you let everything out.... The doubts, the possibilities, the negatives, the hopes, the failures, the wrong decisions, endless nonsense. Crying all over your t shirt and a lump over your throat so anything you do say sounds like a distorted conversation in another room. You don't answer texts or calls from family, friends, and bf/gf. You're not in the mood to talk to anyone but your thoughts. This happens at least once a month sometimes more frequent. As you get older life tends to shed a piece of you at a time kind of like an onion. You get softer, ripe. It's like you feel ten times as much as last year. I wonder if this is how you'll feel when you're 90 yrs old waiting to turn into dust and bones. You take a look back at everything that's happened to you and reflect on what, why, how... Bring yourself to smile when a memory hits you or hate yourself for stupid decisions. Before you figure out the universe you gotta figure yourself out and I guess that's what the 20's are for. I thought the teenage years were bad enough, wait til u turn 27 haha I started this post feeling low to laughing at the end of it. That's the beauty of expressing yourself through writing or whatever form others prefer. I feel an ounce of relieve and it isn't much but it's something to help me carry on the day.

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AQUARIUS - Does It in the Water (January 20 to February 18) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when they’re not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more than their family. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a fighter, but will knock your lights out. 2 years of bad luck if you do not share this post. PISCES - The Partner for Life (February 19 to March 20)  Caring and kind. Smart. Likes to be the center of attention. Very organized. High appeal to opposite sex. Likes to have the last word. Good to find, but hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. VERY caring. They always try to do the right thing and sometimes get the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and get hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good sense of humor!! Thoughtful. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to others but needs to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be. 5 years of bad luck if you do not share this post.  ARIES - The Aggressive (March 21 to April 19) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny… Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an Aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be ‘Right’. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world. 16 years of bad luck if you do not share this post.  TAURUS - The Tramp (April 20 to May 20)  Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight. Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self-centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not share this post. GEMINI - The Twin (May 21 to June 20)  Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very good at confusing people. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Geminis will not take any crap from anyone. Geminis like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Geminis can be very sarcastic and childish at times and are very nosy. Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing. VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not share this post. CANCER - The Beauty (June 21 to July 22)  MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer’s love is one of a kind… Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative person, most are artists and insane, respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An ultimate freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most Cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare. Spontaneous. Not a fighter, but will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to! 12 years of bad luck if you do not share this post. LEO - The Lion (July 23 to August 22)  Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A Leo’s problem becomes everyone’s problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not share this post. VIRGO - The One that Waits (August 23 to September 22)  Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not share this post. LIBRA - The Lame One (September 23 to October 22)  Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, funny and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with… you might end up crying. Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. Faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Very creative. A hopeless romantic. 9 years of bad luck if you do not share this post. SCORPIO - The Addict (October 23 to November 21)  EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad Luck if you do not share this post. SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One (November 22 to December 21) Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it, feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones with all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying. 4 years of bad luck if you do not share this post. CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover (December 22 to January 19)  Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy, but when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs in sports, especially Gemini’s. Likes to cook but would rather go out To eat at good restaurants. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not share this post.

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Sagittarius 😁😛

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