Kaz

My personal writing blog…nothing to see here! Just gonna ideate, write, and more writing. I swear I will get those WIPs complete one day…

[kazmiya]

Welcome to my writing blog! ✍️ Check out my official blog below for fanarts and crack comics done by Kamie-chan, the occasional artist.

Kamie

Promise I'm not on crack...or am I?  🤔

Once again, check out my other fanfics on ao3 if you’re interested.

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Now then, I will be using this site mostly to post the status of what I’m currently writing, any interesting ideas that came up, and all sorts of random thoughts of the day. I intend to keep this page more for personal usage and for anyone who’s interested in my works. Feel free to comment/message me, I’d love to hear what goes thru your mind as well! Let’s suffer that brain-rots together!

There really isn’t anything to see here other than me, my scrappy brain, and…I just need a place to ramble about things that excite me!

Oh, here’s a little intro about me in case you’re curious:

I’m just a very lonely hooman who wants to escape reality!

I’m a newbie writer (forever so). Starting with fanfics and hoping to write my own OG series one day.

Was inspired to begin actual writing as a hobby during my mid-20s (kind of late, I know). Before that, it was just me imagining scenarios in my head or occasionally jotting it down into hidden notebook files to humor myself later.

Currently looking to read/write more, & continue improving so my readers would be able to see what I’m seeing/visualizing.

I’m extremely slow, meticulous, and easily distracted/lose interest. Once my mood for a certain piece of work dropped, those things will highly likely end up in the piles of WIPs forever until I get back in the groove again.

I have a shit sense of humor, what make me laugh might not work same for you, and vice versa.

I can only work on things that I enjoy doing, so I will never do commissions nor take requests. But feel free to share your interests and ideas with me if you wish, would love to hear them, and if I become fixated enough and create something off of it, will definitely give credits where credit is due.

I am open to all feedbacks and criticisms on my work, I know they aren’t perfect and can be better.

That’s enough for the intro. If you’ve somehow found your way here, enjoy and thank you for being an awesome reader!!!

- Kaz

[kazmiya]

So many kind readers and heart wrenching comments lately. 😭💗

I am so ashamed of letting my writing blog collect dust over the years. Should I get back to it? 🥹

[kazmiya]

Life updates…

2025 was rough, lots of things have changed for better or worse. But I’ve finally come to terms with myself and commit to start from ground 0. A bit late to start over but better late than never. I will be spending 2026 working on the basics one by one, month by month, trying to find the right balance.

Won’t promise to deliver anything yet, but might end up sharing smaller pieces as I practice. Also in recent months, Kae (the gamer in me is quite dominant), I might gear more towards that area if I do create anything. Probably won’t be posting them on this blog as I want to keep this blog separated for anime/manga related, but who knows, maybe I will, we’ll see.

Long year ahead, let’s enjoy every bit of the way. Fighting! 🤜🤛

[kazmiya]

The recent years, but especially 2024 has taught me many valuable life lessons.

I’m the type of person that usually just go with the flow and things have always somehow worked out for me…until it doesn’t.

When things don’t go the way that I expect them to anymore is when I finally realize I’ve always lack a passion to strive for anything. And even worse, I don’t even know the basics/fundamentals in everything I do.

Currently feeling overwhelmed with the harsh truth that I’m such a loser in my late 20s. But after recognizing this, I’m finally ready to take that baby steps towards becoming a better person.

The next few years will be extremely rough for me, trying to put myself back on track and walk forward with an actual purpose.

I’m expecting lots of failures, but at least I tried and will continue to try again and again. Reminding myself to NOT be discouraged!

I sincerely hope by the time I reach 30, I’ve found myself in a better state where I can be satisfied with myself and the person I’ve worked hard to become.

Life threw me the lemons, it’s time to make that lemonade!

🍋‍🟩🔄🍹

[kazmiya]

Status Update:

I will be spending some time to read my way through these fanfics on ao3 and see all the different flavors of RuPru out there. I of course have my own head cannon and preferences, but would like to see how the general fandom perceive this ship. If you have any recommendations from other sources, please let me know as well, I’d love to read them all!

[paperuniverse]

Reasons Gilbert isn’t dead:

1) He would annoy the shit out of God and He doesn’t want to deal with that bs

2) Ludwig would commit so many atrocities to bring him back anyways

[kazmiya]

I did it! I did it! I finished my first short sequel finally! So proud of myself. Check it out!

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

I’m sorry to everyone who waited a whole year for the last 2 chapters update. I wrote 90% of everything last year but wasn’t satisfied when I beta it, so my mood for the work dropped and the fic got orphaned in the wip piles as life got busier.

