Pura Vida

The personal experience from a girl just trying to be herself in the crazy world we live in. Taking life day by day and seeing what it gives me. I'm interested in life and what it brings.

[kayro1710]

I really love being a musician, but other times it’s frustrating as hell. When you’re playing music with people on a regular basis to the point where you’re wanting to play gigs together, it’s awesome. but when that same group decides to leave you out, you become an outsider of your own group you mesh with. It hurts. Because when you finally feel like you belong, you’re excluded once again. land of misfit me: population, 1.

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This one's fat and sassy #tinkerbell #tink #catsofinstagram #catstagram #cats

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This cat is the cutest #catsofinstagram #cat #tinkerbell

[kayro1710]

Unemployed @ 22, Bachelor of Arts in Uselessness.

Being unemployed at 22 is a difficult thing for me to face. Being an unemployed 22 year-old with a college degree and debt is even more difficult. As if being a college graduate without a job out of college isn’t stressful enough, student loan debt just adds to it. And I am not alone. I’m not the only one that is unemployed right out of college. I’m not the first, and definitely will not be the last. If that is the case, then why does it feel like I am the only one? That I actually am alone? Probably because I feel like a failure. I feel like I’ve let everyone down. Everyone that has been rooting for me, I’ve failed because the one thing that is supposed to get me a job, has failed me. I feel like my education has been a big waste of my time. Or that I should have picked something more practical like computer programming or teaching. But if I fail to see that mistake, then how could I be smart enough to have gotten through those majors? If I’ve not learned anything else during this month of unemployment, it’s that a degree isn’t necessarily everything. Or maybe I’ve learned that I can’t be that kind of person that doesn’t work. I have only been out of school for a month, and I have no job. It’s still kind of early, but I still feel just as useless. 

[kayro1710]

Liking someone you can't have really sucks.

[kayro1710]

Sometimes I think that you're just a figment of my imagination... That none of this is real. If I could just hold you close and love you like I want to, maybe I'd feel differently.

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song with no title

I feel you in my thoughts and in my mind and though I don't know you I crave your every touch I feel alone when you're not around but I don't miss you because you'll just bring me down

I know I know I know you're no good for me I try to tell myself that you're my worst daydream but it's no good, no good it doesn't work because it only makes me want you more

when I'm sad I don't feel like crying Because it brings you back in my mind and there's no denying that I love you but I wish that you would leave because I want you to be a fading memory I try to make it change but it doesn't work though I see you're lies and feel your hurt

[kayro1710]

loneliness is the bitch that bites you in the butt.

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"I know you're fine, but what if I fall out?"

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#tbt @backwardsreality #band

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#jugarconfuego #concierto

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Loneliness is one of the worst feelings for me. It almost makes me feel like I'm not going to be lucky enough to find a better half. #lonely #justoneofthosedays

[kayro1710]

I think I'm slowly losing the argument with myself that I am going to end up alone. But part of me doesn't want to give up yet.

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I'm into you and not sure if you feel the same O.O

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I'm so tired of this back and forth with you. You're drama is too much for me. Take a step back and realize that you're being too needy of a drifter. 

[kayro1710]

I'm really bad at this. So could you just pick up on my signals, and take the hint already?! It makes it more difficult to like someone that doesn't get the hint.

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