[av0id-reality]

It feels like i'm unfit for any type of relationship - romantic, friendship or even being a good family member

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[im-permanently-damaged]

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[keepitlovable]

Why do you avoid me like im just part of the room, like i don't exist

Is this how you truly feel about me

Am i just nothing

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[lostdeepindarkthoughts]

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[my-road-to-existence-deactivate]

Something inside of me has died and I can't bring it back to life. I feel really bad right now.

[sa-dnesss]

did i actually relapse or did i just never recover

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

Note to self

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[sa-dnesss]

“I do not like who I am. There is nothing good about me anymore. I am sick of wasting my time. I am worn out, I am really tired.”

— there is no point of me being here if I am not doing anything useful

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[guitarplayermrs]