Yesterday when I read my draft again, it didn’t feel half as bad as I used to think it was, so I was like, “forget it, let’s just fix some grammar and post it! This has sit around for long enough!”

The entire work does feel a bit more on the conversational side and less descriptive, I’m still working on improving that. Often times, I see the scene in front of me and tend to focus more on the conversation they’re having rather than describing the scene. And also, they feel OOC too, but that’s intended.

Alright, enough yapping from me! I was just really happy to finish it, so enjoy!

[cioccolatodorima]

Flute...

 I tried to make a doujin out of that latest Prussia strip Himaruya-san made, which ripped my heart out.

[kazmiya]

Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!

Hetalia Fantasia is the cutest thing I’ve seen in a while.

All hail the Black and White Knight of the Dark Night!!!!! All hail! All hail!

God, how can he be soooo chaotic and adorable at the same time?!?!?

Made my heart went all doki~ doki~

I mean lookit him! Lookit this baby of an angel-ish devil! His occupation in my heart is illegal!

I couldn’t help but giggle like a maniac when they mentioned “…an incident where a Russian player made him kneel and cry”.

I need more context on this pwease, pwease~ 🥹 or maybe I should write one myself 🥴 juicy!

Other notable scenes: France’s first appearance (I like to imagine him standing naked on top of tower, such a public nuisance!), the duel b/t England and America, the way America sulks after realizing he failed to show-off and impress England, Italy walking off to chase girls and befriend weird people (classic), Prussia ousting himself by calling Germany “West”!

This drama CD story is just perfect the way I imagine it should be! Well done~ Well done! 👏

[kazmiya]

Why is it that on days my ideas are hitting me, I’m always sleep deprived from work to a point I pass out before I could write them down and wake up the next day not remembering a single thing I cooked up last night… 😢 Help! Is my brain only creatively thinking when I’m extremely busy?

[kazmiya]

Who let the children out on their own???

These East Blue goofballs sharing the same brain cells! 😂 😂 😂 At least they finally learn to shut their captain’s big mouth up before he turns everybody on the island into their enemies.

[kazmiya]

“From the New World, with Love.”

“Arthur in the Dark”

These 2 UsUk doujinshis really hit where it hurts. Make me rethink about the whole concept of what it’s meant to be a country human and the connection between them. A bond much deeper and more complicated than even humans’ love.

[kazmiya]

Mihgy or BugHawk is funny af. The best swordsman in the world vs the one and only man who can’t be cut.

Mihawk’s favorite daily hobby in the Cross Guild is probably finding entertaining ways to slice that man up and Buggy is fking tired of it, like “please leave me alone, you have tried a million different styles already 😭”

[kazmiya]

I am strangely fixated on the mentor/mentee relationship b/t Prussia and America lately. I’d like to think Prussia had quite a bit of influence on the youngster in his early years as he becomes an independent nation.

Like literally look at how cute, adorable and well behaved America used to be as a baby. But after the revolution, he became loud, eccentric, wildly optimistic, and likes to be the center of attention. Perhaps he inherited a lot of these traits from Prussia himself.

Like America might not be his biological brother, but more as his favorite pupil and one that takes after him the most in terms of personality.

[kazmiya]

OP chapter 1126 reaction…*spoiler alert*

Bartolomeo is such a goof ball, and I love it! 🤣

And please don’t tell me Luffy and Zoro are driving the Sunny! 😭. Imagine they somehow accidentally drifted off to Laugh Tale without even realizing that’s the island they are trying to reach. Found a bunch of poneglyphs and be like “cool, Robin gotta see this!” And later on when they actually make it with the rest of the crew, they’ll be like, “oh, so this island is Laugh Tale! We’ve been here before.” 😂

[kazmiya]

Read a UsUk doujinshi out of boredom, but the settings and concept was so interesting that it sprouted so many brilliant ideas for a new fic for my favorite pairings RuPrus + FrUk.

This is gonna be interesting to write and think about~

On one side there’s so much fluff and sweetness while on the flip side, it’s just angst, angst, angst, angst…

[kazmiya]

Random thought of the day. 🤔

“When do you think people die? When they are shot through the heart by the bullet of a pistol? No.

When they are ravaged by an incurable disease? No.

When they drink a soup made from a poisonous mushroom!? No!

It’s when… they are forgotten.”

- Dr. Hiriluk (One Piece)

Holy hell! That feeling when a OP quote hits even harder in ‘Hetalia’ context!

Those who bear the status of being a nation…it doesn’t matter how many wars they get themselves involved in, how badly wounded they are, or how sick they get because of their economy status…they don’t die.

But once a country/empire is utterly destroyed to a point its people no longer identify themselves as part of that ‘nation’…their existence is being forgotten in the passage of time and they’ll eventually disappear.