interesting

[lohver]

do u ever love someone so much you just don’t know how to describe it but thinking about them just makes you want to explode with love & joy for them & u just wanna hold them tight & never let go bc u just love everything about them & they’re just so great

[kiwidotcom]

I’ve never felt this before and I’m starting to think I might never??? I’ve never had feelings for someone that weren’t laced with guilt or heartbreak or just sadness. I really want to find someone one day where I can feel this way but as soon as someone likes me I stop liking them ?? It’s so easy for me to get repulsed by the idea of someone even if they’ve done nothing wrong. My brain is always telling me to run and get by myself. I never really feel lonely. But that’s not even true because I do. But it’s lonely ??? For a feeling ??? . Sometimes I think I might be asexual. I think about this constantly. I can’t be aromatic because I’ve fallen for people. BUT BOTH TIMES I FELL IT WAS AFTER I ALREADY KNEW IT WOULDNT WORK. But I definitely want “a someone”. I want what all those songs sing about, what all my friends describe, what everyone seems to be obsessed with. But even if you asked me to describe my dream person I couldn’t tell you what they were like. I COULDNT EVEN TELL YOU THEIR GENDER. I’ve had friends hit on me. Or tell me they like me. But I would never be comfortable doing anything sexual. My therapist thought it was strange I wouldn’t but once my friends are my friends they’re like siblings. I’m not going to want to fuck a sibling ???? But what if we take sex out of it and go back to thinking I’m asexual. Because sex has always freaked me out anyway. It feels good sure but if a witch told me one day I had to choose between sex and samosas I’d choose samosas. My ONLY hesitation just stems from other people liking me because of sex. That after sex cuddle shit. The texts to come meet up. But the sex itself ??? Close my eyes, make the noises, wait until it’s over. I don’t have 0 sex drive. But my libido is hella low. And when it seems to be what everyone would fucking kill for??? I feel so wrong and out of place. But then I think ‘I’m not ace I’m just comparing myself to society and their sex crazed ways’.

But again, taking sex out of it, I don’t know if I’ll ever find someone that I would actually want to do all the love-y shit with.

Of course the thing is always “gotta wait for the right person” except I think I met the right person. Three times actually. And I fucked it up every time. Never deliberately, but I would pick at threads until there was just chaotic yarn everywhere.

This wouldn’t bother me so much except it’s everywhere. Every song, all over this hellsite, every movie, every television show, every advice podcast, every book, every other gossip news story. Humans love love. And rightfully so. It seems to have brought a whole lot of good to a lot of people. But man.

It fucking sucks being me lmao.

[flurgburgler]

My husband just referred to sand as heterosexual glitter

[indigobluerose]

I don’t like heteronormativity.  It’s coarse and rough and irritating and it gets everywhere.

[32floz]

[feministism]

BEAUTIFUL AND ALSO STUNNING

[chandlerbondurant]

[thelykoi]

[death-by-lulz]

[psykoodoll213]

[modestmermaid]

[pleatedjeans]

[death-by-lulz]

There are wonderful people in this world…it’s just really hard to find them

[feminismfuckyeah]

The soccer gender pay gap is ridiculous

[greekgodohair]

Assume I’m dead and rotting when this isn’t reblogged from my dash.

[chalkandwater]

[did-you-know]

Sound changes when it snows. It seems quieter right after a snowfall because a blanket of fresh powder is absorbing the sound waves- but once the snow melts and refreezes, it then creates a reflective surface that amplifies sound by allowing it to travel farther than normal. Source Source 2

[ncio-deactivated20110726]

[the-absolute-best-gifs]

fucking ready for those pancakes

[born--for--this]

[the-absolute-best-posts]

oh this is so good

[kayzonline]

KEYWORDS FOR ASTROLOGY TERMS

SUN: Basic personality, your ego, how you express your creativity, how acquaintances and friends get to know you, your father.

MOON: The more private aspect of your personality, your emotions, how you express your sensitivity, the most intimate part of you, how your family knows you, your mother, your childhood.

MERCURY: Communication, how you process information, how you think, speech patterns, sense of humor, your wit, your siblings.

VENUS: Love and relationships, how you relate to others socially, how you show affection to others, your charm, your beauty standards, what you find attractive in others, the women you attract in your life.

MARS: Drive, ambition, stamina, willpower, what your goals are and how you achieve them, how you show your passion, how you react when you're angry, how you express yourself sexually, the men you attract in your life.

JUPITER: Philosophy, religion, higher-level of thinking, luck, how you express your faith, how you just 'trust', what your life purpose is, where you get your lucky breaks, how you experience prosperity.

SATURN: Authority, time, karma, limitations, methodical planning, how you ground yourself, your fears, where you feel weakest, your responsibilities, your commitments, how you have to focus, how you must improve.

URANUS: Technology, change, enlightenment, novelty, chaos, disruption, intuition, how you express your individualism, how you’re erratic and unpredictable, how you need your independence, how you need to break boundaries.

NEPTUNE: Dreams, illusion, spirituality, sensitivity, art, cinema, media, glamor, how you express your idealism and imagination, how you feel disappointment, how you wear rose-colored glasses, the mysterious, the unclear, the undefinable.

PLUTO: Personal power, transformation, where you’re both self-destructive and creative, how you face power struggles and upheaval, how you regenerate, how you heal.

CHIRON: Your deepest pain, where you feel inadequate, your personal sound, where you overcompensate, how you can heal others.

ASCENDANT/RISING SIGN (1ST HOUSE): How you first come across to people, your facial expression, your mannerisms, your appearance, how you initially approach things, your view on life.

2ND HOUSE: Your self esteem, your resources and possessions, your wealth, your income, your talents, your values and morals.

3RD HOUSE: Your observation and analysis skills, your thinking skills, your basic education, your curiosity, short trips, your local community and neighborhood.

Imum Coeli/IC (4TH HOUSE): Latin for "bottom of the sky." Your home, your family, your traditions, your history, where you feel the most comfortable, the most private part of your personality.

5TH HOUSE: Self-expression, creativity, recreation, drama, art, writing, romance, romance and dating, your children or your attitude towards them.

6TH HOUSE: How you serve others, your workplace, everyday routine, small pets, your health and how you maintain it, your organization and schedule.

DESCENDANT (7th HOUSE): One-on-one partnerships, traits and characteristics you seek in others, business partnerships, marriage, open enemies, competitors, roommates.

8TH HOUSE: Intimacy, transformation, how you let certain parts of yourself "die" or "fade away", how you reform, how you restore, the give and take of control.

9TH HOUSE: The higher truth, higher-education, travelling to foreign lands, learning about new culture or ways of life, enlightenment, looking at the bigger picture.

MEDIUM COELI/MIDHEAVEN (10TH HOUSE): Latin for "middle of the sky." Your aspirations in life, your goals, your career, who you want to be, your reputation, what the public views you as.

11TH HOUSE: Your hopes and dreams, your friends, your acquaintances, how you network, humanitarian concerns, philanthropy, ideals you seek to live by.

12TH HOUSE: Your secret motives, your hidden agendas, self-sacrifice, co-dependence, serving others, healing, hidden knowledge, hidden personality, spirituality.

[theorderovdeath]

Beki Bondage of Vice Squad

[ofcarnivora]

But it’s mine???