[keepitonthedielle]

I doubt that you will ever read this... Although, here I am, scrolling through your pictures. I’ve dreamt about you everyday this week. I dream about you a lot to be honest. Somehow this week was a lot tougher than the weeks prior... I miss you. I miss you everyday. I regret all the decisions I made in my life that led me further away from you. At a time in my life where I couldn’t love myself you loved me. I’ll always love you. I never stopped loving you Dielle. Sincerely, S.W

):

No need to regret a single thing. Whatever happened in life brought us to today & where we needed to be. There are good memories to hold on to & to be grateful for. sending you nothing but sincere happiness

[keepitonthedielle]

Do

you ever have this reoccurring narrative that you play over & over again & think to yourself “wow..that was my life at that time”.. I guess some strange reflection on your previous self & the previous relations you once had & take all of the bits & pieces, the good & the bad, & pin point all those times that made you who you are today?

All those pivotal moments in your life that changed your course forever. The happiest of moments that still make you smile. Those small actions that made huge impacts on your future. The pain endured that left scars forever.

I guess adulthood has made me reflect on my youth in a way that I’ve never looked at it before.. & I think I’m just trying to find some sort of clarity or closure to what my past has shaped me in to today.. & be able to say that I’m at peace with all those moments in my life & accept it for what it was & for what it’s made me.

Some wounds just never heal, you just do a better job at treating it.

[notaminnah]

to be understood is possibly the greatest form of intimacy.

[velvetmysoul]

[mvxxi]

[neuroces]

ok firstly I’m traumatized, not crazy, so jot that down

[keepitonthedielle]

Why

do I always crave this dying need for change?

when will it be enough?...

[runawaydevill]

Moment

[axndrea]

“[I’ll] be me, do what I believe in, and be myself and I suggest everyone do the same thing. You do what makes you feel comfortable. Do what makes you feel happy.”

— Left Eye (1971-2002), “Fanmail” by TLC (via nativepikin)

[hipstered]

As you get older, you really just want to be surrounded by good people. People that are good for you, good to you, and good for your soul.

[mvxxi]

[philoclea]

[arabwife]

I’ve become so obsessed with idea of upgrading my life in every single aspect. I wanna be a better a woman, all around.

[mvxxi]

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[oift-deactivated20200815]

i look over at you and see sunshine

[mvxxi]

[kevc]